this is just another song which i think would mean loads to some people.
cmon. just give it a read. :)
don't stay --- linkin park
sometimes i need to remember just to breathe
sometimes i need you to stay away from me
sometimes i'm in disbelief i didn't know
somehow i need you to go
chorus:
don't stay
forget our memories forget our possibilities
what you were changing me into
(just give me myself back and)
don't stay
forget our memories forget our possibilities
take all your faithlessness with you
(just give me myself back and)
don't stay
sometimes i feel like i've trusted you too well
sometimes i just feel like screaming at myself
sometimes i'm in disbelief i didnt know
somehow i need to be alone
chorus
i don't need you anymore
i don't want to be ignored
i don't need one more day
of you wasting me away
i don't need you anymore
i don't want to be ignored
i don't need one more day
of you wasting me away
chorus
writing is a socially accepted form of schizophrenia
finally!! meteora is back on my playlist!!
but my original copy is still lost
*broods.
thanks lyd dear. for your burned copy hah.
going to lyd's house today was in fact a great idea.
candice seah lyd n me. brownie baking again!
haha what a great laugh we had.
swoon. i just love brownieeees.
back to what i was saying yesterday
some fanatic (note that i said fanatic. not fan) of sly actually said he was a better Singapore Idol because he could sing in chinese.
if that wasnt a racist statement i wouldnt know what it was.
utterly disgusting. n u live in singapore??
these fanatics. spending hours at a go camping outside mediacorp just to catch a glimpse of sly.
what's the point??
and when they start screaming, uraarghhh.
repeat. nothing against sly. nothing against his fans.
i quote from somebody: "sylvester may have legions of screaming teenage gurl fans behind him, but TAUFIK has da support of ALL---kids, teenage gurls AND guys n adults! fr various races too! :] TAUFIK, u r da man! im rooting fer u in da grand finals! :]
but. no doubt. sly is easier to market.
bahh. it all comes down to the point that jessea shouldnt even have been voted off in the first place.
crown her the spore idol and we're done.
what will happen tomorrow?
repeat. i'm neutral. (sheeshh. i'm so afraid of saying something wrong now. wldnt want to incur the wrath of the thousands of fans)
BUT
i'm giving 2 bucks to lydia to help me vote for taufik la-la.
take everything from the inside and throw it all away
cos i swear for the last time i won't trust myself with you
linkin park oh linkin park.
i wanna be pushed aside so let me go
let me take back my life i rather be all alone
anywhere on my own cos i can see
the very worst part of you is me
*rueful smile.
this isnt what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you running from me. like this.
alright. i just miss my cd can?
i know i'll never trust a single thing u say
you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
and all the lies have got you floating up above us all
but what goes up has got to fall
la-la-la. just scroll it.
it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone
i'm just entertaining myself.
sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there'll never be a past
drums fingers. dick lee is cute. heh. *i can hear lydia screaming
and now you become a part of me
you'll always be right here
you've become a part of me
you'll always be my fear
i cant seperate myself from what i've done
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you
i let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you
from memory dahling. purely from memory.
i'll never fight again
and this is how it ends.
i'm breaking the habit.
tonight.
you heard me. loud and clear.
but my original copy is still lost
*broods.
thanks lyd dear. for your burned copy hah.
going to lyd's house today was in fact a great idea.
candice seah lyd n me. brownie baking again!
haha what a great laugh we had.
swoon. i just love brownieeees.
back to what i was saying yesterday
some fanatic (note that i said fanatic. not fan) of sly actually said he was a better Singapore Idol because he could sing in chinese.
if that wasnt a racist statement i wouldnt know what it was.
utterly disgusting. n u live in singapore??
these fanatics. spending hours at a go camping outside mediacorp just to catch a glimpse of sly.
what's the point??
and when they start screaming, uraarghhh.
repeat. nothing against sly. nothing against his fans.
i quote from somebody: "sylvester may have legions of screaming teenage gurl fans behind him, but TAUFIK has da support of ALL---kids, teenage gurls AND guys n adults! fr various races too! :] TAUFIK, u r da man! im rooting fer u in da grand finals! :]
but. no doubt. sly is easier to market.
bahh. it all comes down to the point that jessea shouldnt even have been voted off in the first place.
crown her the spore idol and we're done.
what will happen tomorrow?
repeat. i'm neutral. (sheeshh. i'm so afraid of saying something wrong now. wldnt want to incur the wrath of the thousands of fans)
BUT
i'm giving 2 bucks to lydia to help me vote for taufik la-la.
take everything from the inside and throw it all away
cos i swear for the last time i won't trust myself with you
linkin park oh linkin park.
i wanna be pushed aside so let me go
let me take back my life i rather be all alone
anywhere on my own cos i can see
the very worst part of you is me
*rueful smile.
this isnt what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you running from me. like this.
alright. i just miss my cd can?
i know i'll never trust a single thing u say
you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
and all the lies have got you floating up above us all
but what goes up has got to fall
la-la-la. just scroll it.
it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone
i'm just entertaining myself.
sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there'll never be a past
drums fingers. dick lee is cute. heh. *i can hear lydia screaming
and now you become a part of me
you'll always be right here
you've become a part of me
you'll always be my fear
i cant seperate myself from what i've done
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you
i let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you
from memory dahling. purely from memory.
i'll never fight again
and this is how it ends.
i'm breaking the habit.
tonight.
you heard me. loud and clear.
posted by mian at 8:15 PM | Permalink |
Monday, November 29, 2004
don't you just love glenn ong?
i just totally respect the things this guy says.
every single word out of his mouth is so true and people are just afraid of that.
anyway so why is glenn ong the topic for my entry today?
simply because of what he said a few days ago.
what did he say?
well... let's just say, he had some comments about a certain finalist on singapore idol.
who does he support?
well... let's just say, he knows talent when he sees it. :)
which brings me to the main topic of today's entry.
alright before i say anything, let me make this clear
i have nothing against sly, neither do i dislike him
in fact i think he's cool.
i just have something against his fans.
nope not his fans fans, the fanatics
just one of those chao-ah-lians who spent 1250 bucks voting for him
*shudders.
ok i gtg watch ANTM.
this shall be continued tomorrow!
i just totally respect the things this guy says.
every single word out of his mouth is so true and people are just afraid of that.
anyway so why is glenn ong the topic for my entry today?
simply because of what he said a few days ago.
what did he say?
well... let's just say, he had some comments about a certain finalist on singapore idol.
who does he support?
well... let's just say, he knows talent when he sees it. :)
which brings me to the main topic of today's entry.
alright before i say anything, let me make this clear
i have nothing against sly, neither do i dislike him
in fact i think he's cool.
i just have something against his fans.
nope not his fans fans, the fanatics
just one of those chao-ah-lians who spent 1250 bucks voting for him
*shudders.
ok i gtg watch ANTM.
this shall be continued tomorrow!
posted by mian at 10:26 PM | Permalink |
Sunday, November 28, 2004
hey so i did delete the previous entry i typed.
anyway a failed attempt to study at home had just reinforced my point that
it's impossible for me to do any work in the comfort of my home
because
there's the com
and my bed
so
i'm bringing work out to the czy meeting tomorrow!
we shall see. we shall see.
which reminds me. am i really in charge of organising the concert next year. because *whines i dun wanna organise any concert. it's boring it's taxing and i dont really wanna do any favours for CCO.
alright. for my juniors. but why me........
because dahhling. you're the only zheng com member still hanging around and who's not already in the guanwei (ie poor jiayin)
pssst. another 20hrs worth of CIP i hear?
whatever. 86+20=106. makes no difference. :)
i just.. hate the idea of having to work with people i don't like!
alright next item on the agenda.
stock taking on tuesday to thursday.
like. huh??
to put it very aptly
vjco got so many instruments meh??
precisely dahhhling.
ooh don't you just love that word?? dahhhhling. daaaaahling. (a la edna mode of the incredibles)
anyway i digress. yes. stock taking for three days?? cmon. in the past WE don't even do stock taking twice a year. and we had instruments for 240 members. now we have enough for a measly 30 people.
WHICH reminds me again. there was a very grand total of 12 people for CO practice that day.
i was laughing with tw about how even zheng's practice had twice that number of people.
now it doesnt seem very funny.
*stares gloomily at the computer screen.
i'm so out of stuff to type.
what a gloomy day.
minyan's theory on how rumours start
they start because:
first of all, you write about some people on your blog.
you get linked by people unknowingly
people you do not want reading your blog read it
they read about the people they know they get all excited
go tell the people mentioned about your blog.
then if it so happens that there is more than one person mentioned in your blog, people think the same person is being said over and over again
and because you do not know your blog has been invaded by these pests, you continue typing!
so they start sprouting their own theories
and volia! a rumour is started.
or simply, some people just start to self-entertain
sprout their theories and tell 'em to evry tom dick and harry.
volia again!
i'm boreed. can tell right.
anyway a failed attempt to study at home had just reinforced my point that
it's impossible for me to do any work in the comfort of my home
because
there's the com
and my bed
so
i'm bringing work out to the czy meeting tomorrow!
we shall see. we shall see.
which reminds me. am i really in charge of organising the concert next year. because *whines i dun wanna organise any concert. it's boring it's taxing and i dont really wanna do any favours for CCO.
alright. for my juniors. but why me........
because dahhling. you're the only zheng com member still hanging around and who's not already in the guanwei (ie poor jiayin)
pssst. another 20hrs worth of CIP i hear?
whatever. 86+20=106. makes no difference. :)
i just.. hate the idea of having to work with people i don't like!
alright next item on the agenda.
stock taking on tuesday to thursday.
like. huh??
to put it very aptly
vjco got so many instruments meh??
precisely dahhhling.
ooh don't you just love that word?? dahhhhling. daaaaahling. (a la edna mode of the incredibles)
anyway i digress. yes. stock taking for three days?? cmon. in the past WE don't even do stock taking twice a year. and we had instruments for 240 members. now we have enough for a measly 30 people.
WHICH reminds me again. there was a very grand total of 12 people for CO practice that day.
i was laughing with tw about how even zheng's practice had twice that number of people.
now it doesnt seem very funny.
*stares gloomily at the computer screen.
i'm so out of stuff to type.
what a gloomy day.
minyan's theory on how rumours start
they start because:
first of all, you write about some people on your blog.
you get linked by people unknowingly
people you do not want reading your blog read it
they read about the people they know they get all excited
go tell the people mentioned about your blog.
then if it so happens that there is more than one person mentioned in your blog, people think the same person is being said over and over again
and because you do not know your blog has been invaded by these pests, you continue typing!
so they start sprouting their own theories
and volia! a rumour is started.
or simply, some people just start to self-entertain
sprout their theories and tell 'em to evry tom dick and harry.
volia again!
i'm boreed. can tell right.
posted by mian at 10:05 PM | Permalink |
Friday, November 26, 2004
ok 2 things fulfiled from my list.
had coffee session with lydia dear, who unfortunately was simply too distracted by bejewelled on her palmtop that she ignored ME and her chocolate muffin (it got pissed off and turned hard as rock)
and..
the incredibles!
what can i say? from the creators of finding nemo.
must watch movie of the year.
i'd love to bore you with hilarious details from the movie but words serve no purpose. you must watch the show to know how good it actually is.
thing to ponder about for the day:
you become somebody else
'round everyone else
you're watching your back
like you can't relax
you're trying to be cool
you look like a fool to me
why do people try so desperately to fit in. into the so-called cool crowd. the popular bunch.
for what?
and of course by vj's standards, the 'cool crowd' naturally refers to the sports crowd.
do these people ever realise, once this 2 years is up, everybody is a nobody in society.
why? why try so hard to hide your true self?
why hide your identity.
why be somebody else who is not you.
why suffer just to fit in.
why make life so difficult for yourself.
why is your self-esteem so low that you cannot even be comfortable in your own skin.
inferiority complex.
you're pleasing nobody not even yourself.
do you realise. this whole thing is just in your mind.
nobody really gives a damn for pete's sake.
imaginary audience.
you've gotta stop living your life this way.
are you this way too?
had coffee session with lydia dear, who unfortunately was simply too distracted by bejewelled on her palmtop that she ignored ME and her chocolate muffin (it got pissed off and turned hard as rock)
and..
the incredibles!
what can i say? from the creators of finding nemo.
must watch movie of the year.
i'd love to bore you with hilarious details from the movie but words serve no purpose. you must watch the show to know how good it actually is.
thing to ponder about for the day:
you become somebody else
'round everyone else
you're watching your back
like you can't relax
you're trying to be cool
you look like a fool to me
why do people try so desperately to fit in. into the so-called cool crowd. the popular bunch.
for what?
and of course by vj's standards, the 'cool crowd' naturally refers to the sports crowd.
do these people ever realise, once this 2 years is up, everybody is a nobody in society.
why? why try so hard to hide your true self?
why hide your identity.
why be somebody else who is not you.
why suffer just to fit in.
why make life so difficult for yourself.
why is your self-esteem so low that you cannot even be comfortable in your own skin.
inferiority complex.
you're pleasing nobody not even yourself.
do you realise. this whole thing is just in your mind.
nobody really gives a damn for pete's sake.
imaginary audience.
you've gotta stop living your life this way.
are you this way too?
posted by mian at 8:41 PM | Permalink |
Thursday, November 25, 2004
see. i was reading thru my old blog entries.
then i realised why so many misunderstandings could have arose.
*slaps myself
next time. make sure people can differentiate between the diff. ppl i'm talking about.
even cindy once said, really cant tell who i'm talking about at this moment and the next and people are just going to misunderstand.
anyway. new remix of numb by linkin park and jay-z?? is it? do correct me.
because that combination is just so darn weird.
thought it sorta destroyed the song..
but that's just me.
hard-core LP yay. haha
you know how sometimes u just love listening to a particular song over and over again?
and you just want to paste it on your blog to let the whole world know it?
(but knowing people basically just scroll down the entire part)
because that song is just so YOU?
yeaa.
numB --- linkin park (read it or scroll it. i don't care! it's for my viewing pleasure anyway)
(alright. this is from memory)
time has been what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
and every second i waste is more than i can take
chorus:
i've become so numb
i can't feel you there
i've become so tired
so much more aware
i becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
and every second i waste is more than i can take
chorus
and i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
chorus
the incredibles tomorrow! finally. i'm so behind times already..
i knew that was going to happen today!
yes she shoots and she scores! bingo!
then i realised why so many misunderstandings could have arose.
*slaps myself
next time. make sure people can differentiate between the diff. ppl i'm talking about.
even cindy once said, really cant tell who i'm talking about at this moment and the next and people are just going to misunderstand.
anyway. new remix of numb by linkin park and jay-z?? is it? do correct me.
because that combination is just so darn weird.
thought it sorta destroyed the song..
but that's just me.
hard-core LP yay. haha
you know how sometimes u just love listening to a particular song over and over again?
and you just want to paste it on your blog to let the whole world know it?
(but knowing people basically just scroll down the entire part)
because that song is just so YOU?
yeaa.
numB --- linkin park (read it or scroll it. i don't care! it's for my viewing pleasure anyway)
(alright. this is from memory)
time has been what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
and every second i waste is more than i can take
chorus:
i've become so numb
i can't feel you there
i've become so tired
so much more aware
i becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
and every second i waste is more than i can take
chorus
and i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
chorus
the incredibles tomorrow! finally. i'm so behind times already..
i knew that was going to happen today!
yes she shoots and she scores! bingo!
posted by mian at 10:37 PM | Permalink |
hey hey hey
co sucked. so what's new?
oh it's vjco by the way.
but tt's alright cos there were interesting encounters... la-la-la
brother got his psle results back yesterday
haha sorry sianghan, not that i'm refusing to allow him to go to your school
but well, he can't make it there anyway
and don't worry, he's not going to THAT boys school either
yea well, it's gonna be AHS!
so then i was reminded of my own collection of results 5 years ago.
when i got my results, i was like, alright, 263, A* for evrythng except maths (the bugbear of my life damn you maths!)
well little did i know some idiot was hiding behind peeping at my results
when SHE saw it, she went: (and i quote)
"aiyo!! why u never get A* for maths!? see?? i got A* leh!!" then proceeded to laugh happily at her own wit.
turns out she got 240+ and her only A* was that.
altogether now
*DIAOOOOOOOO
i think the 12-yr-old me was waiting for a punchline to this joke.
it's no great wonder why i've always disliked her immensely
most unfortunately, having able to not see her face for the nxt four years, she appeared, of all places, HERE.
the first day of school, i was like, oh noo. not her again.
today, i act like i've never known her and that in my memory, huh? who's she?
whatever!
i don't acknowledge disgusting folks like that.
ok i didn't have lunch
need to gobble down some food before i faint.
ciaoooooo
co sucked. so what's new?
oh it's vjco by the way.
but tt's alright cos there were interesting encounters... la-la-la
brother got his psle results back yesterday
haha sorry sianghan, not that i'm refusing to allow him to go to your school
but well, he can't make it there anyway
and don't worry, he's not going to THAT boys school either
yea well, it's gonna be AHS!
so then i was reminded of my own collection of results 5 years ago.
when i got my results, i was like, alright, 263, A* for evrythng except maths (the bugbear of my life damn you maths!)
well little did i know some idiot was hiding behind peeping at my results
when SHE saw it, she went: (and i quote)
"aiyo!! why u never get A* for maths!? see?? i got A* leh!!" then proceeded to laugh happily at her own wit.
turns out she got 240+ and her only A* was that.
altogether now
*DIAOOOOOOOO
i think the 12-yr-old me was waiting for a punchline to this joke.
it's no great wonder why i've always disliked her immensely
most unfortunately, having able to not see her face for the nxt four years, she appeared, of all places, HERE.
the first day of school, i was like, oh noo. not her again.
today, i act like i've never known her and that in my memory, huh? who's she?
whatever!
i don't acknowledge disgusting folks like that.
ok i didn't have lunch
need to gobble down some food before i faint.
ciaoooooo
posted by mian at 7:14 PM | Permalink |
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
yes everybody! give it up for KELVIN the dhsco chairperson!! wee! so cute!!
posted by mian at 11:46 AM | Permalink |
mj (either looking stupid or sleepy or trying to act cool) and me
posted by mian at 11:45 AM | Permalink |
marcus zhi jieying jiayin n... what's-his-name? yellow walkie-talkies!
posted by mian at 11:44 AM | Permalink |
i had a horrible dream.
but never mind abt that first.
you know how sometimes random stuff just pops into your head?
volia. i've turned my random thought into a blog entry!
scene:
shrek and donkey on their way to save princess fiona (shrek 1)
shrek: you know donkey, there are a lot more to what you see about ogres
donkey: oh really? like what?
shrek: ogres are like (pause) onions! (picks an onion off the ground)
donkey: (sniffs thoughtfully) they stink?
shrek: yes! i mean no!
donkey: you leave them in the sun they turn brown and start sprouting little white hairs?
shrek: (frustrated) NO!! onions have layers. ogres have layers. we both have layers! arghhh. (throws onion to the ground and strides off)
donkey: (pauses) i know! cakes have layers! everybody likes cakes!
yada yada.
are YOU a shrek or a donkey??
huh??
next scene:
shrek and donkey reach the castle, surrounded by a boiling lake of lava where princess fiona is being held captive
shrek walks over to the bridge
donkey: (hiding behind) erm shrek? do you remember when u said ogres have layers?
shrek: oh, aye
donkey: erm we donkeys don't have layers. we wear our fear right out on our sleeves
shrek: what are you talking about? donkeys dont have sleeves
donkey: you know what i mean!
shrek: oh cmon donkey. dont tell me you're scared!
donkey: uh no. i'm just a little nervous about cross an old rickety bridge over a boiling lake of lava!
so, the point i've wanted to make is:
YOU! are you a Shrek? so wrapped up in layers that i have to use careful (and often over-the-board) analysing before i can finally understand what YOU're thinking about
or
YOU're actually just a donkey. what i see is what i get?
*shrugs
in case you're wondering, i memo-ed the script for those scenes.
result of watching shrek for the 8th time heh.
but never mind abt that first.
you know how sometimes random stuff just pops into your head?
volia. i've turned my random thought into a blog entry!
scene:
shrek and donkey on their way to save princess fiona (shrek 1)
shrek: you know donkey, there are a lot more to what you see about ogres
donkey: oh really? like what?
shrek: ogres are like (pause) onions! (picks an onion off the ground)
donkey: (sniffs thoughtfully) they stink?
shrek: yes! i mean no!
donkey: you leave them in the sun they turn brown and start sprouting little white hairs?
shrek: (frustrated) NO!! onions have layers. ogres have layers. we both have layers! arghhh. (throws onion to the ground and strides off)
donkey: (pauses) i know! cakes have layers! everybody likes cakes!
yada yada.
are YOU a shrek or a donkey??
huh??
next scene:
shrek and donkey reach the castle, surrounded by a boiling lake of lava where princess fiona is being held captive
shrek walks over to the bridge
donkey: (hiding behind) erm shrek? do you remember when u said ogres have layers?
shrek: oh, aye
donkey: erm we donkeys don't have layers. we wear our fear right out on our sleeves
shrek: what are you talking about? donkeys dont have sleeves
donkey: you know what i mean!
shrek: oh cmon donkey. dont tell me you're scared!
donkey: uh no. i'm just a little nervous about cross an old rickety bridge over a boiling lake of lava!
so, the point i've wanted to make is:
YOU! are you a Shrek? so wrapped up in layers that i have to use careful (and often over-the-board) analysing before i can finally understand what YOU're thinking about
or
YOU're actually just a donkey. what i see is what i get?
*shrugs
in case you're wondering, i memo-ed the script for those scenes.
result of watching shrek for the 8th time heh.
posted by mian at 10:34 AM | Permalink |
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
i'm bored...
i'm so bored i'm obsessed with playing solitaire...
nurrrgghhhh
what i hope to do by the end of this hols
1. kbox with com!! and the usual ppl!!
2. coffee session with whoever wants it!!
3. go look at christmas lightings!!
4. the incredibles!!
5. birth!!
6. finally watch vcds at jam/mandy's house!!
7. learn how to play dai dee and bridge. *ashamed
8. finish holiday hw...
lets see how many of the above can be achieved shall we?
anyways. i read somewhere that sly said he wld want to enter the chinese music industry after the competition, which made me think..
then why did he join singapore idol in the first place?
i would have thought that the main purpose of singapore idol is to open up the local english music industry which is sadly being ignored most of the time
with the idol competition, with so many crazy fans out there, the winner of the competition would no doubt give a boost to the eng music industry. WHICh is the purpose.
so if sly really won.. n he really ventured into the chi music industry.. then..
defeats the purpose don't you think?
i'm so bored i'm obsessed with playing solitaire...
nurrrgghhhh
what i hope to do by the end of this hols
1. kbox with com!! and the usual ppl!!
2. coffee session with whoever wants it!!
3. go look at christmas lightings!!
4. the incredibles!!
5. birth!!
6. finally watch vcds at jam/mandy's house!!
7. learn how to play dai dee and bridge. *ashamed
8. finish holiday hw...
lets see how many of the above can be achieved shall we?
anyways. i read somewhere that sly said he wld want to enter the chinese music industry after the competition, which made me think..
then why did he join singapore idol in the first place?
i would have thought that the main purpose of singapore idol is to open up the local english music industry which is sadly being ignored most of the time
with the idol competition, with so many crazy fans out there, the winner of the competition would no doubt give a boost to the eng music industry. WHICh is the purpose.
so if sly really won.. n he really ventured into the chi music industry.. then..
defeats the purpose don't you think?
posted by mian at 6:41 PM | Permalink |
alright! this is fun!
now i finally figured it out how to post pictures!
now i finally figured it out how to post pictures!
posted by mian at 5:58 PM | Permalink |
Monday, November 22, 2004
ok so things have been clarified.
well, all i can say is, i'm not going to think so much.
let people think what they wanna think, let them say what they like.
i don't care!
cuz to quote somebody,
my conscience is clear
and you're all just jealous for saying that MWAHAHAHAHHA
hey pretty early in the morning for typing this, even for me.
got up specially to watch the morning shows on chan8 n channelnewsasia!
*nods proudly
alright alright. i'll admit it.
cuz there's an interview with taufik n sly on chan8 later!!
anyway 5 bucks say that i'd fall asleep by lunch
jiayin n i had talked about self-entertaining people few days ago.
to put it very simply, people who zi zuo duo qing
one type goes around thinking the whole world is against them, then gets all huffy and pissed off, making people around them feeling incredulous
the other type, obviously goes around thinking everything revolves around superficial stuff like bgr etc etc etc.
hmm. awkward sentence.
ok i shant beat around the bush.
the other type, goes around thinking people hate them because they're snatching away a guy away from them when they just cant see beyond the surface and the real reason why they're being disliked and it's just so darn funniieeee!!
there.
and of course, there are your usual bunch who are ultra-sensitive and think that a person of the opposite sex being nice to them equates to liking them. wake up blockheads.
have had personal encounters with all three types.
while they are annoying most of the time, these self-entertainers sure can provide us with hours of discussion and laughter with their.. well never mind.
note to dhsco seniors.
to have the perfect committee, the formula is
3 gy. 3 tby. 2 zheng. 2 dyb. 1 xyz and 1 djy.
tried tested and proven successful.
see the main thing is.. ONE xyz.
too many wld end up in cliques. TRUST ME. it just spoils the whole combination.
remember that xyz seniors. stop trying to push your people into the com regardless whether they have the capability or not!
it's annoying.
n nope. it's not my personal opinion.
there are many more capable jrs. not just from your section.
anyway. by popular demand to delete the previous previous entry, i've decided to edit it a little.
no. i don't want to delete it.
i have to let people see. an example of a self-entertainer.
yep.
haha. sly speaks like jay chou 'cept that he can't speak proper chinese.
poor taufik's looking blur.
well, all i can say is, i'm not going to think so much.
let people think what they wanna think, let them say what they like.
i don't care!
cuz to quote somebody,
my conscience is clear
and you're all just jealous for saying that MWAHAHAHAHHA
hey pretty early in the morning for typing this, even for me.
got up specially to watch the morning shows on chan8 n channelnewsasia!
*nods proudly
alright alright. i'll admit it.
cuz there's an interview with taufik n sly on chan8 later!!
anyway 5 bucks say that i'd fall asleep by lunch
jiayin n i had talked about self-entertaining people few days ago.
to put it very simply, people who zi zuo duo qing
one type goes around thinking the whole world is against them, then gets all huffy and pissed off, making people around them feeling incredulous
the other type, obviously goes around thinking everything revolves around superficial stuff like bgr etc etc etc.
hmm. awkward sentence.
ok i shant beat around the bush.
the other type, goes around thinking people hate them because they're snatching away a guy away from them when they just cant see beyond the surface and the real reason why they're being disliked and it's just so darn funniieeee!!
there.
and of course, there are your usual bunch who are ultra-sensitive and think that a person of the opposite sex being nice to them equates to liking them. wake up blockheads.
have had personal encounters with all three types.
while they are annoying most of the time, these self-entertainers sure can provide us with hours of discussion and laughter with their.. well never mind.
note to dhsco seniors.
to have the perfect committee, the formula is
3 gy. 3 tby. 2 zheng. 2 dyb. 1 xyz and 1 djy.
tried tested and proven successful.
see the main thing is.. ONE xyz.
too many wld end up in cliques. TRUST ME. it just spoils the whole combination.
remember that xyz seniors. stop trying to push your people into the com regardless whether they have the capability or not!
it's annoying.
n nope. it's not my personal opinion.
there are many more capable jrs. not just from your section.
anyway. by popular demand to delete the previous previous entry, i've decided to edit it a little.
no. i don't want to delete it.
i have to let people see. an example of a self-entertainer.
yep.
haha. sly speaks like jay chou 'cept that he can't speak proper chinese.
poor taufik's looking blur.
posted by mian at 9:11 AM | Permalink |
Sunday, November 21, 2004
linkin park is back.
i'm taking a hiatus from trying to be a nice and sweet girl.
not working anyway
fer what??
so people can backstab me???
n i thought i was sharp enough.
guess not!
i'm back on my guard now.
thanks for contributing to the headache.
lies lies lies.
i'm taking a hiatus from trying to be a nice and sweet girl.
not working anyway
fer what??
so people can backstab me???
n i thought i was sharp enough.
guess not!
i'm back on my guard now.
thanks for contributing to the headache.
lies lies lies.
posted by mian at 10:31 PM | Permalink |
ok. i'm downright pissed again.
look at this entry from my dear vice-chair of co.
was mentoring at temasek yesterday... bojing passed me a present shared by him, yew hua and zhenghong ( thanks guys! )... on the way home, he suddenly told me that vjco is nice and stuff cos he always studies with mingjie, lydia and min yan... what shocked me was that he said that min yan hates me cos she thought i was snatching mingjie from her... haix...i sensed that quite long ago ever since i became the vice-chair and mingjie the chair.. there's really nothing going on between mj and i despite all the rumours.. and definitely, i've my own eye candy liaox.. sobx sobx sobx... haix suan le.. got a clear conscience can liaox... must learn to cheer up la.
.
look dearie. i don't hate you.
you're just a very good example of a self-entertainer.
and what the HELL about me hating you for snatching mj???
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
it's so insulting to my character and morals that it's to the extent of being riduculously funny.
i cannot believe my eyes, absolutely not.
don't worry i still don't hate you. i'm way above that.
and for the hundreth millionth trillionth time.
i do not like chua ming jie THAT WAY OK.
my reputation is in shreds because of people sprouting their own twisted stupid theories left and right.
yea yea i know. WHAT reputation?
suckers.
see people?? self-entertainment.
look at this entry from my dear vice-chair of co.
was mentoring at temasek yesterday... bojing passed me a present shared by him, yew hua and zhenghong ( thanks guys! )... on the way home, he suddenly told me that vjco is nice and stuff cos he always studies with mingjie, lydia and min yan... what shocked me was that he said that min yan hates me cos she thought i was snatching mingjie from her... haix...i sensed that quite long ago ever since i became the vice-chair and mingjie the chair.. there's really nothing going on between mj and i despite all the rumours.. and definitely, i've my own eye candy liaox.. sobx sobx sobx... haix suan le.. got a clear conscience can liaox... must learn to cheer up la.
.
look dearie. i don't hate you.
you're just a very good example of a self-entertainer.
and what the HELL about me hating you for snatching mj???
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
it's so insulting to my character and morals that it's to the extent of being riduculously funny.
i cannot believe my eyes, absolutely not.
don't worry i still don't hate you. i'm way above that.
and for the hundreth millionth trillionth time.
i do not like chua ming jie THAT WAY OK.
my reputation is in shreds because of people sprouting their own twisted stupid theories left and right.
yea yea i know. WHAT reputation?
suckers.
see people?? self-entertainment.
posted by mian at 10:02 PM | Permalink |
Saturday, November 20, 2004
sorry sorry. excuse me but, i really do have to gloat.
ahem.
final no. of hours of CIP for this east zone camp......
FIFTY-SIX!!!
PLUS
FIFTY-SIX BUCKS!!!
56+30=86=no more CIP for me next year!!!
ahem.
final no. of hours of CIP for this east zone camp......
FIFTY-SIX!!!
PLUS
FIFTY-SIX BUCKS!!!
56+30=86=no more CIP for me next year!!!
posted by mian at 11:43 PM | Permalink |
alright i do not feel very good right now.
groggy.
just now i went to search for dhsco on yahoo.
came across this person's blog.
from our batch!! i spent 15 mins trying to figure out who it was.
haha she was basically saying very nice things about the com!
ahh. it's good to know that all our hard work had not gone down the drain.
there was one part on her blog, she wrote all our names out, then said, "to the best committee.."
whoA! so touching.. :)
well anyway in the end i found out she's rebecca.
apparently i just missed mj by a couple of minutes after i came online!
oh wells, seems like he was fu-yaning jiayin anyway, so i guess there's just no point in trying to talk to mr popular here.
hey. remember who came to the airport to send you off ok!!
ahem. thought patrick was supposed to be there......?
see my point jit!!
alright alright. just kidding anyway.
hope you're having a great time in taiwan.
boooo. while i'm stuck here feeling horrible in singapore.
better get some rest..
groggy.
just now i went to search for dhsco on yahoo.
came across this person's blog.
from our batch!! i spent 15 mins trying to figure out who it was.
haha she was basically saying very nice things about the com!
ahh. it's good to know that all our hard work had not gone down the drain.
there was one part on her blog, she wrote all our names out, then said, "to the best committee.."
whoA! so touching.. :)
well anyway in the end i found out she's rebecca.
apparently i just missed mj by a couple of minutes after i came online!
oh wells, seems like he was fu-yaning jiayin anyway, so i guess there's just no point in trying to talk to mr popular here.
hey. remember who came to the airport to send you off ok!!
ahem. thought patrick was supposed to be there......?
see my point jit!!
alright alright. just kidding anyway.
hope you're having a great time in taiwan.
boooo. while i'm stuck here feeling horrible in singapore.
better get some rest..
posted by mian at 11:30 PM | Permalink |
i knew it. i shouldnt have said to jpoh : "why should i go send mj off?? i'm not even his girlfriend or wat!"
cuz in the end you obviously know where i'd be at on saturday morning 6.30am.
i still cant believe me n jiayin actually went to send off mj!!
i woke up at 5 cursing mj because it was raining and i wanted to sleep and we had to go to the airport by ourselves
but whew, dad offered to send us. heh. yea tricked you didnt i, mj?
so we rushed to the airport in the rain.
we ended up reaching even earlier than mj himself!! i KNew IT!
that mj had gone all beng-ish on us with his newly dyed hair *shakes head sadly
but well, once an ah-pek, always an ah-pek
he actually told samuel lim to wait for him so that he could take photo with us
how embarrassing can you get!!
then there's his neoprint with his sister
no way u can bluff people that you two are a couple dude, you two look too alike!
by the way you should be so darn grateful for all 6 of us!
you're the only person whose friends actually braved the weather to send you off.
ahem how's that for true friends??
you n liren take care of each other alright?
you know what i mean when i say don't let me and jiayin down :)
we had breakfast at mac
serious gossip sesh.
so much shocking new information!
jy n i were supposed to go do work.
well what do you think.
we ended up at starbucks (choco muffin again! i MUST resist!!)
chatting from 10 plus to 1. haha.
talked about almost everything under the sun.
then i realised i have been too nice to some people!
i retract what i said to you a few months ago! cos' i'm not sorry!! cos' the whole world thought so too!!!! so there!
what what? i'm going to get into trouble again?
whatever. i'm in a sulky mood right now.
chem tuition hw is undone. i hate tuition.
sly's fans are crazy.
hope somebody gives olinda a job in the singing career.
seen somewhere: "can you imagine sly representing us on world idol?? i can just picture simon cow saying: 'how am i supposed to give comments on your singing when i don't even understand what you're trying to sing??'"
hahaha.
cuz in the end you obviously know where i'd be at on saturday morning 6.30am.
i still cant believe me n jiayin actually went to send off mj!!
i woke up at 5 cursing mj because it was raining and i wanted to sleep and we had to go to the airport by ourselves
but whew, dad offered to send us. heh. yea tricked you didnt i, mj?
so we rushed to the airport in the rain.
we ended up reaching even earlier than mj himself!! i KNew IT!
that mj had gone all beng-ish on us with his newly dyed hair *shakes head sadly
but well, once an ah-pek, always an ah-pek
he actually told samuel lim to wait for him so that he could take photo with us
how embarrassing can you get!!
then there's his neoprint with his sister
no way u can bluff people that you two are a couple dude, you two look too alike!
by the way you should be so darn grateful for all 6 of us!
you're the only person whose friends actually braved the weather to send you off.
ahem how's that for true friends??
you n liren take care of each other alright?
you know what i mean when i say don't let me and jiayin down :)
we had breakfast at mac
serious gossip sesh.
so much shocking new information!
jy n i were supposed to go do work.
well what do you think.
we ended up at starbucks (choco muffin again! i MUST resist!!)
chatting from 10 plus to 1. haha.
talked about almost everything under the sun.
then i realised i have been too nice to some people!
i retract what i said to you a few months ago! cos' i'm not sorry!! cos' the whole world thought so too!!!! so there!
what what? i'm going to get into trouble again?
whatever. i'm in a sulky mood right now.
chem tuition hw is undone. i hate tuition.
sly's fans are crazy.
hope somebody gives olinda a job in the singing career.
seen somewhere: "can you imagine sly representing us on world idol?? i can just picture simon cow saying: 'how am i supposed to give comments on your singing when i don't even understand what you're trying to sing??'"
hahaha.
posted by mian at 6:17 PM | Permalink |
Thursday, November 18, 2004
weeeee! bbq was great yesterday!
can i just say this is one of the best organised bbqs i have ever been to?
great food.
hmm. i seem to have said this before...
oh i know. nic's bdae bbq. ahh. same company, no wonder.
jam sh n i spent the day at TM acting like big kids.
we were, get this, at the ARCADE. relieving our memories i tell you.
we spent about 12 bucks altogether *nods proudly
house of the dead and daytona!
aloha loyang is beautiful. i take back every single bad thing i've said about it.
now that's what i call a REAL chalet.
we didnt do much though, just slacking around the tv, laughing and eating.
oh yes. starbucks chocolate muffin is only 2.50 and it rocks. go eat it!
am i really going to send mj off on saturday??
am i jiayin?? am i mj??
he's checking in at 6.30!! i live at bedok!! it's at changi airport!! that means i have to leave the house at 5.45?? ohhh noooooooo.
if i really do, ah all i can say is dear jit, you owe me and jiayin big time.
but we cannot lose to patrick see?
it's a matter of pride!
everybody's leaving singapore all of a sudden.
bock n brandon just left today.
mj n liren on 20th
poh on 24th
jam on 6th
jiayin on 8th
mj returning on 8th
how nice. everybody's off to somewhere else 'cept poor me who's stuck here.
oh yes singapore idol.
sly's way too disappointing.
taufik you're the man!
i shall vote for him tomorrow.
oh no. tomorrow.
chem tuition. damnit.
can i just say this is one of the best organised bbqs i have ever been to?
great food.
hmm. i seem to have said this before...
oh i know. nic's bdae bbq. ahh. same company, no wonder.
jam sh n i spent the day at TM acting like big kids.
we were, get this, at the ARCADE. relieving our memories i tell you.
we spent about 12 bucks altogether *nods proudly
house of the dead and daytona!
aloha loyang is beautiful. i take back every single bad thing i've said about it.
now that's what i call a REAL chalet.
we didnt do much though, just slacking around the tv, laughing and eating.
oh yes. starbucks chocolate muffin is only 2.50 and it rocks. go eat it!
am i really going to send mj off on saturday??
am i jiayin?? am i mj??
he's checking in at 6.30!! i live at bedok!! it's at changi airport!! that means i have to leave the house at 5.45?? ohhh noooooooo.
if i really do, ah all i can say is dear jit, you owe me and jiayin big time.
but we cannot lose to patrick see?
it's a matter of pride!
everybody's leaving singapore all of a sudden.
bock n brandon just left today.
mj n liren on 20th
poh on 24th
jam on 6th
jiayin on 8th
mj returning on 8th
how nice. everybody's off to somewhere else 'cept poor me who's stuck here.
oh yes singapore idol.
sly's way too disappointing.
taufik you're the man!
i shall vote for him tomorrow.
oh no. tomorrow.
chem tuition. damnit.
posted by mian at 11:28 PM | Permalink |
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
hey wat happened to my blog. how come the pictures can't be loaded!
damn. i demand perfection for my precious blog!
i shall see what happens tomorrow.
anyway sianghan it isnt exactly very funny to put scary pictures on your blog because they achieve that precise effect...
they scared the hell out of me!!!
damn it. i cannot take CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT take frightening stuff of any sort.
especially not PICTURES DAMNNIT!
you idiot. i'm swearing off your blog for the next 2 weeks.
yes well class chalet tomorrow.
wont be staying cuz i have something on thursday.
yep it's called..
a date with my chem tuition homework.
finally i have tuition. after scrapping through about 5 years of lousy work. blehh.
SO back to the point that i won't be staying over night.
oh well. not my fault right. i don't think i'd be staying over for any chalets. the people tend to get talkative abt scary stuff in the middle of the night and i get nightmares.
haha.
gotta rush.
damn. i demand perfection for my precious blog!
i shall see what happens tomorrow.
anyway sianghan it isnt exactly very funny to put scary pictures on your blog because they achieve that precise effect...
they scared the hell out of me!!!
damn it. i cannot take CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT take frightening stuff of any sort.
especially not PICTURES DAMNNIT!
you idiot. i'm swearing off your blog for the next 2 weeks.
yes well class chalet tomorrow.
wont be staying cuz i have something on thursday.
yep it's called..
a date with my chem tuition homework.
finally i have tuition. after scrapping through about 5 years of lousy work. blehh.
SO back to the point that i won't be staying over night.
oh well. not my fault right. i don't think i'd be staying over for any chalets. the people tend to get talkative abt scary stuff in the middle of the night and i get nightmares.
haha.
gotta rush.
posted by mian at 11:40 PM | Permalink |
Monday, November 15, 2004
is it me or is rachel lee really (ok let's not say the magic word here) ahem, NOT pretty?
just because she's a swimsuit model (note the imptance of the word SWIMSUIT) for FHM which only old chee ko peks and the occasional chee ko pek student reads, she's getting all this tv exposure.
n she cant speak chinese properly, so it's really grating to my ears to hear her annoying voice.
right.
america's next top model right up!
just because she's a swimsuit model (note the imptance of the word SWIMSUIT) for FHM which only old chee ko peks and the occasional chee ko pek student reads, she's getting all this tv exposure.
n she cant speak chinese properly, so it's really grating to my ears to hear her annoying voice.
right.
america's next top model right up!
posted by mian at 10:22 PM | Permalink |
boy am i beat!
i know. i woke up at 11 today but i'm still tired.
just got back from mandy's house!
we WERE supposed to watch vcds, but turned out that all the vcds i brought were dvds.
we tried to watch Spice world, which is this hilariously stupid show back from 1999. remember? anyone?
but it was like watching a long mtv with lotsa dialogue in between so we gave up.
we then watch this taiwanese drama serial.
now, i don't have any particular liking towards taiwanese drama serials, given the likes of cringe-worthy shows like pi-li-huo. oh man even the name sucks.
but this one is good! weee! it's just the first episode, but i think i'm gonna borrow the rest from jam after mandy's done with it. oh it does help that the lead actor is gorgeous. :) a combination of shawn yue + edison chen. which reminds me that kelvin looks like edison chen!!
i'm currently obsessed with solitaire showdown on msn.
poor mj n terri had to entertain me with hours of it. heh.
must watch the champion tonight! it's the 2nd last ep n there are no more irritating scenes!
yay.
alright. solitaire showdown time now.
i know. i woke up at 11 today but i'm still tired.
just got back from mandy's house!
we WERE supposed to watch vcds, but turned out that all the vcds i brought were dvds.
we tried to watch Spice world, which is this hilariously stupid show back from 1999. remember? anyone?
but it was like watching a long mtv with lotsa dialogue in between so we gave up.
we then watch this taiwanese drama serial.
now, i don't have any particular liking towards taiwanese drama serials, given the likes of cringe-worthy shows like pi-li-huo. oh man even the name sucks.
but this one is good! weee! it's just the first episode, but i think i'm gonna borrow the rest from jam after mandy's done with it. oh it does help that the lead actor is gorgeous. :) a combination of shawn yue + edison chen. which reminds me that kelvin looks like edison chen!!
i'm currently obsessed with solitaire showdown on msn.
poor mj n terri had to entertain me with hours of it. heh.
must watch the champion tonight! it's the 2nd last ep n there are no more irritating scenes!
yay.
alright. solitaire showdown time now.
posted by mian at 8:35 PM | Permalink |
whew. it's finally all over.
yesterday was bloody exhausting. the 30hrs and 50bucks are well-earned i tell you!
like any other concerts, we were at dhs early in the morn to move all the instruments.
unlike any other concerts, only about 30 ppl were there.
PLUS. it POURED at vch. know i finally understand the meaning of WET
then i saw the irony of this whole thing: i wore jeans to keep myself warm in vch, then they ended up soaked through and now i'm freezing!
the zheng corridor was terribly congested. then thousands of students had to cramp there.
that snobbish sec1 from temasek irks me to no end!! just because his dad is some hot-shot zheng teacher (big deal) he has no right to act like a spoilt brat!!
and how stupid can he get.
i asked him nicely to go get his instru and tune it. he says he has to stay with the school.
i tell him again nicely that he is supposed to tune his instru FIRST then he can crawl back to whatever hole he came from.
he insisted he wld get scolded.
i told him to go tell his teacher.
he TOLD ME to go tell his teacher.
*exasperated look
and then when it was time for temasek's orchestra item, he actually forgot to bring his instru up. (or was he expecting us to carry it for him?)
i had to run all the way to get it for him as he was already on the stage.
then he refused to come over to get it!!
jiayin YELLED at him n i wanted to smack him.
when he finally took the instrument, he actually strolled back sulking.
oh boy.
me jiayin had bright yellow walkie-talkies!
damn funny. everytime she wanted to talk to me there wld be a lot of static on mine and everyone wld turn round to look at me.
rather embarrassing. n they amused lang greatly.
when the concert started we were all basically stoning at the backstage.
oh! me zhi n yin got our photos with kelvin!!
that boy was being all lame, saying he might as well just stand there like a statue and whoever wants his photo can go take with him.
like jiayin wld say. so adorable!! n may i add that he IS a great suona player?
never mind. better stop before the girlfriend gets mad heh.
then we had to move back all the instruments again.
and i realised how some people are so helpful and the presence of some are just plainly redundant.
credit must be given to kaixiang the dizi-pro from CCHSM who helped with the zhengs and drums. he was not obliged to help yet he did. *ppsssst. jiayin. u smiling right now?
a cockroach situation at the CO room created much screams and laughter.
kelvin n vincent were searching for this gigantic roach see?
it somehow ended up hiding in a hole next to this shelf where we put all the trophies.
so everybody was trying to cajole it to come out.
vincent suggested switching off all lights so it would think all of us had left.
lang said: "yea. later when we on the lights again u realise it's on you"
so she and vinc tried to use a rolled-up piece of paper and poke it into the hole.
before she cld even put it in, that (stupid) vincent screamed and all of us (naturally) screamed and i (promptly) jumped onto a stack of chairs. (repeat: i DO not like gigantic black flying roaches)
kes then put one walkie-talkie infront of the hole and proceeded to make that sound from the grudge, apparently trying to shock the roach into coming out??
he n mj had been amusing themselves the whole trip back making stupid noises through the walkie-talkies.
well. GUYS.
zhi tried to use her flash cam to *flash* the roach out.
instead while the guys were trying to look at the photo, the cam *gasp!* dropped!
then mj *gasp!* knocked into one of the *OH NO!* trophies and it *OH MY GOD!* broke!
all these for a cockroach.
which.
kelvin found to be behind the xylophones! (how did it get there??)
what happened next was extremely short painless and dramatic with lots of screaming.
kelvin whacked at the roach. thought it died. wanted to get it out. instead it went running again. out into the open space where vincent was ready and waiting with his big black shoes. *squish
urgh gross. kelvin wanted to scoop it up with newspaper, then it went crawling again! he threw it to the ground and *squish!* once again!
weeee! 3 cheers for vincent and kelvin!
i haven't laughed so much in a long time. ahh. my dear jrs.
this sec3 com is such a reminder of ourselves!
dinner was at kfc and cld be claimed frm ttk. yippeee. :D
well. now that everything is over and done with, i have to thank:
1. my dear com mates. after 2 years we still rock.
2. the sec3 com! hey we sure have chosen the correct chair this time!
3. the djy guys for helping with the instrus.
4. my zheng girls, who are so unbelievably well-behaved.
goodbye sec3s. the next time we wld work together again wld be during 2006 concert.
yesterday was bloody exhausting. the 30hrs and 50bucks are well-earned i tell you!
like any other concerts, we were at dhs early in the morn to move all the instruments.
unlike any other concerts, only about 30 ppl were there.
PLUS. it POURED at vch. know i finally understand the meaning of WET
then i saw the irony of this whole thing: i wore jeans to keep myself warm in vch, then they ended up soaked through and now i'm freezing!
the zheng corridor was terribly congested. then thousands of students had to cramp there.
that snobbish sec1 from temasek irks me to no end!! just because his dad is some hot-shot zheng teacher (big deal) he has no right to act like a spoilt brat!!
and how stupid can he get.
i asked him nicely to go get his instru and tune it. he says he has to stay with the school.
i tell him again nicely that he is supposed to tune his instru FIRST then he can crawl back to whatever hole he came from.
he insisted he wld get scolded.
i told him to go tell his teacher.
he TOLD ME to go tell his teacher.
*exasperated look
and then when it was time for temasek's orchestra item, he actually forgot to bring his instru up. (or was he expecting us to carry it for him?)
i had to run all the way to get it for him as he was already on the stage.
then he refused to come over to get it!!
jiayin YELLED at him n i wanted to smack him.
when he finally took the instrument, he actually strolled back sulking.
oh boy.
me jiayin had bright yellow walkie-talkies!
damn funny. everytime she wanted to talk to me there wld be a lot of static on mine and everyone wld turn round to look at me.
rather embarrassing. n they amused lang greatly.
when the concert started we were all basically stoning at the backstage.
oh! me zhi n yin got our photos with kelvin!!
that boy was being all lame, saying he might as well just stand there like a statue and whoever wants his photo can go take with him.
like jiayin wld say. so adorable!! n may i add that he IS a great suona player?
never mind. better stop before the girlfriend gets mad heh.
then we had to move back all the instruments again.
and i realised how some people are so helpful and the presence of some are just plainly redundant.
credit must be given to kaixiang the dizi-pro from CCHSM who helped with the zhengs and drums. he was not obliged to help yet he did. *ppsssst. jiayin. u smiling right now?
a cockroach situation at the CO room created much screams and laughter.
kelvin n vincent were searching for this gigantic roach see?
it somehow ended up hiding in a hole next to this shelf where we put all the trophies.
so everybody was trying to cajole it to come out.
vincent suggested switching off all lights so it would think all of us had left.
lang said: "yea. later when we on the lights again u realise it's on you"
so she and vinc tried to use a rolled-up piece of paper and poke it into the hole.
before she cld even put it in, that (stupid) vincent screamed and all of us (naturally) screamed and i (promptly) jumped onto a stack of chairs. (repeat: i DO not like gigantic black flying roaches)
kes then put one walkie-talkie infront of the hole and proceeded to make that sound from the grudge, apparently trying to shock the roach into coming out??
he n mj had been amusing themselves the whole trip back making stupid noises through the walkie-talkies.
well. GUYS.
zhi tried to use her flash cam to *flash* the roach out.
instead while the guys were trying to look at the photo, the cam *gasp!* dropped!
then mj *gasp!* knocked into one of the *OH NO!* trophies and it *OH MY GOD!* broke!
all these for a cockroach.
which.
kelvin found to be behind the xylophones! (how did it get there??)
what happened next was extremely short painless and dramatic with lots of screaming.
kelvin whacked at the roach. thought it died. wanted to get it out. instead it went running again. out into the open space where vincent was ready and waiting with his big black shoes. *squish
urgh gross. kelvin wanted to scoop it up with newspaper, then it went crawling again! he threw it to the ground and *squish!* once again!
weeee! 3 cheers for vincent and kelvin!
i haven't laughed so much in a long time. ahh. my dear jrs.
this sec3 com is such a reminder of ourselves!
dinner was at kfc and cld be claimed frm ttk. yippeee. :D
well. now that everything is over and done with, i have to thank:
1. my dear com mates. after 2 years we still rock.
2. the sec3 com! hey we sure have chosen the correct chair this time!
3. the djy guys for helping with the instrus.
4. my zheng girls, who are so unbelievably well-behaved.
goodbye sec3s. the next time we wld work together again wld be during 2006 concert.
posted by mian at 11:21 AM | Permalink |
Saturday, November 13, 2004
CCO today was, do i dare say, fun
but maybe it's also because i only had 2 songs to play out of 4
went to hide in the LT store halfway through because i could almost feel ice frosting over my jeans
fell asleep inside can u believe it!
the dyb jrs are funny. dorea shirlene n i were talking about how scary dunman is at night.
all the paintings, weird lights..
mj n i accompanied the ever childish eric tan to bedok for his dinner.
eric: "blah blah blah" (something stupid and lame n immature as usual)
mj: "eh eric your face very qian bian leh"
minyan: (nothing. for she has fallen off the seat laughing)
minyan: "eric tan! why don't you just buy your food home!"
eric: "*whines* dun want! later must bring my cello with me."
minyan: "huh??" (go hawker centre no need bring cello??)
minyan(again): "eh eric. why don't you just buy the food go home and eat. save us the time la"
eric: "dunnnn wantt laaaa. later i must bring the food on to the MRT, then the smell very nice, i can't stand it then want to eat on the MRT then kena fined"
minyan and mj: "..............................................."
stocked up on chocs. i'm all ready to face tomorrow then!
am i getting my pay tomorrow.....?
*cross fingers
but maybe it's also because i only had 2 songs to play out of 4
went to hide in the LT store halfway through because i could almost feel ice frosting over my jeans
fell asleep inside can u believe it!
the dyb jrs are funny. dorea shirlene n i were talking about how scary dunman is at night.
all the paintings, weird lights..
mj n i accompanied the ever childish eric tan to bedok for his dinner.
eric: "blah blah blah" (something stupid and lame n immature as usual)
mj: "eh eric your face very qian bian leh"
minyan: (nothing. for she has fallen off the seat laughing)
minyan: "eric tan! why don't you just buy your food home!"
eric: "*whines* dun want! later must bring my cello with me."
minyan: "huh??" (go hawker centre no need bring cello??)
minyan(again): "eh eric. why don't you just buy the food go home and eat. save us the time la"
eric: "dunnnn wantt laaaa. later i must bring the food on to the MRT, then the smell very nice, i can't stand it then want to eat on the MRT then kena fined"
minyan and mj: "..............................................."
stocked up on chocs. i'm all ready to face tomorrow then!
am i getting my pay tomorrow.....?
*cross fingers
posted by mian at 11:11 PM | Permalink |
hey loook.
changed my template. no more linkin park.
this is more cool don't you think.
amazing breakthrough: i included a tag-board! yes. at the risk of being bombarded with insults and curses! *nods bravely
but after i pasted the code..
the tagboard's not working!
ha ha ha ha ha.
wanted to change the picture to a really cool one. a girl in burberry. but. well, i'm not that technically-savvy yet.
i'm all right now.
chocs do work wonderfully.
changed my template. no more linkin park.
this is more cool don't you think.
amazing breakthrough: i included a tag-board! yes. at the risk of being bombarded with insults and curses! *nods bravely
but after i pasted the code..
the tagboard's not working!
ha ha ha ha ha.
wanted to change the picture to a really cool one. a girl in burberry. but. well, i'm not that technically-savvy yet.
i'm all right now.
chocs do work wonderfully.
posted by mian at 3:49 PM | Permalink |
excuse me while i rant a little.
i suddenly remembered what i was mad about this morning
to all the different YOUs.
YOU are sucha stupid martyr
YOU are (all) such(a) hypocrite(s)
YOU wasted my time
YOU are nothing but a jerk
yes. done for the moment.
i cannot believe CCO's on tomorrow again.
i have been going dunman for the past 5 days.
i suddenly remembered what i was mad about this morning
to all the different YOUs.
YOU are sucha stupid martyr
YOU are (all) such(a) hypocrite(s)
YOU wasted my time
YOU are nothing but a jerk
yes. done for the moment.
i cannot believe CCO's on tomorrow again.
i have been going dunman for the past 5 days.
posted by mian at 1:04 AM | Permalink |
Friday, November 12, 2004
was reading through my old diary.
started circa1999.
had to stop. tears.
but i'm feeling better now.
must be all that chocolates working their magic.
can somebody invent some choc which don't stop working ever?
shit. i'm going crazy.
talking like some bimbo.
whatever.
so.
numbed for the moment i guess.
started circa1999.
had to stop. tears.
but i'm feeling better now.
must be all that chocolates working their magic.
can somebody invent some choc which don't stop working ever?
shit. i'm going crazy.
talking like some bimbo.
whatever.
so.
numbed for the moment i guess.
posted by mian at 9:32 PM | Permalink |
dear friend
i have many things to be grateful of.
thanks for:
listening
bothering
caring
sparing your time
not judging me
and basically, just being there.
thank you very much.
thank goodness there are still friends like you left.
learning journey was okay after all. the kids were so adorable. but it was exhausting beyond belief to bring them out.
last day of east zone camp.
finally.
what have i learnt.
my zheng ppl are the best.
the siglapians are the most well behaved bunch of girls i have ever seen.
like i always say, the zheng peeps are the civilised bunch in CO.
my dear jrs, obliging as ever.
not minding being scolded unfairly and unjustly, not minding the long hours.
a martyr is: One who makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy.
some people just enjoy wallowing in self-pity, acting like martyrs.
some people owe a thousand apologies to many people but just act like they have no idea what's going on.
i think i really have a very unfriendly face even when i'm NOT feeling unfriendly OR hostile OR rude. i have to work on my friendly face then. wouldnt want people to think i'm unfriendly would i? (i'm running out of descriptive words as you can see)
self-worthy. self-importance. i thought i had it. now i don't. zip. nada.
i found out that nobody really understands. not that you don't. but you can't. you just can't.
read somewhere: she couldn't open up. because opening up would mean opening the old wound. feeling the same pain all over again.
yay. daphne's out.
ta. champion's on.
i have many things to be grateful of.
thanks for:
listening
bothering
caring
sparing your time
not judging me
and basically, just being there.
thank you very much.
thank goodness there are still friends like you left.
learning journey was okay after all. the kids were so adorable. but it was exhausting beyond belief to bring them out.
last day of east zone camp.
finally.
what have i learnt.
my zheng ppl are the best.
the siglapians are the most well behaved bunch of girls i have ever seen.
like i always say, the zheng peeps are the civilised bunch in CO.
my dear jrs, obliging as ever.
not minding being scolded unfairly and unjustly, not minding the long hours.
a martyr is: One who makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy.
some people just enjoy wallowing in self-pity, acting like martyrs.
some people owe a thousand apologies to many people but just act like they have no idea what's going on.
i think i really have a very unfriendly face even when i'm NOT feeling unfriendly OR hostile OR rude. i have to work on my friendly face then. wouldnt want people to think i'm unfriendly would i? (i'm running out of descriptive words as you can see)
self-worthy. self-importance. i thought i had it. now i don't. zip. nada.
i found out that nobody really understands. not that you don't. but you can't. you just can't.
read somewhere: she couldn't open up. because opening up would mean opening the old wound. feeling the same pain all over again.
yay. daphne's out.
ta. champion's on.
posted by mian at 7:57 PM | Permalink |
Thursday, November 11, 2004
it's good that jiayin is so happy!
haha.
at least somebody is.
*ahem i accept nets visa and mastercard. how wld u like to repay me? :D
yep the log-in time's correct. 1.46am.
i was shocked at my own reflection just now.
oh god. swollen eyes.
now i have slits.
how to go to school tomorrow
technically speaking it's deepavali. but ez camp cant be stopped for the day. owells. there goes all my holidays specials. n since i wont get to watch any for christmas, that concludes all the holiday specials for this year.
i'm going to get hell from my mom tomorrow.
i just talked on my hp for the past 2 hours.
*but it's not my fault there's no bloody phone in the house!!!
plus i risked getting electrocuted cuz i was using the phone while it was being charged.
hey i went thru 2 handphone batteries alright!
oh damn i cannot believe i actually typed "ingrateful brats"
oh god. oh god.
ok i clarify that i was supposed to type ingrates but ended up combining ungrateful+ingrates.
oh how i wish i can just don't sleep and stay up the whole night then go for sch tomorrow.
it's only 5 hours more only anyway.
haha.
at least somebody is.
*ahem i accept nets visa and mastercard. how wld u like to repay me? :D
yep the log-in time's correct. 1.46am.
i was shocked at my own reflection just now.
oh god. swollen eyes.
now i have slits.
how to go to school tomorrow
technically speaking it's deepavali. but ez camp cant be stopped for the day. owells. there goes all my holidays specials. n since i wont get to watch any for christmas, that concludes all the holiday specials for this year.
i'm going to get hell from my mom tomorrow.
i just talked on my hp for the past 2 hours.
*but it's not my fault there's no bloody phone in the house!!!
plus i risked getting electrocuted cuz i was using the phone while it was being charged.
hey i went thru 2 handphone batteries alright!
oh damn i cannot believe i actually typed "ingrateful brats"
oh god. oh god.
ok i clarify that i was supposed to type ingrates but ended up combining ungrateful+ingrates.
oh how i wish i can just don't sleep and stay up the whole night then go for sch tomorrow.
it's only 5 hours more only anyway.
posted by mian at 1:46 AM | Permalink |
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
read jh's blog and realised.
THANK GOD i didnt sign up for OGL.
cuz i only know 2 cheers. TWO.
and basically i hate it when people ask me to do embarrassing things. i only do embarrassing things myself. i don't need you to tell me to do it.
and actually also because i have no desire to hang out and waste my time practicing with some people.
oh right. so i'm lucky. whew.
THANK GOD i didnt sign up for OGL.
cuz i only know 2 cheers. TWO.
and basically i hate it when people ask me to do embarrassing things. i only do embarrassing things myself. i don't need you to tell me to do it.
and actually also because i have no desire to hang out and waste my time practicing with some people.
oh right. so i'm lucky. whew.
posted by mian at 11:04 PM | Permalink |
god knows how long i have been looking forward to this east zone camp.
like lang said. all throughout promos i was thinking to myself, this torture is temporary, when this is shit is over i can be with my people again.
hey i'm above all that 30hours stuff ok. i do love going for CO!
so yesterday concludes all this waiting.
and i'm not sure whether all this anticipation was worth it.
in just two days, ladies and gentlemen, minyan has managed to:
1. pour hundreds of cups of drinks for ingrateful brats
2. give sectionals to a group of stoned quiet girls who give u blank looks when u try to be funny and joke around so u end up feeling like a total ass (i'm still trying to figure out if i should be grateful for getting such a silent bunch of kids)
3. fall asleep in the LT!! which is such an amazing feat given that all the suonas are blaring inside. what does that mean? i'm EXHAUSTED. already. after one day's work.
4. look like the living dead til our dear sec3 chairperson kelvin asked me whether i'm sick. weeeeeee!! kelvin is so damn cute can?? *bimbotic scream now jiayin has her kx, zhi has her ql, lang has her wl and i have kelvin!! alright we're all just deprived of eligible yr1 eye candies.
5. burn thousand of calories running from CO room to LT to computer lab4 to hostel down to canteen back to LT to computer lab4 to hostel yada yada u get the gist
6. be late two days in a row. oh god. how am i going to reach school at 8 tomorrow?
7. to finish 2 rolls of cadbury milk chocolate. i need the endorphins.
7. be so tired that she shot off her mouth and managed to piss off two people in two subsequent days. i'm sorry. i don't control my mouth when my body has already shut down. the mind does what it wants.
it's amazing how some little sec one kids can have such enormous egos. seriously right. it's no big deal that u have already learnt 7years of zheng especially since u started in pri1. half the ppl from dhs have that kind of experience ANYWAY.
listen to this.
KID ignores instructors and seniors when they try to be nice.
damn it i have enough of it!
i ask KID. "how long have you learnt the zheng?"
KID (haughty tone, refuses to look at me because i look like somebody who knows nuts about the zheng) "7 years"
ME: (tt's it?) "chey!" rest of my juniors look at me in shock. how rude, and how very daring! how very minyan!
ME: (innocent look!) "what! no big deal what. last time when i was in sec1 i learnt 7 years also. so now i have learnt 11 years. no big deal at all!"
juniors try their best not to smirk.
some people really deserve having a peg or two taken down.
so. how to survive until sunday u tell me?
i hate it when people are mad at me. i hate it i hate it i hate it!
i still hate MR CHIA that bloody TECHNICIAN from DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOl. dhs peeps u do remember dont you. the-balding-know-it-all. who-acts-like-he-owns-the-auditorium. whatever. when men start losing their hair they start to lose it altogether.
had dinner at novena with lang just now? so actually u can have western food which is cheaper than LJS at food junction.
don't ever take 21 from novena to bedok. it's hell. n me being the nice kind person i am, gave up my seat to a pregnant lady, ONLY to have it taken by some middle-age guy who looked perfectly capable of standing on his own two legs. what a jerk. i hope he got thrown off that seat.
i realised while waiting for 21 that dan brown is a smart guy. by writing da vinci code such a anti-christianity book no doubt he would be courting trouble from the devout christians. but because he wrote it as a fiction story, they cant do anything cause it's just a story! smart. oh yes anyone realised there's a full-picture da vinci code book? realised it's actually bloody difficult to visualise everything he described in the book? fret no more. buy the book and it's actually all drawn out for you! yes including details from The Last Supper. super cool. anyone has extra cash to spare?
it's 10.37pm folks. if i don't stop now i wont be able to wake up at 6 tomorrow and i wont be able to reach school at 8 and that would be the 3rd subsequent day i'm late for the camp.
not good at all.
like lang said. all throughout promos i was thinking to myself, this torture is temporary, when this is shit is over i can be with my people again.
hey i'm above all that 30hours stuff ok. i do love going for CO!
so yesterday concludes all this waiting.
and i'm not sure whether all this anticipation was worth it.
in just two days, ladies and gentlemen, minyan has managed to:
1. pour hundreds of cups of drinks for ingrateful brats
2. give sectionals to a group of stoned quiet girls who give u blank looks when u try to be funny and joke around so u end up feeling like a total ass (i'm still trying to figure out if i should be grateful for getting such a silent bunch of kids)
3. fall asleep in the LT!! which is such an amazing feat given that all the suonas are blaring inside. what does that mean? i'm EXHAUSTED. already. after one day's work.
4. look like the living dead til our dear sec3 chairperson kelvin asked me whether i'm sick. weeeeeee!! kelvin is so damn cute can?? *bimbotic scream now jiayin has her kx, zhi has her ql, lang has her wl and i have kelvin!! alright we're all just deprived of eligible yr1 eye candies.
5. burn thousand of calories running from CO room to LT to computer lab4 to hostel down to canteen back to LT to computer lab4 to hostel yada yada u get the gist
6. be late two days in a row. oh god. how am i going to reach school at 8 tomorrow?
7. to finish 2 rolls of cadbury milk chocolate. i need the endorphins.
7. be so tired that she shot off her mouth and managed to piss off two people in two subsequent days. i'm sorry. i don't control my mouth when my body has already shut down. the mind does what it wants.
it's amazing how some little sec one kids can have such enormous egos. seriously right. it's no big deal that u have already learnt 7years of zheng especially since u started in pri1. half the ppl from dhs have that kind of experience ANYWAY.
listen to this.
KID ignores instructors and seniors when they try to be nice.
damn it i have enough of it!
i ask KID. "how long have you learnt the zheng?"
KID (haughty tone, refuses to look at me because i look like somebody who knows nuts about the zheng) "7 years"
ME: (tt's it?) "chey!" rest of my juniors look at me in shock. how rude, and how very daring! how very minyan!
ME: (innocent look!) "what! no big deal what. last time when i was in sec1 i learnt 7 years also. so now i have learnt 11 years. no big deal at all!"
juniors try their best not to smirk.
some people really deserve having a peg or two taken down.
so. how to survive until sunday u tell me?
i hate it when people are mad at me. i hate it i hate it i hate it!
i still hate MR CHIA that bloody TECHNICIAN from DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOl. dhs peeps u do remember dont you. the-balding-know-it-all. who-acts-like-he-owns-the-auditorium. whatever. when men start losing their hair they start to lose it altogether.
had dinner at novena with lang just now? so actually u can have western food which is cheaper than LJS at food junction.
don't ever take 21 from novena to bedok. it's hell. n me being the nice kind person i am, gave up my seat to a pregnant lady, ONLY to have it taken by some middle-age guy who looked perfectly capable of standing on his own two legs. what a jerk. i hope he got thrown off that seat.
i realised while waiting for 21 that dan brown is a smart guy. by writing da vinci code such a anti-christianity book no doubt he would be courting trouble from the devout christians. but because he wrote it as a fiction story, they cant do anything cause it's just a story! smart. oh yes anyone realised there's a full-picture da vinci code book? realised it's actually bloody difficult to visualise everything he described in the book? fret no more. buy the book and it's actually all drawn out for you! yes including details from The Last Supper. super cool. anyone has extra cash to spare?
it's 10.37pm folks. if i don't stop now i wont be able to wake up at 6 tomorrow and i wont be able to reach school at 8 and that would be the 3rd subsequent day i'm late for the camp.
not good at all.
posted by mian at 8:53 PM | Permalink |
Sunday, November 07, 2004
u know. i actually have a lot of things lined up to type about here.
but once i get to this page, somehow everything just disappears from my mind.
*poof! short term memory.
oh well.
so i didnt go for zheng in the end.
cuz i fell alsp. yea. in the middle of the day. n when i woke up it was already 3 plus.
so. i thought. sod it.
well. in the end CCO ended at 9.30pm. expected.
i was freezing in there and the song was so boring i was yawning every 2mins.
n i had to resort to using that condemned toilet cuz the school was already so damn dark and i don't really fancy getting lost somewhere along the science block.
you know? that one which apparently they locked after some weird things happened?
ok well i'm still here.
ezcamp starting tomorrow. only 5 of us will be there, now that linli cant make it.
how on earth are we going to survive with only 5?
and judging that some ppl WILL be late.
alright. i think i'd be one of them anyway.
7.30am at dhs. yay. that means i would have to wake up at 5.30.
ok think i'd be a good girl today and start on my maths assigment.
but once i get to this page, somehow everything just disappears from my mind.
*poof! short term memory.
oh well.
so i didnt go for zheng in the end.
cuz i fell alsp. yea. in the middle of the day. n when i woke up it was already 3 plus.
so. i thought. sod it.
well. in the end CCO ended at 9.30pm. expected.
i was freezing in there and the song was so boring i was yawning every 2mins.
n i had to resort to using that condemned toilet cuz the school was already so damn dark and i don't really fancy getting lost somewhere along the science block.
you know? that one which apparently they locked after some weird things happened?
ok well i'm still here.
ezcamp starting tomorrow. only 5 of us will be there, now that linli cant make it.
how on earth are we going to survive with only 5?
and judging that some ppl WILL be late.
alright. i think i'd be one of them anyway.
7.30am at dhs. yay. that means i would have to wake up at 5.30.
ok think i'd be a good girl today and start on my maths assigment.
posted by mian at 11:57 AM | Permalink |
Saturday, November 06, 2004
so i woke up this fine sunny morning
i was yet again reminded that i have
zheng prac from 2 to god-knows-what-time
then CCO from 6.30 to whatever-time-ttk-likes
yippeeeeeeee.
i think i'm not going to have any dhs zheng peeps for the 1st 3 mths next yr.
just terrific.
then tell me who am i going to pass my position on to?
so i'm biased, but i think i wld only pass on to my own people.
so if mabel cant get in after 3mths, i'd rather abolish my own position than to let some person from some weird sch to take over me.
yay.
then i'd be the 1st and last zheng sectional leader.
anyway i knew i should have signed up for OGL.
i mean, they apparently let people with r papers go for the interview as well.
not that i need the CIP hours, like many of those who signed up do.
but. still.
oh whatever. it's too late.
am i an antisocial creature?
sometimes i guess.
but i'm only antisocial to people who are antisocial. n those that are not worth your time.
and like jam said. i don't really give a damn about class bonding cuz if u wanna bond u should have bonded over this one year n if u are not bonded then don't bother cuz there's only one year left.
spoken like a true antisocial ass.
i feel particularly antisocial during some gatherings.
so don't expect me to turn up for chalets/gatherings where i don't really fancy the company.
pssst. talking about DHS4E by the way.
yes i'm antisocial and i put on my antisocial face around antisocial people. so sue me.
All I Want For Christmas
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
'Cause I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
All I want for Christmas is you
unfortunately this Xmas. i wld be at VCH performing for a bunch of people. n i do mean a bunch cuz who in the right mind would spend Xmas watching a CO concert?
i better be getting paid for this.
Xmas with CCO. can it get better than this?
i was yet again reminded that i have
zheng prac from 2 to god-knows-what-time
then CCO from 6.30 to whatever-time-ttk-likes
yippeeeeeeee.
i think i'm not going to have any dhs zheng peeps for the 1st 3 mths next yr.
just terrific.
then tell me who am i going to pass my position on to?
so i'm biased, but i think i wld only pass on to my own people.
so if mabel cant get in after 3mths, i'd rather abolish my own position than to let some person from some weird sch to take over me.
yay.
then i'd be the 1st and last zheng sectional leader.
anyway i knew i should have signed up for OGL.
i mean, they apparently let people with r papers go for the interview as well.
not that i need the CIP hours, like many of those who signed up do.
but. still.
oh whatever. it's too late.
am i an antisocial creature?
sometimes i guess.
but i'm only antisocial to people who are antisocial. n those that are not worth your time.
and like jam said. i don't really give a damn about class bonding cuz if u wanna bond u should have bonded over this one year n if u are not bonded then don't bother cuz there's only one year left.
spoken like a true antisocial ass.
i feel particularly antisocial during some gatherings.
so don't expect me to turn up for chalets/gatherings where i don't really fancy the company.
pssst. talking about DHS4E by the way.
yes i'm antisocial and i put on my antisocial face around antisocial people. so sue me.
All I Want For Christmas
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
'Cause I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
All I want for Christmas is you
unfortunately this Xmas. i wld be at VCH performing for a bunch of people. n i do mean a bunch cuz who in the right mind would spend Xmas watching a CO concert?
i better be getting paid for this.
Xmas with CCO. can it get better than this?
posted by mian at 11:04 AM | Permalink |
Friday, November 05, 2004
Was almost screaming (with amazement) reading that girl's blog.
Check this out.
i duno....til now people still tell me tt he is hiding his feelings..and tt he really dun mean anythng tt he said..i mean too bad i'm really emotional...i dun like to be cheated of mjy feelings.he is the one who had led me on...make me totally dependent of him..he is also dependent on me anyway....i juz dunno...why on 1 side he can be really close to me on the other side, he can like be the mastermind of tis cruel game....i'm really confused..
lies, lies and more lies!
Good gracious me. The things people do when they think they're in love.
my poor friend. What has he gotten himself into this time! This is actually getting ridiculous.
Am I mean? Tell me I'm mean.
Oh shucks. Now I'm feeling rather sorry for pasting the above. she seems to be emotionally troubled.
But then again.
Am I going to get into trouble with people again?
MINYAN! THE BLOG IS NOT A PLACE FOR YOU TO TYPE WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL! PEOPLE YOU DO NOT WANT READING YOUR BLOG ARE ACTUALLY READING YOUR BLOG SOMETIMES!
My evil twin says, whatever.
*bish.
feeling pissed off again.
i'm about to type an emotional entry.
hoho that was sarcasm in case u didnt get it.
but anyway i really feel like ranting about something which i have ranted to several people one point or another.
BUT.
i can't now.
ahh. see? stupid public blog.
stupid annoying person. stupid stupid stupid! u stupid jerk!
oh by the way i was just wondering. how come jerks usually refers to guys? i don't really agree with that.
u stupid silly irritating annoying know-it-all think-you're-so-great-everybody-likes-u jerk!!
*glares again.
oh boy. i'm just so in that mood again.
i'm in the blue-ish mood.
*goes blue in the face.
can i just be a normal typical stupid silly annoying lil' girl for once and just say.
i miss him?
ouch that hurt.
yay. that's out. mj u so didnt help. hmpphhhh.
*still blueeeee
think i'll go play some solitaire alone. (wht's the opposite of an oxymoron?)
Check this out.
i duno....til now people still tell me tt he is hiding his feelings..and tt he really dun mean anythng tt he said..i mean too bad i'm really emotional...i dun like to be cheated of mjy feelings.he is the one who had led me on...make me totally dependent of him..he is also dependent on me anyway....i juz dunno...why on 1 side he can be really close to me on the other side, he can like be the mastermind of tis cruel game....i'm really confused..
lies, lies and more lies!
Good gracious me. The things people do when they think they're in love.
my poor friend. What has he gotten himself into this time! This is actually getting ridiculous.
Am I mean? Tell me I'm mean.
Oh shucks. Now I'm feeling rather sorry for pasting the above. she seems to be emotionally troubled.
But then again.
Am I going to get into trouble with people again?
MINYAN! THE BLOG IS NOT A PLACE FOR YOU TO TYPE WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL! PEOPLE YOU DO NOT WANT READING YOUR BLOG ARE ACTUALLY READING YOUR BLOG SOMETIMES!
My evil twin says, whatever.
*bish.
feeling pissed off again.
i'm about to type an emotional entry.
hoho that was sarcasm in case u didnt get it.
but anyway i really feel like ranting about something which i have ranted to several people one point or another.
BUT.
i can't now.
ahh. see? stupid public blog.
stupid annoying person. stupid stupid stupid! u stupid jerk!
oh by the way i was just wondering. how come jerks usually refers to guys? i don't really agree with that.
u stupid silly irritating annoying know-it-all think-you're-so-great-everybody-likes-u jerk!!
*glares again.
oh boy. i'm just so in that mood again.
i'm in the blue-ish mood.
*goes blue in the face.
can i just be a normal typical stupid silly annoying lil' girl for once and just say.
i miss him?
ouch that hurt.
yay. that's out. mj u so didnt help. hmpphhhh.
*still blueeeee
think i'll go play some solitaire alone. (wht's the opposite of an oxymoron?)
posted by mian at 10:43 PM | Permalink |
what an amusing day
let's see what happened.
alright. mj tells me that some ppl in school actually thinks that we're together.
excuse me while i get myself into a dignified composure.
*screams with laughter and falls off chair
plonk!
please wait while i pick myself up from the floor.
what are you ppl?? blond??
good grief. tt's how shallow some people are. is that all you can see from the surface?
guess so.
how can i be with somebody whom i regard as my dear sister i ask you??
besides, he's spoken for.
by jiayin!!! hahaha. are those wedding bells i hear??
whoppee! heh. sorry ah yin. cldnt resist. :D
so after i similarly screamed in school when he told me tt, i went home feeling
1. highly amused (blond people who are so blind)
2. irritated (by some people who are so darn rude!)
3. sleepy (lydia la. silly girl. haha. hows the bio O anyway?)
and mostly, bored.
but then on 31 i had a fabulous idea!
yes i called my another dear sister wilfred ang. got him to meet him at TM. weee!
then we did what we always did. talk crap. n crap we did. all the way from 2.30 to 6.30.
haha great fun i had in ages.
he told me about this hilarious girl from his class. what can i say? i don't know whether to:
1. feel sorry for her
or 2. laugh at her cuz she's just such a disgrace to the female population
was just reading her blog see?
every bloody single line she professes her love.
and she just about did every single thing i hate seeing on ppl's blogs!!
big alphabets small alphabets.
long paragraphs all connected with this : .....
spelling errors on purpose!!!!
but the worst of all was no doubt all the lies she was sprouting left and right.
not to mention again all the claims of love and everything. *shudders. gave me goosebumps man.
shant be mean. shall just keep my mouth shut. *ziiiiiiip
just remembered about CCO practice tomorrow.
arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
n there's zheng prac as well.
arghggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
*thinking about something funny to type
oh yes. leandra's out. about time.
have i mentioned that me poh n jam met taufik olinda leandra and chris a few wks back at heeren? hoho. a whole grp of TKGS girls were chasing after.. get this.. olinda. more like screaming rather. funny. girls chasing after a girl.
can i just say that taufik is eEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so darn cute!
oh about time i updated my list of eye candies then.
1. forever Raul!
2. jake gyllenhaal
3. freddie prinze jr.
4. milan baros
5. frank lampard.
6. josh harnett
7. orlando bloom
8. michael vartan
9. chris pine!!
10. taufik!!
n hav i mentioned that when rach n i were going home sometime last wk, this group of i presume VIP girls were pondering which side was VJ on the bridge subsequently blocking the entire pathway and causing a jam there.
ok so i was thinking.
next year, there would be the new yr1s.
PLUS. 100-odd VIP students.
VJ's the size of a mousehole, barely even enough for 1600 yr1s n 2s.
how on earth is there going to be space for another 100+ little boys and girls who i can just imagine running to recess?
*brriiinngg! ooh there goes the bell!! must chiong to canteen to get food!!!
then they would probably proceed to ram down a couple of innocent yr2s.
n how small the canteen already is?
then there's the uniform.
oh dear. people would be thinking. how come there're vj girls who are wearing the uniform the same way as potato does?
i'm feeling insulted already.
in case u were wondering how we reacted to that very considerate bunch of people.
i calmly stood behind them, showing my you-better-get-out-of-my-way-right-now-i'm-damn-bui-song-look.
then as we walked past them (it took about 5 mins for them to realise they're going in the wrong direction and another 5 to realise that they're actually taking up quite a lot of space), me n rach simultaneously went "kids"
i'm so looking forward to vj being flooded with people.
think i'd go sleep early today. i need my 9hrs of sleep.
let's see what happened.
alright. mj tells me that some ppl in school actually thinks that we're together.
excuse me while i get myself into a dignified composure.
*screams with laughter and falls off chair
plonk!
please wait while i pick myself up from the floor.
what are you ppl?? blond??
good grief. tt's how shallow some people are. is that all you can see from the surface?
guess so.
how can i be with somebody whom i regard as my dear sister i ask you??
besides, he's spoken for.
by jiayin!!! hahaha. are those wedding bells i hear??
whoppee! heh. sorry ah yin. cldnt resist. :D
so after i similarly screamed in school when he told me tt, i went home feeling
1. highly amused (blond people who are so blind)
2. irritated (by some people who are so darn rude!)
3. sleepy (lydia la. silly girl. haha. hows the bio O anyway?)
and mostly, bored.
but then on 31 i had a fabulous idea!
yes i called my another dear sister wilfred ang. got him to meet him at TM. weee!
then we did what we always did. talk crap. n crap we did. all the way from 2.30 to 6.30.
haha great fun i had in ages.
he told me about this hilarious girl from his class. what can i say? i don't know whether to:
1. feel sorry for her
or 2. laugh at her cuz she's just such a disgrace to the female population
was just reading her blog see?
every bloody single line she professes her love.
and she just about did every single thing i hate seeing on ppl's blogs!!
big alphabets small alphabets.
long paragraphs all connected with this : .....
spelling errors on purpose!!!!
but the worst of all was no doubt all the lies she was sprouting left and right.
not to mention again all the claims of love and everything. *shudders. gave me goosebumps man.
shant be mean. shall just keep my mouth shut. *ziiiiiiip
just remembered about CCO practice tomorrow.
arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
n there's zheng prac as well.
arghggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
*thinking about something funny to type
oh yes. leandra's out. about time.
have i mentioned that me poh n jam met taufik olinda leandra and chris a few wks back at heeren? hoho. a whole grp of TKGS girls were chasing after.. get this.. olinda. more like screaming rather. funny. girls chasing after a girl.
can i just say that taufik is eEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so darn cute!
oh about time i updated my list of eye candies then.
1. forever Raul!
2. jake gyllenhaal
3. freddie prinze jr.
4. milan baros
5. frank lampard.
6. josh harnett
7. orlando bloom
8. michael vartan
9. chris pine!!
10. taufik!!
n hav i mentioned that when rach n i were going home sometime last wk, this group of i presume VIP girls were pondering which side was VJ on the bridge subsequently blocking the entire pathway and causing a jam there.
ok so i was thinking.
next year, there would be the new yr1s.
PLUS. 100-odd VIP students.
VJ's the size of a mousehole, barely even enough for 1600 yr1s n 2s.
how on earth is there going to be space for another 100+ little boys and girls who i can just imagine running to recess?
*brriiinngg! ooh there goes the bell!! must chiong to canteen to get food!!!
then they would probably proceed to ram down a couple of innocent yr2s.
n how small the canteen already is?
then there's the uniform.
oh dear. people would be thinking. how come there're vj girls who are wearing the uniform the same way as potato does?
i'm feeling insulted already.
in case u were wondering how we reacted to that very considerate bunch of people.
i calmly stood behind them, showing my you-better-get-out-of-my-way-right-now-i'm-damn-bui-song-look.
then as we walked past them (it took about 5 mins for them to realise they're going in the wrong direction and another 5 to realise that they're actually taking up quite a lot of space), me n rach simultaneously went "kids"
i'm so looking forward to vj being flooded with people.
think i'd go sleep early today. i need my 9hrs of sleep.
posted by mian at 9:00 PM | Permalink |
Thursday, November 04, 2004
there was dhsco com meeting today back at dhs.
need i say more? haha.
tons of fun laughter and more laughter as usual.
well seems like ezcamp is really 5days, not to mention the full day on sunday. great. fabulous.
never mind. i'm looking at it as 30 hours and potential-50-bucks. :)
princess diaries is for kids. i feeling torn between condemning it or accepting it.
condemn it cuz it brainless silly not-very-funny lame and stupid.
accept it cuz there's a guy in it who's like WHOA-DAMN-HOT!!
hoho. chris pine's the name.
*droooooool
those brooding eyes!
well so i guess the show's pretty okay. yes.
hahahaha. i'm so bored again..
need i say more? haha.
tons of fun laughter and more laughter as usual.
well seems like ezcamp is really 5days, not to mention the full day on sunday. great. fabulous.
never mind. i'm looking at it as 30 hours and potential-50-bucks. :)
princess diaries is for kids. i feeling torn between condemning it or accepting it.
condemn it cuz it brainless silly not-very-funny lame and stupid.
accept it cuz there's a guy in it who's like WHOA-DAMN-HOT!!
hoho. chris pine's the name.
*droooooool
those brooding eyes!
well so i guess the show's pretty okay. yes.
hahahaha. i'm so bored again..
posted by mian at 9:22 PM | Permalink |
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
kbox was great fun!
should go there more often with this bunch of crazy ppl. the usual 4 of us plus poh liren n brandon.
funny funny!
then we went jam's house again! sianghan tt scardy-cat nearly pee-ed in his pants when jam's dog came bounding towards us hoho.
he loves poh, which is pretty hilarious actually *sniffing dog
yea i'm pretty bored can u tell??
i've pretty much given up on watching The Champion (champions? champion?)
ya i got swept along with all that excitement surrounding the show. a show with bimbos running around in bikinis is usually NOT my cup of tea. but given that the drool-worthy qi yuwu and toro is in it (read: yan xingshu is not drool-worthy), i decided to give it a shot.
at first it was pretty funny. remember the scene whereby toro was running after the bus?
i'm still wondering how come he managed to change from a nerd into a super-hunk after a day? with 180 degrees personality change as well?
then there's your usual pretty damsel in distress and evil witch. obviously fiona xie and that-taiwan-girl.
yea well anyway i've given up watching that show for a very simple reason.
that taiwan girl sucks!!!!!!!
so now i'm waiting for the ending where OBVIOUSLY toro n fiona xie will end up back together.
haha.
ooh by the way i still think toro's cute. *eeeeeeeeeeee!
*drums fingers on table
i'm bored see?
think i'll go pop some bricks on astropop
psssst. download it at yahoo for hours of brainless fun! wee!
should go there more often with this bunch of crazy ppl. the usual 4 of us plus poh liren n brandon.
funny funny!
then we went jam's house again! sianghan tt scardy-cat nearly pee-ed in his pants when jam's dog came bounding towards us hoho.
he loves poh, which is pretty hilarious actually *sniffing dog
yea i'm pretty bored can u tell??
i've pretty much given up on watching The Champion (champions? champion?)
ya i got swept along with all that excitement surrounding the show. a show with bimbos running around in bikinis is usually NOT my cup of tea. but given that the drool-worthy qi yuwu and toro is in it (read: yan xingshu is not drool-worthy), i decided to give it a shot.
at first it was pretty funny. remember the scene whereby toro was running after the bus?
i'm still wondering how come he managed to change from a nerd into a super-hunk after a day? with 180 degrees personality change as well?
then there's your usual pretty damsel in distress and evil witch. obviously fiona xie and that-taiwan-girl.
yea well anyway i've given up watching that show for a very simple reason.
that taiwan girl sucks!!!!!!!
so now i'm waiting for the ending where OBVIOUSLY toro n fiona xie will end up back together.
haha.
ooh by the way i still think toro's cute. *eeeeeeeeeeee!
*drums fingers on table
i'm bored see?
think i'll go pop some bricks on astropop
psssst. download it at yahoo for hours of brainless fun! wee!
posted by mian at 7:23 PM | Permalink |
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
okay i HAVE to type this down.
i was laughing at the computer just now!
ok so some random idiot wanted to fake this friend of mine, telling her he got retained so she wld get worried and cld go comfort him (why? he's just plain bored out of his mind doing OP)
so the conversation went something like this:
random idiot: eh i feel like playing a trick on her. i tell her tt i failed promos la. make her guilty haha.
me: WHAT! tt's damn boliao la!
random idiot: aiya i'll tell her on thurs
me: up to you man. tt's real stupid.
thereafter my friend came to ask me if he really got retained...
me: see la! now she's asking me if you really got retained!
random idiot: haha. tell her yar, tt we shld try and comfort him.
me: crazy. why dont i just paste this conversation over. i'm not lying to her man!
random idiot: no!! erm. u say erm... he failed lar... dun raise bout this infront of him okay? oh yar... we shld try and make him feel happy if possible lar...
me: no!! huh. okay i'm pasting this conversation over.
random idiot: haha. wee!! (no i don't get it either)
me: eh i'm pasting WHAT you said over!!
random idiot: yaryar. relax will you.
and i did. i copied and pasted this sentence....
random idiot: no!! erm. u say erm.. he failed lar... dun raise bout this infront of him okay? oh yar...we shld try and make him feel happy if possible lar...
and guess what was her first sentence to him?
"YOU IDIOT!!!"
ladies and gentlemen, obviously when i said i'd be pasting the conversation over, i MEANT EVERYTHING. including the random idiot's nick everything. NOT JUST that sentence (you really think i wld lie to her too?)
well. mr random idiot here didnt get it.
random idiot: you told her?????
me: yar i thought i told you i'm pasting the conversation over????
random idiot: u didnt
me: i did!
random idiot: liar
me: i did i did so too!! (juvenile behaviour continues)
random idiot: you party pooper.
me: i TOLD YOU! i said. "eh i'm pasting over this conversation ah!" (shows evidence by pasting said sentence)
random idiot: ... i meant. pasting over without thE NICK!! (this is the gist)
me: (didnt get it) yar i pasted over what! not my fault that she's so smart and didnt get faked by you!
random idiot: you're so...nvm.
tada! the end.
hoho. i had a good time laughing.
yea i know it doesnt seem funny at all typed here. but i dont care!
okay i need to go!
i was laughing at the computer just now!
ok so some random idiot wanted to fake this friend of mine, telling her he got retained so she wld get worried and cld go comfort him (why? he's just plain bored out of his mind doing OP)
so the conversation went something like this:
random idiot: eh i feel like playing a trick on her. i tell her tt i failed promos la. make her guilty haha.
me: WHAT! tt's damn boliao la!
random idiot: aiya i'll tell her on thurs
me: up to you man. tt's real stupid.
thereafter my friend came to ask me if he really got retained...
me: see la! now she's asking me if you really got retained!
random idiot: haha. tell her yar, tt we shld try and comfort him.
me: crazy. why dont i just paste this conversation over. i'm not lying to her man!
random idiot: no!! erm. u say erm... he failed lar... dun raise bout this infront of him okay? oh yar... we shld try and make him feel happy if possible lar...
me: no!! huh. okay i'm pasting this conversation over.
random idiot: haha. wee!! (no i don't get it either)
me: eh i'm pasting WHAT you said over!!
random idiot: yaryar. relax will you.
and i did. i copied and pasted this sentence....
random idiot: no!! erm. u say erm.. he failed lar... dun raise bout this infront of him okay? oh yar...we shld try and make him feel happy if possible lar...
and guess what was her first sentence to him?
"YOU IDIOT!!!"
ladies and gentlemen, obviously when i said i'd be pasting the conversation over, i MEANT EVERYTHING. including the random idiot's nick everything. NOT JUST that sentence (you really think i wld lie to her too?)
well. mr random idiot here didnt get it.
random idiot: you told her?????
me: yar i thought i told you i'm pasting the conversation over????
random idiot: u didnt
me: i did!
random idiot: liar
me: i did i did so too!! (juvenile behaviour continues)
random idiot: you party pooper.
me: i TOLD YOU! i said. "eh i'm pasting over this conversation ah!" (shows evidence by pasting said sentence)
random idiot: ... i meant. pasting over without thE NICK!! (this is the gist)
me: (didnt get it) yar i pasted over what! not my fault that she's so smart and didnt get faked by you!
random idiot: you're so...nvm.
tada! the end.
hoho. i had a good time laughing.
yea i know it doesnt seem funny at all typed here. but i dont care!
okay i need to go!
posted by mian at 10:56 PM | Permalink |
i'm back!
feeling way bored. (no OP remember? heh) so just to crap something out.
oh yes. thanks to jam mandy rach(abit overdue la haha) and sianghan for the nice testimonials :D i'm feeling all inspired now! hoho.
oh and somebody still owes me one. u know who u are. n i Know you're reading this HA!
okay never mind. i'm talking like a 14 year old. *ooh please help me write a nice nice testimonial arigato!!
oh someone shut me up.
*i just want for my own more than u cld ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you*
i remembered hearing this song last yr when watching Love Actually
brought tears to my eyes actually, when the little girl came out singing this song with no background music.
lalala. i'm listening to it now.
i, being the responsible ex-guzheng sectional leader that i was, that i AM, cleverly got myself into a whole lot of unnecessary trouble (huh n whats that!) by agreeing to my kind sweet teacher (how can i say NO?) to perform with the CCO on not just one day folks! but TWO whole days! on christmas AND christmas eve! with a whole LOT of practices before that! yes you can all start nodding your approval for my stupidity! even i'm amazed at my dedication! (oh that's just plain denial, but we shouldnt call that stupidity cuz, that's not what a responsible ex-guzheng sectional leader would say ya?)
SO. my holidays are officially filled to the brim with co practices and MORE co practices. where's the time to study u tell me? i actually plan to take all my subjects you know. oops SORRY! cant say that. *repeats to myself. i'm responsible. i'm dedicated. i'm the best sectional leader that's why they got me back
oh i have something more to add to my list of gloating things. In case you evil things out there are laughing at my plight.
ahem. now the east zone camp is looking much more attractive..........
written as.......
30 HOURS OF CIP (whoosh! kick ass! i get hours for ordering people around!)
and......
50 BUCKS!!!!
anybody wants to trade places with me? :)
anyway i shouldnt gloat just yet. in case there's no money. boo.
but then again. not like the poor OCIP peeps (ok they probably dont think they're kelian since they're getting like 80 hours CIP and getting to travel) i wont have to leave the country, i wont have to do manual work. i just order those kids around yay!
alrighty. off. kbox tmr!
gd luck to those having OP!
feeling way bored. (no OP remember? heh) so just to crap something out.
oh yes. thanks to jam mandy rach(abit overdue la haha) and sianghan for the nice testimonials :D i'm feeling all inspired now! hoho.
oh and somebody still owes me one. u know who u are. n i Know you're reading this HA!
okay never mind. i'm talking like a 14 year old. *ooh please help me write a nice nice testimonial arigato!!
oh someone shut me up.
*i just want for my own more than u cld ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you*
i remembered hearing this song last yr when watching Love Actually
brought tears to my eyes actually, when the little girl came out singing this song with no background music.
lalala. i'm listening to it now.
i, being the responsible ex-guzheng sectional leader that i was, that i AM, cleverly got myself into a whole lot of unnecessary trouble (huh n whats that!) by agreeing to my kind sweet teacher (how can i say NO?) to perform with the CCO on not just one day folks! but TWO whole days! on christmas AND christmas eve! with a whole LOT of practices before that! yes you can all start nodding your approval for my stupidity! even i'm amazed at my dedication! (oh that's just plain denial, but we shouldnt call that stupidity cuz, that's not what a responsible ex-guzheng sectional leader would say ya?)
SO. my holidays are officially filled to the brim with co practices and MORE co practices. where's the time to study u tell me? i actually plan to take all my subjects you know. oops SORRY! cant say that. *repeats to myself. i'm responsible. i'm dedicated. i'm the best sectional leader that's why they got me back
oh i have something more to add to my list of gloating things. In case you evil things out there are laughing at my plight.
ahem. now the east zone camp is looking much more attractive..........
written as.......
30 HOURS OF CIP (whoosh! kick ass! i get hours for ordering people around!)
and......
50 BUCKS!!!!
anybody wants to trade places with me? :)
anyway i shouldnt gloat just yet. in case there's no money. boo.
but then again. not like the poor OCIP peeps (ok they probably dont think they're kelian since they're getting like 80 hours CIP and getting to travel) i wont have to leave the country, i wont have to do manual work. i just order those kids around yay!
alrighty. off. kbox tmr!
gd luck to those having OP!
posted by mian at 10:06 PM | Permalink |
let us rejoice!
yes PW is over over over! HA. some people have OP next week??
TOO BAD?!!
haha okay i'm just kidding as usual. hang in there guys. it's gonna be over soon.
n really, it's not that big a deal.
i'm still wondering why on earth i was feeling all erm-i-dont-really-care this morning.
i left the house at 7.30am hello! when i'm supposed to reach school at 8! n no i didnt bother with taxis. i reached school at 8.10 hoho.
n i wasnt scared. nO i'M nOT gloating. i guess i'm just used to speaking in front of huge crowds. hey if we can speak in front of 200 annoying noisy jrs, 10 of your own classmates is nothing.
well anyway our group did well! yes rach. YOU did well so don't say otherwise! ahem. newscaster la you.
qna wasnt a blast, but THANK god mrs tan went thru the very qn that came out for me today!
whOot! i love you man! u saveed my life!
so overall, VJ050 did well! n our GPF is relatively thick!
well, some good HAS come out of pw. where else wld i get the chance to work with these crazy ppl! there's cb-who-got-so-excited-when-he-heard-the-name-which-mrs-tan-said-was-going-to-name-her-daughter-but-it-was-wrong-in-the-end. and yaojun the-one-who-got-grossed-out-by-rach's-doggie. haha. the two big crappers the both of them! especially that yj! tsk. forever sleeping this dude. cant get him to wake up on time!
n of course, my sisters rach n vic! haha. rach whose house is so damn nice! with her damn nice bedroom and her ultra-cute dog! n vic! the amazing one who can smile throughout her OP speech. yes. 050 rawks!
OkAy. now that i'm done with all that gushing, complete with spelling errors and bIg anD sMaLL aLphAbeTs, let's get down to a proper entry!
erm well tomorrow. i'm off to play some game.wahah. promise. tmr.
yes PW is over over over! HA. some people have OP next week??
TOO BAD?!!
haha okay i'm just kidding as usual. hang in there guys. it's gonna be over soon.
n really, it's not that big a deal.
i'm still wondering why on earth i was feeling all erm-i-dont-really-care this morning.
i left the house at 7.30am hello! when i'm supposed to reach school at 8! n no i didnt bother with taxis. i reached school at 8.10 hoho.
n i wasnt scared. nO i'M nOT gloating. i guess i'm just used to speaking in front of huge crowds. hey if we can speak in front of 200 annoying noisy jrs, 10 of your own classmates is nothing.
well anyway our group did well! yes rach. YOU did well so don't say otherwise! ahem. newscaster la you.
qna wasnt a blast, but THANK god mrs tan went thru the very qn that came out for me today!
whOot! i love you man! u saveed my life!
so overall, VJ050 did well! n our GPF is relatively thick!
well, some good HAS come out of pw. where else wld i get the chance to work with these crazy ppl! there's cb-who-got-so-excited-when-he-heard-the-name-which-mrs-tan-said-was-going-to-name-her-daughter-but-it-was-wrong-in-the-end. and yaojun the-one-who-got-grossed-out-by-rach's-doggie. haha. the two big crappers the both of them! especially that yj! tsk. forever sleeping this dude. cant get him to wake up on time!
n of course, my sisters rach n vic! haha. rach whose house is so damn nice! with her damn nice bedroom and her ultra-cute dog! n vic! the amazing one who can smile throughout her OP speech. yes. 050 rawks!
OkAy. now that i'm done with all that gushing, complete with spelling errors and bIg anD sMaLL aLphAbeTs, let's get down to a proper entry!
erm well tomorrow. i'm off to play some game.wahah. promise. tmr.
posted by mian at 6:58 PM | Permalink |
Monday, November 01, 2004
lalala. i'm being such a good girl. doing my PW sources.
hoho. of course. i have to hand in the file tomorrow WHAT. u really think i wld do it on my own account??
yay. last day of PW rehearsals today. not bad i wld say. our content's good. we wld be great tomorrow!
*crosses fingers and toes
i feel so detached from reality. no school. no class. no see the familiar peeps.
but there wld b east zone camp soon! 8th Nov.
somehow i'm so looking forward to the camp.
hmm. maybe the fact that it looks bloody attractive written as "30 god damn CIP HOURS!!!!" has something to do with it. :)
nyah nyah nyah.
alright back to sources. i'll type a proper entry tomorrow.
i promise!
:D
hoho. of course. i have to hand in the file tomorrow WHAT. u really think i wld do it on my own account??
yay. last day of PW rehearsals today. not bad i wld say. our content's good. we wld be great tomorrow!
*crosses fingers and toes
i feel so detached from reality. no school. no class. no see the familiar peeps.
but there wld b east zone camp soon! 8th Nov.
somehow i'm so looking forward to the camp.
hmm. maybe the fact that it looks bloody attractive written as "30 god damn CIP HOURS!!!!" has something to do with it. :)
nyah nyah nyah.
alright back to sources. i'll type a proper entry tomorrow.
i promise!
:D
posted by mian at 7:36 PM | Permalink |