i was just listening to some classical pieces and OMFG I'M JUST GRIPPED BY THE GREATEST SENSE OF FEAR THAT I'D FORGET HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO :( AND ALSO AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF LOSS FOR THOSE MEP DAYS. i miss playing the piano so damn much sometimes, yet i can never be bothered to touch it even when the piano's still right where it is in my house. shit i'm just too lazy to function. well if i ever really do forget how to play the piano, that'd be 12 years down the drain and it'll be nobody's fault but my own.
and oh god, how i miss the days where we'd hide out at the esplanade library digging for scores to pieces we would never be able to play but we borrow anyway just to look.
maybe i don't miss the piano per se, but what it represented.
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