but i swear to god, if this goes on any further, i will have a serious meltdown, and i will have no restraint whatsoever and i shalt not be held accountable for my actions/verbalisations.
(*$#%Y(##$(&*!@* i havent been so angry in a long time (oh alright, the past month) and i reckon it's only going to get worse.
fuck this man. i know i should learn to have higher tolerance levels but this is just bullshit.
guess what. i am already counting down.
ok i have sufficiently cooled down and i think i should grow up a little bit (ok alot) and stop bitching everytime somebody's being a complete bitch (a crazy unreasonable bipolar bitch at that) because if not i'll be bitching every single day and also, well this is only the beginning and if i want to survive i've gotta suck it up and shut my mouth (and also keep a poker face) AND FOCUS DAMNIT, because it's been a loooooong, a long time coming, but i know a change is gonna come (haha okay no lah it's just that i happen to be listening to the song. IT'S A NEW DAWN IT'S A NEW DAY IT'S A NEW LIFE FOR MEEEEEEEEE. AND I'M FEEEEEELING GOOD)
of course this doesn't mean i'm not prone to random bouts of angry rants on twitter. (slow ride take it easy! sorry the songs just keep playing yeah)
met the girls just now for dinner (which i suspect, is the main reason for my less-than-murderous mood now. check back tomorrow morning whether i still feel like slapping the shit out of a certain person) and zhi was talking about her brother starting work at CAAS and omg i could feel my soul crumble a little bit at a time at her description. i want to work for that place so damn much i don't even have any reason to justify that desire. i don't even know what i want to do that, be it corp comm or advertising or anything else, i just know i want to work for CAAS and someday i WILL work for CAAS.
bye monday. may the rest of the week be lovely. (ha. who am i kidding)
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