i was just about to get into one of my anti-social moods and erm, take a long bus route to erm, my favourite place.
luckily i decided otherwise.
and so i had a lovely outing with the xyz people. :)

all for the better anyway. i jolly well know the sole reason why i want to do that, and it pisses me off.
for an early new year resolution, i had better curb this habit
not that it would be tough anyway, if you get my drift.
some things are coming to an end soon.

and of course you don't understand what i'm saying. that's good :)


oh merry xmas everyone.
i can safely say that i had a better xmas eve than that one last year. urgh.

if i don't record down events, i'm never going to be able to recall anything in the future.
alright, so for the record
we had 2j chalet yesterday (i think we're good man. chalets every year without fail since sec one til now. that's 6 years mind you!)
we talked rot (as usual), hanged around the lobby area and.. yeah talked more rot.
then we had 4am breakfast at mac. talked more more rot.
after that, we went home. yup that would be 6.30 in the morning.

boring? i can't say that. because there's a lovely and comfortable feeling of chumminess.
we've all been friends for so long that, well, there's hardly anything that we can't talk about.
(and we still all like to laugh at mr lau wen jin heh heh)
so i had a pretty good time. not enough time for gossip with jia, but that can be fixed next year :)


i'm heading back to bed. 4 hours of sleep is not enough.

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore




wohoo! nat king cole!


in a fantastic mood, even though i shouldnt be.
this shows that i should stop being anti-social, go out more, and then maybe i'd stop having weird and disturbing thoughts. :)

oh jeez. not now, not when i don't have any money :(

it amuses me sometimes to see how guys can trivialise a seemingly serious matter (well to you at least)
that's why i say, sometimes some things you may feel like telling just your guy friends, because not only do they trivialise the matter, they may end up cracking you up at the same time. (oh and yes, they tend to judge less too. somehow 'haiyo why you so dumb!' sounds better coming out of their mouths rather than from your close female friends yes?)
so you end up a much more cheerful person. :)

er never mind, i meant to develop more on this topic, but i've realised that it's bloody late and i had better go get some sleep.

i'm one screwup away from screaming at those useless people.

well, sorry as usual names shall not be named.

what bloody organisation. nothing ever gets done. blame gets pushed around.
really, you're all asking for me to say this
"i told you so, didn't i?"

what incompetency.
and as you have it, i have absolutely no patience with people who are slow, or pretend to be slow. like slow slow.
you know, they look at you blankly for a few minutes when you ask them to do something simple, until you just throw your hands up and stalk off.
yeah. slow slow. no patience with that.
no wonder i've never wanted to spread the job scope. at least when things get screwed up, i can't exactly get mad at anyone for being slow.
(and believe me, i've had a few blank stares thrown my way before i gave up)

urgh. infuriating.

well nothing's new, i'm still bored, i'm still stuck in front of the computer the whole day doing nothing but playing (a childish and immature game which i decline to name names. heh. rach should know)

but what's different is that i'm now in a slightly more, er, hospitable mood. it must be christmas!
well there's just something about christmas that makes me very happy.
it's beginning to look alot like christmas lalalalala!

oh and if you loved moulin rouge (like me) and bawled at it (like me. no la, kidding), do watch perhaps love.
fantastic. i loved it, and that says a lot, coming from someone who more or less condemns movies that come out of hongkong and taiwan. :)
and there i was, all ready to condemn it for just being a rip-off of moulin rouge. it was good good good.
and of course takeshi kaneshiro was as usual, completely gorgeous.
i'm sorry i ever said you looked like him mj!!
:D
heh. ok kidding. on both accounts haha.

alright, so things are starting to look up (about time).
i'm going back to my game now :)

it's pretty obvious that i'm having a more boring holiday than i had one year ago.
that's just plain sad.
so i guess this place will just remain stagnant until i find something more interesting to talk about.

ciao.

i'd be lying if i said that i didn't feel the slightest tinge of regret by not going to the prom tonight.

like sianghan said,
we don't seem to have any aim in life now.

er well. not as if prom's some kind of huge aim in life of course,
it's just a little matter of i've-got-bloody-nothing-to-do-lah.

the shopping would have been fun. the paying would have been traumatising.

yeah. so actually after i hear that people are spending like 300 bucks on a prom dress, i don't feel so bad after all. :)
gosh. that same amount of money i can blow on like, 10 nice tops?
which reminds me of a particularly fruitful shopping trip with the guys yesterday.
haha. i now believe that it's better to go shopping with guys because you don't feel bad making them wait for you.

me: "you know i heard ***************'s friend spent 300 bucks on her prom dress?"
sianghan: "chio not?"
me: "okay lah. (gives her name)"
sianghan: "eeyer. then spend so much on her dress for what!"
me: "..."

sianghan is not a very nice person sometimes. haha.


oh. and all the people who actually matter aren't going either.
yeah.
i've managed to convince myself successfully that there's no loss. :)
i'm just terribly bored at home.
and when i get bored, i get cranky.
when i get cranky, i get irritable.
oh and the kbox outing wasn't a huge success because we were all having a bad-voice day.


i should stop huh. got it.