TODAY I FINALLY WATCHED 50/50, AND ALL IS RIGHT IN THE WORLD AGAIN.


I don't think it's possible to reiterate any more just how much I adore JGL, but here you go: what an amazing, amazing actor. His performance was understated, yet unwavering, his pain so palpable even in just the slightest fall in his face. GARGHALKSDJFH. There was this one scene where [SPOILER] the doctor tells him that his chemotherapy treatments aren't working and he'd have to go for high-risk surgery. OH. MY. GOD. WITH JUST A DROP OF HIS BROW I WANTED TO CRY MY EYES OUT. So, so painful. :`( Yeah obviously I was weeping (silently) in the cinema. Thank god for dark cinemas that's all I can say.

And then there were all those amazing closeup shots of his pretty little dimply face, especially that one last scene where it's just him smiling at the camera with all of his dimples. THANK YOU GOD. CAMERAMAN SURE KNOWS WHAT'S WORTH THE MONEY. AND LOOK AT HOW CUTE HE IS EVEN WHEN BALD LIKE AN ALIEN.

UGH YOU'RE TOO CUTE FOR THIS WORLD.

Labels: JGL is the cutest thing alive

So I absolutely do not care for (in fact, you can say I loathe them) sappy, lovely-dovey songs, but there's just something about Christina Perri's A Thousand Years that tugs at my heartstrings. I DON'T KNOW. IT'S THE MELODY. YES, EVEN IF IT'S A TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK SONG.

Okay I'm officially creeped out by how much James Caviezel looks like Christian Bale.



I mean, come on now! I totally thought it was Christian Bale in some exciting looking old crime movie called Person of Interest until I Wiki-ed the latter and realised that it wasn't an old movie, it wasn't a movie and it wasn't Christian Bale at all.

And speaking of movies, I finally watched Warrior and surprise surprise, was a mess of tears and shakes at the end of it. And gee when was the last time a movie made me cry in the cinema (as a rule, I don't. Because well, I have embarrassment issues haha)? OH YEAH. ABOUT 6 YEARS AGO. I wish I could put my thoughts into more coherent words but I'm lazy and I can't do it without wanting to sound like a movie review so I just have this much to say: it's emotionally draining and heart-wrenching and probably the best movie so far this year. And Tom Hardy is a fucking amazing actor (who managed to be positively feral and scary and gorgeous all at once in the movie) and deserves all the fantastic roles in the world (YAY BATMAN).



BREAK MY HEART MORE, WHY DON'T YOU.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, unless you're me, in which case it just makes you go "huh.. who?" HAHA.

IS THIS THE REAL LIFE OR IS THIS JUST FANTASY.

I don't think people can comprehend just how epic I think this is. The Show Must Go On is one of my favourite songs of ALL TIME, and not just my favourite Queen song of all time, and the lyrics always makes me want to cry especially if you consider the circumstances surrounding the song (Freddie Mercury never did get to perform it live because of his deteriorating health) so yes, i short: possibly the best thing I've seen in recent months. UGH ♥♥♥♥

The show must go on, the show must go on