exhaustion. n the funfair hasnt even started yet. my eyes are closing even as i'm typing this. my whole body is aching like mad after yesterday pe lesson. my brain is reminding me tt i have to wake up at 5.40 tmolo morn. bah.
today went to visit bock at changi hospital after the agar making session. yea forgot to mention tt the poor sc broke his THIGH bone after he fell down during sports day. *ouch*. they had to insert this metal plate to ensure tt his bone heals correctly. poor guy. cant imagine the pain he's goin thru. this reminds me of huiwen who broke his leg too when he got knocked down by a car in P6. sounds scary man. but he managed to make it sound hilarious.. the car knocking him down n he attempting to stand up until he realised his leg was twisted at an angle. GROSS. well hope bock will b alright. huiwen didnt look as if he had anything wrong with his leg. he was still running damn fast.
realised tt i dun like accounting wat happened in a day. feels pointless. well since i have so many random thoughts i might as well juz type it here.
random thought no.1: P.E board din turn out so bad after all. chairperson still praised us for printing the title of the topic! feel quite duh. cuz there was obviously no one interested in the things on the board.. n we spent like so little effort on it!
random thought no.2: the music on brandon's blog is veri nice. i shall go find the lyrics. in fact i shall go find all the lyrics which i have been waiting for.
random thought no.3 : suddenly remembered mrs k's bio lect on wed. wat a absolute waste of time. me n jam were playin this game which hoifai n wilfred invented. damn funny n amusing. nv failed to entertain me during those long MEP afternoons! sh was having his usual picnic. we were all having fun with jh's cool phone. half the LT was empty! cant help feeling sorry for mrs k. but seriously the way she lectures is realli Cannot Make It.
random thought no. 4: remembering the times we had MEP lessons in the afternoon. usually long n boring. no one wld b listening to mdm ong.. n the poor lady had to keep nagging at us. haha love her man. she's the best teacher! (although i dun exactly recall wat she taught ha). mrs loke. hated her. but i can forgive her for the compliment she gave me after we got our O's results. ("i nv doubted tt u wld get an A1 for MEP n distinction for Higher Music. u are one of my A students") like WHOA. n she was the one who gave me a pathetic grade for my prelims? haha she's not tt bad realli. juz no YUAN FEN with her. the usual gang consisting of me jia wendy hf n wil wld b right at the back of the room. wil wld b trying to convince us to play survivor with him. me n hf wld b playing the amusing game. jia wld b chioing either her maths or chem hw n wendy.. always the attentive one. n of cuz the teachers wld always keep us so late until sometimes we had to rush out b4 the sch gate was locked! nobody else wld b left in sch at tt time.. onli a few teachers (onli 6.30 actualli! vj still filled with ppl at this time..) forever we wld take 158 to kallang.. den take train to tampines. wil wld still b trying to get us play survivor. but usually we juz talk. LOUDLY. until the whole train looks at us. haha. good ol' days.
random thought no.5 : muz wear hse tee tmolo. stupid ugly white POLO shirt with blue sleeves. urgh. dunno wat to team it with. burms? pe shorts? rach gonna bring her sarong skirt.. sounds good! hopefully it wont look "per" (c jamie! my new fav word!). got a pair of v nice jap clogs..but think quite diff to walk in them. oh n still got the red flower to put in our hair. damn. wat a weird combi.
i'm tired. May viesta soleil be a great success!

no doubt. i AM looking forward to the funfair tomorrow : a day of fun in the sun as the name Viesta Soleil describes! not sure whether the weather wld b good.. but i'm quite sure it wld b a gd day 2morrow!
now at sh's hse doin the agar for our drinks tmolo with sh jh sangi rach n nadia. we juz spend almost an hr doing the agar n waiting for it to cool. it looks pretty nice with all the cocktail fruits inside. dunno whether it can be cut properly though.. mrs lim juz left. she kept insisting tt we had too little agar blocks n wanted us to make more or sth. watever. she pretty much annoyed all of us. but i'm in too pleasant a mood to b bothered. poor sh haha. she was like treating his hse like hers.. pissing him off. relaxin la. no need to care abt her.
originally planned to study today after all these preparations.. but judging by my lackadaisical state (big word taught in GP!) i'm juz gonna plonk into bed after watchin the last episode of xun qing ji!
yep. tt's all. may tmorrow b a gOOd DAY.

new computer. S-WeET! damn fast connection.. love it! think it's well deserved after tt lousy excuse of a computer.
beautiful day today. especially in the evening. haha at least I thought so. dark clouds were gathering. i especially love it when the whole sky turns pitch dark n the wind starts to howl. wooo. getting poetic here. took 15 home with cindy. on the way home it started pouring with rain. no umbrella but what the hell. i love it when a rainstorm starts.
yesterday i pulled out of PE exco elections. apparently they were damn pissed off at me. but seriously i didnt care. i dun even care if anyone frm PE reads wat i say. i'm so sick n tired of the CCA. i join onli for the pearls pts. tt's all. i dun like going for the sessions. i dun even like some ppl. today originally had auditions with junyang.. but he was too busy n wanted to postpone the thing. but somehow it ended like it was ME who wanted to postpone the audition. some ppl said some stuff which made me realli annoyed n angry n still made me wait for more than half an hr when she said "JUZ A SECOND". watever. the music wk thing is so ugly but i dun care. i'm not going to waste my effort on sth which ppl dun even noe how to appreciate.
funfair this sat. quite looking forward to it. it SHLD b a day of fun food n games! our class stall has a DAMN COOL bannar n DAMN COOL posters! haha thanx to the effort of those who stayed back after sch today. gonna make agar for the cocktails tmorrow. hopefully we wont end too late. i wan to rush home in time for the last episode of 2 shows!
gtg for awhile. brb

in sch now. PW. Mrs lim talking abt some stuff to do with A level registration. cant believe the boredom.
anyway realised nowadays i have pretty much nothing to say or type here. i 'm bored with wat i'm typing! if i'm juz giving accounts of wat happens everyday den i guess there's realli nth much for me to say.
well. getting my new comp AFTER ALL! fnalli. the music wk thing is so undone. thinking of it makes me realli pissed off. but den again.. i'm pissed off nowadays. as usual. everything is piling up once again. another busy wk.
thought of a story. sounds kinda sad. dunno whether i wld have enough time to type it all out here.. but i shall try.
oh well. too late. yaojun n julian were peeping over my shoulder juz now haha. so i guess TO BE CONTINUED.

i've been a bad girl again. i PONNED sports day!! ya so i guess wat i said yesterday wont b coming true haha. feel quite bad.. but oso damn scared. me n cindy are at sianghan's hse now waiting to jh to come meet us. couldnt believe the sch gate was wide open n ppl were juz walking out of it! it was kinda funny.. we were like loitering arnd the gate, damn nervous n some ppl juz walked out calmly! juz as we walked out of the gate. sianghan suddenly said he saw a person wearing a hse tee running towards us! we were nearly frightened to death n juz ran into neptune court. damn. if the person realli was a teacher it wld have been damn obvious la. n now i'm still worried abt the attendance taking. but guess parents letter can settle everything haha. all the best to me man.
yesterday's auditions was kinda....weird. didnt expect mr ku to b sitting in (damn!!). didnt start off well either. the piano keys were quite tough to press down n wasnt used to it. oso was quite pressurised by the fact tt junyang was playing the same song as me! argh. can juz imagine mr ku comparing the two of us. oh well. dunno whether i wld b able to get thru the 1st round or not. heard frm cindy tt the competition is not too great.. so i guess we can both make it thru?? hopefully. nv had the experience of playing piano in a concert.
going off soon to meet jh. actualli kinda glad tt i'm out of sch. sports meet shld b quite duh. many of the events have alr been completed. so juz left the relays etc. etc. oh yea n all the cheering competitions or wat. looking forward to a day out. hopefully we will b watching a movie?? feel like watching starsky n hutch or into the mirror.
cant believe i'm actualli racking my brains to think of wat to type. guess i'll stop here then. lack of creative juices.

crazy computer. working again now. but guess i wld still b getting a new com!
haha at home right now. pon sch for the 1st time this yr! ok not exactly pon la.. was totally physically n mentally exhausted yesterday.. stayed back in sch after tt two killer tests to finish my essay! onli managed to finish at arnd 7.45.. haah saw alvin after his training n think he was kinda shocked to see ppl staying back even later than him! yep so i decided to skip sch with cindy juz for today so i cld prac my piano for the auditions later on. will be meeting her later for lunch b4 going back to sch. decided this will b the last time i skip sch or any other sch stuff.. so i wld b going to the sports day tmolo.. instead of the original planning of ponning n going K-box to hide (tsk. cindy ah ur idea right!)
yesterday while staying back watched a bit of the softball match between VJ n HC.. didnt understand wat was going on so went back to canteen. after tt heard we lost 8-0. expected. VJ guys' sports onli soccer n criket good. there's even sorta like a ranking. guys who cant get into soccer will get into hockey. those who cant get into hockey get into softball. ya so softball is something like the CCA where the guys cant get into other sports go. feel kinda bad saying this though. saw the ELF crying after the match. wasnt exactly crying.. but was wiping away tears. sigh. felt so sorry for him! i mean he doesnt look like the type who wld tear easily! guess the match meant a lot to them. oh well.

computer broke down AGAIN. have to resort to using computer in sch to type my blog! gd thing though.. dad finally decided tt our computer was way too lousy n it was abt time we changed our computer. FINALLY.
today was the end of the two killer tests. haha wat can i say? at least i noe i wont fail horrendously. juz moderately. chem test was damn funny. i was sitting in between brandon n jamie who were sitting next to j.poh n jh respectively. we were like copying each other throughout the test n even took out notes to copy! haha hilarious. but think i won't do it again. bi bu de yi. no time to study den liddat haha. unfortunately for me the killer week is not over yet. i still have EXCO interview later on for P.E, GP essay to write.. 2 piano auditions tmolo.. argh.
heard sth rather distressing frm mandy this morning. dunno whether it's true or not. if it is.. i can onli say.. some ppl onli cherish others when they are no longer with them. well i cant say it applies to me.. but for the girl.. not veri happy talking abt it basically. reminds me of things i rather forget.
haiyo quite difficult to concentrate now. econs tutorial in L28.. mr ueng walking arnd v diff for me to write a proper entry.

finally watched my 1st soccer match in VJ! Vj won as expected..3-0. but thought TP was rather gd too.. they had almost no shots on goal but still managed to get possession of the ball most of the time in the 2nd half. 1st half Vj was obviously much superior. got many many times when the striker n goalkeeper was one-on-one! too bad they couldnt capitalise on their chances la.. think the 1st goal was rather dumb. our striker (i think it's pramod!!) was rushing towards the goal with the ball.. then the onli defender who was marking him got nervous n pushed him! it was an outright PUSH! haha it was damn funny when the referee came running up n pulled a red card at him straight away! how stupid a mistake can u make?? i mean it's not even a tackle la! so TP were down to 10 men n conceded a free kick right outside the penalty box. n of cuz it was a goal! 2nd half was not so interesting cuz Vj was sorta like slacking a little n letting TP get the ball round.. 2nd goal was even more stupid cuz think the TP goalkeeper slipped n somehow the ball juz went into the net. n 3rd goal was after a header hit the post n bounced out. woohoo..was damn sei lah.. too bad the ball hit the posts on many occasions..if not the score wld not b juz 3-0!
hence i have juz watched my 1st VJ soccer match!
haha. today started well. until i realised the severeness of my lagging! Chem SPA tmolo..econs n chem test..GP essay outline. was starting to get panicky. luckily managed to pull myself together. Chem SPA as long as it's not Skill A it shld b ok. econs test settled. studied chem bonding during break! (whew) n thanks to julian our GP essay can be handed up on thurs! (finally he does sth efficient haha. kidding!) so..after all the tests.. i can then concentrate on my upcoming auditions on thurs! haven't practice in a LONG LONG time.. guess i have to depend on my skills again..

finally got the stupid computer repaired. how did it get a virus out of nowhere?? yea so where shall i start? oh on friday morning i got a msg frm lirong telling me tt my eye candy was in this mth's seventeen! couldnt stop laughing when i saw the msg n i immediately when to get the mag at interchange. haha not a bad pic at all. sister said he looks weird at first sight..but after looking a few more times he does look damn cute! (so there sianghan!)
yesterday went back to Vj for practice n oso announcement of the new EXCO. well guess wat.. they especially created a new post juz for me! haha i was pretty amused when they announced tt i wld b the 1st zheng sectional leader in VJCO history. think i have the easiest job of all.. onli 2 ppl under me! practically of no use oso..but i shant think this way cuz i shld b grateful tt i'm even in the EXCO! everyone else who ran for vice chair n didnt get the post are not even in the exco. so i'm pretty happy. oh n i muz say i'm damn happy for our ex dyb sectional leader CHua miNg jiE! new chairperson for VJCO! so proud of him! haha.. kinda got a feeling tt he wld b.. u noe wat they say abt always having a chair frm DHSCO. everyone denies tt of cuz..but i think it's sorta true.. oso bcuz VJCO n DHSCO got some kind of connection? oh yea.. everyone frm DHS who ran for EXCO got in.. except for this person whom shall remain nameless. think he didnt get in bcuz of wat happened last sunday gongyan..
haha think sianghan screwed up again. he used my phone to msg his XQ to noe her. smart move.. n he even thought of telling alvin not to give away who it was to XQ cuz alvin n XQ were frens. haha too bad he forgot tt janice oso in CT council la. in the end she got MY number frm janice n she msged back saying she knew it was ME n asked why I want to b frens with HER. realli realli stupid man. i mean. common sense. wld a GIRL want to befriend another GIRL thru such means???? pretty disgusted man. luckily sianghan went to clear things up with HIS phone..but the prob now is tt she's like going around telling ppl abt this incident n asking ppl to point him out. she's worse than i thot. who wld go round telling ppl such things?? damn bhb. he's damn worried now tt ppl wld think he's a pervert..well... see how things go tomorrow ba. silly girl. haha.
think tomorrow is the last group stage match for soccer. it's gonna b against TPJC n i'm going to watch it no matter wat!! heard tt the star player for TP is banned frm squad so we sure wld win. haha think with or without tt player we still wld win la. found out tt our soccer team won the championships for two yrs in a row n was runner-up last yr n the goalkeeper is in the national youth squad! wohoo. so proud of our sch team haha.

irritating day. terrible weather. stupid luck.
u noe when the day starts badly..ur luck juz seems to get worse n worse. n when u thot it cldnt get any worse? it does.
contributing factor: weather was absolutely HORRENDOUS. the heat was UNBELIEVABLE. cld almost see heat waves rising frm the ground. had p.e which meant playing floorball in the sweltering heat with NO SHADE. feeling damn tired n sticky after tt.. n sweat juz wouldnt evaporate properly so ended up having tt sticky feeling. *yeuck*. after sch had to go for P.E. wasnt happy AT all cuz it meant having to miss the soccer match between Vj n SRjc. not the 1st time ok. ppl at least watch one match. me? thot tt i had to at least show up if i want to b in the exco. turns out they planned some TREASURE HUNT. yep. on a nice hot day like this. running all over the sch. oh n guess wat. no coaching cuz i missed it. how wonderful. isnt there like a better n more productive way of spending ur time den playing games like THIS???? treasure hunt made me feel all the more sweaty. but the BEST thing was tt when i wanted to go watch the match..it ended. yep juz like tt. it ended 15 mins earlier. at tt moment i wanted to blow up. AT LEAST if i had spent a productive afternoon i wouldnt have been so DAMN PISSED. AND I MISSED A PERFECTLY GD SOCCER MATCH!! WILL THERE STILL B ANY MATCHES IN VJ?? got sooooooooooo mad at everything. CO exco. PE exco. Soccer match. sounds bad? it juz gets better. sianghan supposed to go with me n cindy to return sheryl's shirt..den he told me i had to go myself cuz he couldnt make it. sorta blew up at him.yelled tt i dun even noe where she lived. *oops* sorry ah wasnt in a gd mood as u can see. so we had to go there ourselves..yep on the day where he decided to go home the same time as us. when was the last time tt happened? oh right. never. yep. perfect end to a perfect day! i LOVE IT!
at least VJ won 2-0. haha expected though.

bloody weather.juz heard on the news tt the temp reached 35.2degrees today!wat the hell man..thank god VJ is near the sea n the classrooms are airconditioned! realli horrible..can't even sleep properly at night!
so i spent a gd day at home.watched 2 vcds :anger management n notting hill. anger management isnt so funny when u watch alone n when u have alreadi watched it b4. wasnt in a v romantic mood so notting hill didnt realli appeal to me.bah.think it's all the weather's fault.making me irritated. got pissed off with everything in my life now. haha seems like sianghan's life is getting better nowadays..while mine is starting to get messed up. first of all..work.i noe there's no pt complaining. but i get so stressed when i dun understand stuff n tt juz makes me understand slower..it's a vicious cycle. i cant seem to stop thinking wat will happen to me if i cant pass my subjects *shivers* oh man. n the co exco elections still makes me annoyed. i just noe i wont b in the exco.tt means i have to run for p.e exco..which i dun even realli like. n shld i run for music director?? it's so damn tough..do so much stuff..n wat if (like when a miracle happens) i get into CO exco? i in both excos?or both nothing?? or wat if they make me student conductor of CO??? oh crap. wish i cld b like my senior..have onli one cca n dun even go for it.cheers man. but i cant stand NOT being in CO exco! it's like damn embarrassing la.ok i noe i said it all b4. i'll get over it. nxt irritating thing: tomorrow got piano coaching..not looking forward to it. dunno y. got a quite nice partner..but kinda scared of the teacher cuz of the stories heard frm linli wendy etc etc. we shall see how it goes then..oh then there's still music wk nxt wk! argh..havent settled anything yet although i started early.wa. my life is in a mess. heaven help me.
note to him: so i see u've gotten urself a new girl.knew i shldn't have bothered abt u.damn.waste of my 10 cents for tt two stupid words in tt stupid sms.

i'm pretty annoyed with my blog now.i juz deleted two entries n there are still on my blog!n the best thing is tt it's alreadi deleted!now i cant do anything abt it..great.
yep as expected..i'm at home now.fever's gone..normal body temp back.36.4!but still having headache.gonna let myself have a relaxing day today.watch vcds..read magazines..go online..n maybe after all tt i wld think abt the chem n econs test nxt wk.hahaha.pretty damn worried abt it actualli.my chem has nv been strong..n the test is sure to b difficult.n econs.dun understand applications.oh well no pt complaining abt it.unless i get down to solve my problems they will always b there.
looking at the time 9.36..hah they shld b at LT1 now..waiting for maths lecture to start.today is induction..great another topic which i dunno wat's going on.had a resolution yesterday after seeing vic doin her induction tutorial(girl..teacher haven't even teach finish la!relax!) i shld try to keep ahead of all maths tutorials cuz it's the one which piles up the fastest n once u lag behind u have to like do 2 or 3 at once to catch up.ok shall start on trigo alreadi. (haha note the irony?) yea i'm so sure i can do it man. *sarcasm*
another note: the music on my blog is finally working. cuz got this html code tt loads diff music everytime u enter the page.but it nv worked. so far onli played two out of 9 songs haha. now got improvement..3! yea so the music u can hear so far is LP's In The End, kylie minogue's Red blooded woman n Britney Spears Toxic.Like Toxic a lot actualli..couldnt stand it at first..but the song realli grows on u.veri cool song oso.
yep time to go enjoy myself haha.

no.not a gd day.not at all.these past 2 days have been pretty sucky.monday was basically torture after the long concert day on sunday..the weather was horrible..i was coughing like mad..n too make things even better i couldn't watch the soccer match between VJ n M.I cuz of CO exco elections.and the best thing?i'm pretty sure i wont be in the CO exco.thought i cld get away without preparing a speech..but the combination of the freezing aircon and my throbbing headache juz made me all confused.damn pissed off with myself.now tt i wont b in the Co exco..how abt piano ensemble?i'm not exactly happy there..but i can't stand not being in any leadership position..so damn lousy lor.sigh.
abt wat happened on sunday..perhaps i was feeling damn emotional..tt's y i was so angry n upset.haha.expected.as usual.yea he didnt reply.but i guess he didn't delete my no. also cuz he didn't ask who i was haha.oh well.things will juz remain this way i guess.today he walked past me mandy n jamie..but when he saw us he took a detour so he neednt walk past me.*shrugs*.my fault?i dunno.but who cares.seriously.
oh yea so after tt terrible monday..i went off feeling pretty sorry for myself.went to get out my SARS thermometer(wa long time nv use) n found out my temp was 37.6!usually my temp was abt 36 to 36.5 lor..so obviously running a fever.(thanx a lot to the aircon in the music rm).went to slp after drinking the chi medicine which usually brings down fever after a night slp.but when i woke up my temp was still 37.5 n i was feeling damn sian..so decided to skip half day n went back for maths lect.pretty stupid i guess..not sure y i did tt oso.many ppl were like asking me y didnt i juz stay at home.ya y didnt i right.damn.not worth my health.oh well i'm going to stay at home tmolo.not going to sch.not going to co.one day to rest.
random thought of the day:i realised how happy seeing Daffy can make me.i may not like him..but juz seeing him can realli realli realli brighten up my day.like today during the lunch break..he suddenly appeared in the canteen.originally i was like going to die..slumping on the bench..den seeing his smiling face..it gave me a perk haha.cuz didnt expect him to appear..he's usually in chem lab at tt time. he's like "34"..always smiling..kai xin guo.no doubt.i'm realli quite fond of him..or rather fond of looking at him ahaha.
oh ya muz mention this.junhong got a new nokia phone which was pretty damn zai.silver n high tech looking n can record videos.so the whole day sianghan was playing with it.n during maths lect..he kept trying to take picture of his xiao qing cuz she was onli 2 rows down.dunno y but i volunteered to help him get it.stupid man.i was practically holding it to the back of her head when she suddenly turned around n saw me.luckily i kept it quickly enough..but saw her giving me a weird look.n after sch me n cindy tried to get the photo a second time..but when we walked past her..i saw her diaoing me la.stupid b****.she muz b thinking she's so damn chio tt even i like her la.*rolls eyes*.to sianghan:it's abt time u change ur target.anyone is definitely better.like thongmeng said..she ying2 yang3 bu4 liang2..n i mean..opinions of so many ppl cant b wrong right?lemme see:thongmeng.liren say she not chio.adibah n jiayun dun like her.cindy say she damn bossy.trina.jamie.mandy.ME.how can all of us b wrong right?she's realli nth more than a stupid little girl.yea.i noe u dun like her la.but pls.she's not even worth the time as an eye candy la.not to mention tt she's not even qualified.
ok i'm sorry to insult her.but i was pretty damn pissed after she diao-ed me.seriously man..is there a need to do tt??argh.shant bother abt helping sianghan anymore.create trouble for myself onli.-_-
yep tt's all.shant go sch tmolo.NONONO.

ENTRY FRM THIS MORN BUT STUPID BLOG HANGED(LUCKILY I SAVED THE BLOG)
going to VCH in another hr or so.guess this will be the last time i'll be performing with DHSCO..after this perhaps i'll be part of the organising committee alreadi.sigh.guess i can b counted as veri lucky.out of my 4 yrs in CO..i have performed three times, starting frm sec2.ppl usually onli get to perform frm sec3 onwards..some onli getting their chance in sec4.yep.shld b thankful this is the 4th time i'm performing.haha.though this time i wont be seen at all..will be blocked by all the cellos n basses.
feeling a little nolstagic now..relieving all the times going to VCh with CO.haha tt place was almost my 2nd home during those 4 yrs.can go there up to 3-4 times a yr..n not including rehearsals.sec2:dhsco performance.zheng performance.sec3:other than the usual performances..still got MEP concert..yep not to mention the dozen of rehearsals.haha.gd memories of the place.come to think of it..REALLI gd memories.esp in sec3.*sigh*.last yr concert seems so recent.still remember every yr..i wld look forward to this day..all the rehearsals in sch wld b damn tiring.but i nv realli minded.early in the morning..the sch wld b noisy n bustling..ppl running arnd.carrying all their instruments to load to tt lorry (can recognise tt uncle alreadi la!)for the zheng n djy ppl..most jialat cuz many many heavy instruments to carry.all the guys frm the other instrumental grps wld den help to carry the instrus.haha.still rem the bian1 zhong1.always need to seperate the parts den can carry it to the lorry (ttk nv fails to remind us it cost 20000 bucks).me.i wld usually avoid carrying anything more than my own zheng (haha)..but last yr couldnt cuz was the zuzhang (muz set gd example see?ha)was running arnd going mad..counting the zhengs..making sure the no. of zheng jia4s was correct..finding the toolbox..bringing the blazers n files..oh yea n making sure tt my "AP" jrs were not creating havoc lo.haha.after reaching VCH..it was yet another round of instrument-carrying..the lift wld usually be jammed by all the drums basses n cellos..so the poor zheng ppl wld usually juz attempt to lug their zhengs up tt long flight of steps frm the back door.haha.the backstage was usually divided so tt the diff grps got diff corners to rest.we wld usually b right outside the backstage..tt long long passage way where it wld b littered with our bags instruments n the TBY instruments too.xianyue wld b at the backstage..with the sofa n the vending machine haha.cello n bass at the other side of us.guanyue somewhere near xianyue n cello.djy scattered arnd.after lunch (always n always chicken rice)wld be the full dress rehearsals.whereby the slightest mistake wld b yelled at by TTK(haha..oh well).the chairperson n vice wld usually b getting veri anxious by this time.while the dazu is having rehearsal..the zheng ppl usually juz hang out at their corner n chit chat (always the time for bonding)or play stupid games.onli me n jiayin (poor souls) have to go for dazu n was always frustrated by having to arrange whose zheng to use n how to exchange during the performance..haha.after rehearsals wld be tea time(cant believe cheap bread can taste so gd) n the time to pei2 yang3 qing3 xu4.yea i'm sure.cuz no one ever takes this time seriously..always stand arnd the entrance to the concert hall to wait for the ppl to arrive for the 4.30pm concert.frm den on..time wld fly n soon both the 4.30pm n 7.00pm concerts wld b over.no matter how tired..n how late..(usually end arnd 10 plus)we still had to move ALL the instruments back to dhs..by this time my feet wld b to the pt of breaking (black heels lor.)n i wld be damn irritated cuz of the heat(long sleeve white shirt sigh.).but after it was all over..the sense of loss wld set in.it's all over.especially last yr..when i thought it was the last time i wld ever perform with co again.oh but then again..there wld b the half-day off the next day to look forward to!sigh.this yr wont have liao..but den again we no need to move the instrus back to sch.haha.guess it wld b more relaxing this yr.nothing much for me to do or care.juz need to slack arnd n wait for my turn to perform.
shucks.i'm running late cuz of all the stuff i typed.haha.can the yr1s pull of the performance after onli 2 rehearsals??(lousy shld i say)guess we can lor.dhsco.best in singapore.no matter how TTK complains n nags n says we are deproving..we always manage to pull through.
well.gtg.have to bring tutorials to go there n do.lagging like siao man.no half day somemore.haha.

oh yea like how cld i forgot to mention the last yr winners who performed for musicfest?
no. 1 there was this girl who apparently is kylash's sister (wah family of talents) who TOTALLY TOTALLY sounds like norah jones la! wa damn zai
no. 2 this OH-MY-GOD seh guy who danced like michael jackson.i'm still amazed how anyone can dance liddat.wohoo..still heard he's a PRC!hm.wat's with the prcs nowadays ah.getting damn cool man. haha
oh ya..den there was this solo guy who sang a hokkien song.haha he muz have copied the moves off those hokkien mtvs la.damn funny.think he was more entertaining than genevive.
yep tt's all i guess.

back frm music fest.tired.in a bad mood..music fest was good.but apparently not as good as last yr.didnt think solo champion was tt gd(ex-dunmanian.obviously not v popular judging by the boos in the crowd)the RI band was damn seh..but unfortunately the malay band was much funnier n entertaining haha.had the whole PT going mad with laughter.too bad had watched it before during the auditions so wasn't dying of laughter this time round.duet champion was obvious.the song was so damn diff to sing n they pulled it off.dance..girl frm our PE class won.she v gd.but thought the girl grp was more hip.breakdancing looked repititive.haha cold mountain looks damn poseur.hm.wat else.oh rosalind pho was the guest judge.sat two rows back frm her.couldnt recognise her.she had a hat on and her makeup was so thick she looked like Rui En.*shrugs*why wear tt hat.as if we wld mob her for her signature.oh yea.daffy n J.A.P.A.N. looked damn gd la.haha esp daffy..wohoo..still my no.1 favourite eye candy no matter wat.not shuai.DAMN CUTE!nah dun like him.but love to look at him heh heh.
oh yes.note to somebody :she's realli not who u think she is.the way she treats u is veri diff frm the way she treats others.sigh.there r lots more fishes in the sea friend.

back frm outing to orchard haha.piano ensemble was dumb la.onli got info n nth else so couldn't do the stuff properly yet..so went off early to meet sianghan n junhong.hmm..should i run for exco in piano ensemble in addition to CO one oso?got a feeling i wont like being in the exco for PE too much..cuz not many familiar ppl arnd..well we shall c la.cant even manage my time properly now..
yea so den we went to TAKA in search of good food for dinner (1st time i brought more then 10 bucks out for din haha.)in the end we settled for jap food in some quite class jap restaurant.while we were waiting for the food..i was like looking out of the window..den saw one guy n one girl..the guy in the HC uniform which made me thought immediately:"wat an ugly u!"..den i saw the girl in RJ uniform.she was like damn familiar la..long rebonded hair..short skirt..haha it was julyn n eric actualli!was kinda excited to see them again..cuz first time we see each other in the JC u.haha..julyn tt woman.still looks as gd as ever la..getting to look more like a jap!n tt eric..haha wat can i say?the uniform realli CMI lor.
so after tt interesting dinner(which cost me 11 bucks sigh.)tt pig decided tt he needed more food so we went to buy the cheese cake sticks which tammy recommended..wa damn good la the cheese.it like literally melts in ur mouth???haha..sianghan bought 10(apparently for his parents..but i'm sure la.)so i kup one.*drooool*.ya so after tt we juz kinda walk arnd..saw my pri sch fren which i refuse to acknowledge..yucks man..didnt like her dun like her n nv will like her.
short entry for today i guess.gtg bathe soon.long day ahead tmolo(chiong-ing of tutorials!!!)ta.
P.s:haha the american idol finalists are singing the song "Daniel".wa damn funny la.thinking of the inside joke at K-box.hahahahha

haah.am at sianghan's hse now waiting for piano ensemble to start.the guys are all playing soccer on PS2 n here i am.yea in the morning saw some damn weird news:deportivo actualli won AC milan 4-0!! which means tt ac is out although they have like a damn great advantage in the 1st leg cuz they won 4-1..sigh.which means either deportivo or chelsea will win the champions league this yr.wat a screwed up competition. today as usual was a boring day.nth much happened.tutorials didnt help.lectures i dun understand.ah watever.i need the wkend to catch up.but there will b concert on sunday n rehearsal on saturday.sigh.muz study tmolo n cant go out.damn.
anyway think i better start going back to VJ alreadi.it's 3.45 n piano ensemble starts at 4.i dun feel like going at all.cindy's not there n i dun realli like some ppl over there.sigh.muz be the yr2s noe i damn slack so purposely appoint me as the grp leader so no matter wat i muz go.well watever it is i'm zao-ing at 5.30.wanna go out b4 the killer wkend comes up.oh well.wish me luck man.

short n slack day.didnt start too well..cuz i heard tt real madrid is out of the champions league semis.they lost on away goals!!argh..damn..now the competition is like damn boring la.two good teams with two lousy teams..wats so interesting abt it!sigh.looks like AC milan's gonna win the champions league again..unless chelsea performs a miracle or sth haha.oh yea.den was nearly late for sch..dunno wat's wrong with the bus.took the 7.05 bus but onli reached sch at 7.35.thanx a lot man.tt cost me u noe.*hint hint*
yar anyway juz reached home frm sch after this dialogue session with some high ranking person frm the JTC.i'm sure it wld have been interesting..if i were awake haha.wasnt exactly my fault la.our class was at the upper level of the PT where we couldnt realli see anything n where it felt the most secluded.ya so after like 1/2 hr everyone started nodding off.zzz.out of the 90 mins..i spent 15 mins listening..15mins daydreaming..20mins sleeping..15mins fidgeting in my seat n the remaining 15 mins chatting n eating haha.wat a fruitful event man.-_-"ya..so there wasnt any cca due to this talk..yay.was quite happy when i got the msg.not tt i dun like my cca..but still..
anyway guess it's time to go bathe den chiong my maths tutorial.why on earth does he want to go thru the one which i nv do???argh.can predict tmolo's gonna b a sucky day.oh wait.there's no maths tutorial tomolo or for the rest of the wk.-_-

something damn weird happened today.somewhere in between maths lecture n the break after tt..i got realli restless n irritated n couldnt stop fidgeting.it got worse after we were let off for the break n after i saw him.then things sorta went crazy after this.haha i got realli pek cek with i-dun-even-noe-wat den juz couldnt sit still.was walking all over the place to get rid of the restless feeling.n tt stupid sianghan didnt help at all by telling me tt there wont b any good ending to this thing n i shld juz give it up n forget abt tt guy..yea sorta like abt him n tt ms.soh la.oh yea best of all?he started singing the stupid 5566 song..wo nan guo or sth..n got me so frustrated tt i nearly broke down..yea u noe something like dunno whether to laugh or cry.i seriously dunno wat happened to me nxt..cuz while we were walking back to class (with tt idiot still singing the song)i juz suddenly went mad la.like couldnt stop laughing but was crying at the same time..it's like this sudden surge of happy yet sad emotions which juz came out at the veri same time.haha i think mandy jamie junhong n sianghan got quite a big shock especially after they saw tt i was oso crying at the same time i was laughing.oh man.yea n mandy was telling sianghan tt it's all his fault n he was like damn scared..haha dun worry man u dun have tt great an effect on me hahahaha.yar..anyway SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY didnt noe wat happened.it totally scared me bcuz it onli happened after i saw him la.damn.wats wrong with me.but after i cleared my mind..i conclude tt perhaps it's juz one of those weird mood-swing-days..haha..sigh.ya paiseh ah jamie n mandy hope i didnt scare u all too much la haha.
anyway wat sianghan said got me thinking abit oso la.seriously time to give up?dunnoo..i guess there's not much pt in me saying anything or trying to conclude anything cuz the last time i did it obviously didnt work.nor the previous time.nor the previous time.neither did the time many many yrs ago.hahaha.ok shall shut up abt this whole thing alreadi.drained man.
yep time for the song of the day.
Dear diary
Today I saw tt boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw tt boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
think i shall stop pasting sappy songs here.making myself sick haha.ok shall stop this stupid behavior.sigh.

got a new resolution: to put aside one hr everyday to do tutorials no MATTER WAT!yea..so as frm later after watching Xun Qing Ji i gonna do abit of work b4 bed..yep yep.haha dunno if this will last..but lookin at the amt of work piling up n the all the tests coming..looks like i juz have to do it. sigh.well got sense of achievement..finally found the mp3 for Linkin Park's FAINT to load here..although it takes like FOREVER b4 the music can load la..so i think ppl will get a shock when the music suddenly comes on haha.but nevertheless..now my blog is complete n perfect! oh yea..LP all the way.
yea as usual..i gonna end with a nice song..(realise tt all the songs are like sorta similar?)

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

nth to much to say abt today.shant bother abt making my blog more interesting to read anyway haha..yea well..the day started with me going all the way back to DHS for CO rehearsal.two words:IT SUCKED.the standard is unbelievably lousy..n we are all yr ones!ok maybe not tt bad..but it started off on a bad note.half the ppl were late n TTK was going crazy n yelling at all of us.den he started getting on me n jiayin's case even though we hardly can even be heard n started ranting until even I..who usually juz switch off when he starts to nag..got realli pissed off n irritated.i wonder how we are going to perform next sunday.so many things are still not well done.some impt ppl oso nv turn up n made TTK realli mad n the once seh attitude of the CO is like gone la.damn.everyone like sian diao liddat..still..at least i feel at home everytime i go back..n AT least the standard is still way better den the VJ one..
yea so after tt prac the day basically juz became more n more boring.couldnt bring myself to do tutorial hence i did my fav thing on sunday afternoons :Watch the reruns of The Unbeatables! haha..yea old show..but still as cool as ever..n basically it kills time for me so by the time i realise it's late..i wont have time to do tutorials n worry..heh heh heh.
am in charge of some stuff for Piano ensemble..made me damn stressed up over it man..supposed to call up these bunch of ppl which i dun even noe..den all of them juz told me they are quitting..-__-" smart.thank god the chairperson told me tt it's not tt serious n no need to worry abt it.whew.good shall heck it for now den.
sian man..even i'm bored with wat i'm typing la..but i dun realli have the mood to type any juicy stuff now.muz wait until i got the mood.current mood:slightly depressed..wallowing in self-pity..hahaha..shucks i'm using big words..makes this even more boring man.
ARGH cant believe i'm even typing all these out. ok i shall end with a nice song:

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather stars may collide
But I love you ( I love you), until the end (until the end) of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you (I will love you)

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

feelin a little blue right now..after the previous post..n after reading this poem in the "chicken soup for the teenage soul on love n frenship".nth to do with wat has happened..but to do with sth else.anway.

My Secret in Silence by Lorelei Pablo

You came into my life
Quietly, simply, pacidly
And my words stood still...

I couldn't express in words
Or even simple gestures
The secret I kept in my heart.

So i loved in silence,
Admired you from a distance,
Dreamt of you from afar.

I wanted to say I love you...
I wanted to say I care.
But cowardly, maybe, you'll only laugh at me.

In silence then I will love you...
In silence then I will care..

Sad poem man..

wat can i say..today has been a rather draining day..both emotionally n physically..sigh where do i start.
i guess it started this morning arnd 12 midnight?mandy msged me out of the blue n told me some rather shocking news..(not fang bian to say so much here)..but cuz i was half asleep while replying n getting her replies..the reality din realli set in until this morning when i woke up.n even then i still thought i was dreaming!sigh..i couldnt really believe it when mandy confirmed with me again.of cuz i wish she hadnt done it..but after all tt had happened..maybe she wld b much happier else where.like jamie has said..although we have onli been in the same class for 3 mths..we alreadi have a strong bond..ha guess it's the DHS spirit tt keeps us together..not to mention all the good times we had together fa-ing hui chi..^_^.hey dee..hope u c this..even though we all wont b together anymore..hope we still continue to b the 3 Lee's!all the best n take care..we will miss u lotz.
sigh..okok shall move onto a much lighter note..(i'm making myself damn depressed la).today was oso rather physically draining..cuz went out with the usual ppl (cindy sianghan n junhong)..apparently WAS to go out n study at Parkway Mac..but in the end (expected expected!) the guys went to play pool while me n cindy tried to study (yea..fell asleep at some pt though).after tt SOME ppl want us to accompany him to buy shoes all the WAY AT QUEENSWAY la!haha..bobian..cuz he offered to pay most of the taxi fare..then we follow him there la.wa waste of time man..he couldnt even find the shoes he wanted la..but at least there was some consolation.haha i saw this ACS guy who looked like JAPAN!ok maybe not too much..but the side view nearly gave me a shock when i saw him!same eurasian featues n the cool hair!haha..ok la shall stop it.but actualli i mentioned him juz to irritate Siang Han! haha..hey sianghan tt guy's cute ok! -____-"yea so after tt interesting encounter..we went to KFC at anchorpt n stone for like 1 hr..den went home after lunch..zzzzz..boring..but after all tt travelling i was damn tired la.n still abit sad over wat mandy told me.sigh..ok look on the bright side of things..i noe mandy noes wat she's doing.. n by making this decision..i'm sure she'll b happier den she is now..ALL THE BEST!

ok settle..everything is fine n working alr..whew~ i like spent the past 3 hrs trying to get this thing to work properly!juz not IT-inclined i guess..yep nth much to talk abt today..in fact it was quite a fine day.slack lessons..no PW..n after sch me cindy sianghan n junhong went K-box YET AGAIN for another karaoke session!haa..thank goodness junhong was gentleman-ly enought to pay for the girls!think this is the 3rd time i went K-box..haha sorta getting hooked on it..though it's realli quite a big waste of $$..u juz go there for abt 3-4 hrs..eat some pathetic snacks n have some lousy drinks..then u end up having to pay abt $11..sigh..which reminds me tt i'm so damn broke.
ok think this is getting way to boring..(too late la..getting a bit slpy n blur-headed)yea..may tmorrow b a good day..ta~

well two things abt today.first of all..the annoying idiot is still as irritating n insulting as ever..shant elaborate on wat he did but as long as he opens his mouth he can manage to insult ppl.like abt how ppl nv get certain results for certain subjects?like pls shut up lor..as if ur results gd enuf to insult others?
2nd..i managed to clear up some stuff with one of the ppl tt i was damn mad at.apparently..it's not realli tt big a deal to him n he says not to think too much abt it.when i heard tt sentence..it was like this sense of deja vu lor..my ex-fren totally said the same thing abt me.tt i over analyse everything n over paranoid.hmm..maybe i realli am..but i juz cant seem to help it leh..maybe sometimes it wld b nice to b like guys..or jamie..who can juz dun brood over such stuff so much.argh..shall try not to think deep into stuff too much..juz take it with a pinch of salt..(haha got this quote frm alvin)yea..so is everything fine now?i dunno..i wish i cld trust him..but i dunno wat will happen in the future..will such things happen again????ooh..i over thinking again..argh i dunno i dunno i dunno wat to do now!!sigh..
yea..tt's all for now i guess..wkend's coming up yippee..this wk has been a horrible one man..

was reading mandy's blog..haha realised tt her thoughts were so like mine..esp the last paragraph..yea at least he was always honest with me..i'm thankful tt we were once friends..sigh.
wat can i say now..i was in a realli foul mood this morn as i went to sch..den somemore saw somebody which i was alreadi pissed off at in the 1st place n tt made my mood worse.ha.today was the 1st time tt i ignored him outright..not tt he cares or noes or watever..but i was so pissed off tt i juz didnt care.tt guy is realli a big jerk man..having mood swings like a girl n insulting everyone arnd him.like today during the house meeting (which juz made my mood worse cuz of some personal reason) out of the blue he juz asked mandy to shut up.oh pls lor..like who's mouth is the biggest n alwawys open during lessons?i dun wan to insult ppl man but this person is getting out of hand..note to him:many ppl wld like to shut ur mouth for u if u dun do it soon.
it was a weird day today man.after all tt i said in my blog..after all the ppl i was referring to..they all seem nice today.i cant stand it man..i used to b an expert in seeing the "real" person in everyone ok..wat's this man..i dun even noe wat is real n wat is fake.ok fine every1 is fake..i dun care alreadi.
sometimes i wonder if realli onli dhs ppl understand one another?well u-noe-hu-u-r-the-one-hu-eats-too-much (-_-") juz doesnt understand la.he's still trying to convince me tt the person i'm mad at is not realli wat i make out to b n this whole thing tt i'm complaining abt is all blown out of proportion bcuz i'm too pessimistic.i'm open to all opinions la..n thanx lo.but still ah i seriously think onli ppl who have been thru this wld understand..ya which brings me back to my pt abt how onli dhs ppl understand.
sigh these 2 yrs will truly b like the 2 yrs in 4E.wish me all the luck man.

Oh, oh, twisted and deceitful
All those 2 faced people
Taking me for some kind of fool
Oh, oh, pretending to be so nice
Let me give you my advice
I don't need you,ooh
Friends in disguise
Dressed up in lies
It's a knack that you're playing
Oh, oh, first you recognise me
Then you criticise me
What's going on?
[chorus]
Stop your bitching
'cos you're so sad
Bitching behind my back
Honey, i don't need that
So kick it to the kerb because
I heard you're 2 faced
Trying to get in my face
Worked too hard to make mistakes
So stop your bitching on me
Oh, oh, they're so narrow minded
Truth is so one sided
They're just counterfeit
Oh, oh, hot and cold you're blowing
Sheep in wolves clothing
Who are you trying to kid-id
2 faced people are so shallow
Put your self in my place
Oh, oh, the fairytales you're spinning
Sounded so convincing
But i'm at a laugh so
-[chorus]-
Poison words are spoken
My faith in you is broken
But i'll make it on my own
Oh, oh, twisted and deceitful
All those 2 faced people
Taking me for some kind of fool
Oh, oh, they're so narrow minded
Truth is so one sided
But honey you rock.
-[chorus]-
Stop this hyprocrisy
You're crictising me
Cos i don't wanna be
With 2 faced people, yeah

woke up in a foul mood this morning..was supposed to get up at 7 to go for CO camp at 9..but in the end onli managed to wake up at 8.30..ya by the time i got there i was alr late by almost n hour..no scores..no zhi1jia3 n no one playin the same instru as me. thanx man..so wats the pt of me going?in the end i went back to DHSCO..realised tt many things are getting out of hand..esp among the sec2s..which the sec3s are complaininga abt..totally agree..some of those sec2s have no respect for their seniors watsoever..lousy attitude..no team spirit..n i thought i've seen the worse in the sec2 batch last yr!dunno wat to do with them..think we going to have a talk witht them this sat..or worse come to worse we may really need a punishment camp or sth..huh..some of them seriously need it..disgusting!sigh..wonder wats happening to zheng..it's like every yr the new batch juz gets worse n worse..dunno abt the new sec1s though..in my yr..it was sorta divided into two cliques..den the yr after tt a bit no team spirit..n the batch i thot was the worse haha..now they have improved tremendously..veri enthu..veri guai..haha..ya..so the new problem now lies with the sec2s..see wat we can do on sat..

hm..long time nv write in here..been so busy everyday..by the time i reach home i juz wan to plonk on my bed n slp! ok so this was wat happened the past few days..
12.03.04
class outing to Fish n Co. at the Glass House. I think this is one of the first class outings where many ppl turn up..oso mainly because it was sorta like a farewell dinner to mollie n jenyuh(kinda sad..)the food ROCKS!although i couldnt really move after eating all tt junk..had the totally yummy seafood platter..calamari.prawns.mussels.fries.fish....wohoo..after the dinner we juz hang arnd the place taking tons of pictures..and making a hell lot of noise..haha it's a wonder the waiters din chase all of us out!we were like providing entertainment for the rest of the patrons ahha.before we all went home we went to PS for anderson's ice-cream..too bad i couldnt finish my cone..
13.03.04
was forced to go back the DHS to give fenzu to my jrs haha..wasnt too bad la..firstly bcuz i was alreadi late n jiayin had said most of the stuff..seriously right..i dun understand how my seniors can stand giving us fenzu..it's like u noe all of them are not listening n they will juz repeat the mistakes over n over again..and i juz have nothing to say in case i contradict cuilaoshi's teaching..so wats the pt of me going fenzu??hai..no choice..guess being in the com means tt u are bound to co whether u like it or not..got tt responsibility.but somehow i seem to have lost my passion (?)for CO ever since i graduated..oh well..yup..ya den after tt i had to accompany tt stupid sianghan ALL THE WAY to CHINESE HIGH in BUKIT TIMAH to hand in his stupid form..wasted my time n why couldnt he have done it himself? OH i noe..cuz he wanted to look at my jr n din wan to go back TCHS alone -____-". at least after tt junhong joined us den we took the NEL to compass pt..nothin much there but at least it was a new place..had dinner back at PS..japanese food!SiGH another day wasted..
14.03.04
the whole day was wasted watching tv period. *sigh how am i ever going to catch up on tuts
15.03.04
finally had my messy hair cut.at least now it's more manageable..althought i noe this probably wont last..ya so after my haircut at Kimage at PS..went out for lunch with jamie jeremy trina sianghan n junhong at cine.den after tt for butterfly effect.actualli din want to watch tt show la..cuz 8 days gave it 1.5 stars out of 5!!tt's like totally bad..but in the end it was quite ok..juz totally sick n violent..storyline still quite gd.after the movie we walked to paragon (which i have nv ever stepped into cuz everyone tells me tt place is boring)n met tammy n jamie.hmm..at first i thought goin out with tammy n trina wld b quite weird cuz they seem quite dao n i was quite afraid tt all of us wld have nth to say n end up being damn awkward.in the end it was much better den i thot..they are actualli quite frenly folks :)nth much..juz went for dinner den went home to watch xun2 qing2 ji4.
16.03.04
went with trina sianghan n junhong to ACS(I) to support tammy in her badminton match.before tt we went to this building behind the MOE building at buona vista..apparently there's this food court where some of the best hawker food in singapore are gathered here.haha read abt it in 8 days n they gave it 4.5 out of 5 stars! so it's like die oso muz try.ya..the bak chor mee was pretty damn gd..n the prata..YUM!!muz try to come here again..yep so after the great lunch we went to ACS..felt extra cuz all the ppl there were the badminton ppl..hmm..so tammy n her partner were playing against this pair frm DHS!den it's like kinda weird cuz which side i'm supposed to support right?haha obviously it's VJ..i nv did like the badminton ppl much..except those i knew..they always seem ya-ya..esp tt particular pair!sigh in the end the match was a walkover cuz tammy's partner was injured..damn sad la..they were leading n i'm sure they wld have trashed tt ya-ya pair..tsk..Not fair.the mood there wasnt too good..so me sianghan n junhong zao.by then i wasnt in too good of a mood as well n decided to take 196 all the way to bedok all by myself.haha..shldnt have done tt..i left acs at 2.45 n reached home at 4.15..
ya hence i'm back to where i am..still behind my work..dint manage to do anything..have to iron some stupid clothes later..argh..n i have VJCO camp tmolo..shucks..not in the mood..now i'm hoping the 2nd orientation can provide me with some days to catch up with work..hopefully when nxt wk starts it wld all b admin stuff for the appeal cases..i so dun wan to flop my midyrs n subsequently my promos?? haha i noe kinda far away la..but the thought of being retained juz freaks me out..i want to be OGL!i better have a gd record..argh..time to jiayou!!

ok now tt i got the hang of this thing..i shall try to write consistently here..
well where do i start..tomorrow is the last day of the term..can't believe how fast time flies. still remember the days before sch started..i was dreading coming to VJ!den suddenly..orientation seem to juz fly past n all the tutorials n lectures began..and now..well guess wat..time for hols alreadi!
sigh..the hols may also veri well mean tt some of my class ppl have to leave..the idea of separation sucks..esp when they are ur gd frens..hai..all the best to jenyuh n mollie (always keep in touch!!)..and hopefully NOT sianghan! cant afford to lose more frens!
reflection of Vj for the past three months: been veri happy for the 1st couple of months or so..had a great class..variety of eyecandies (heh heh) n of cuz..u-noe-hu..budden reality soon set in.not tt i am exactly unhappy not or wat..juz tt it is expected tt things will not remain nice n happy throughout..expected this since the beginning of the year..even before i came to Vj.i have always been veri veri pessimistic and i muz say i am quite thankful of it. i'm no longer disappointed by the changes i see in ppl and the things arnd me..i'm always prepared for things to turn out in the negative way and against me. tt's y i am still calm n relatively unaffected now by the things tt are happening..juz hope tt things will not turn for the worse..which i am expecting will..haha..
shucks..i juz heard tt i have to go for Piano Ensemble camp during the hols..argh..as if i have too much timE??? i alreadi have a DHSCO camp..VJCO camp..and now VJPE camp???? thanx a lot man..remind me how long the hols are??? remind me how behind time in tutorials i am????? and i still have class outing and DHSCO com outing!! haha..i am wondering how to survive the wk..oh ya i still need to get a haircut -_______-" ok resolution for the hols and thereafter : MUST get ALL tutorials done..NO MATTER WAT and MUST TRY to get some STUDYING DONE..TRY NOT TO LAG IN TUTORIALS IF NOT I WOULD END UP IN THIS STITUATION AGAIN!! *sigh* wat to do abt the campS??
ok..DHSCO camp obviously priority..no choice need CIP hrs..haha kiddin..but seriously i need to go back..need to fen1 the kids n for j1 yue tuan..gong yan coming up!hmm...VJCO camp..sian.....must go if i ever want to get into EXCO..alreadi have a terrible record..(why do i always seem to have headaches whenever there's co??hmmmmmmm)VJPE camp..clashes with DHSCO camp..obviously will not go PE camp then..but feel bad oso bcuz i have not gone since Vday!!! argh..so guilty..it's not tt i dun like it..i do love piano..but i dun seem to have the motivation to go there..no interest watsoever. sigh i dunno..i shall TRY my best to go lor...speaking of which there's a PE session tomolo..i cant make it (as usual) cuz got farewell dinner for mollie n jenyuh (sigh)..hope the PE wont think i purposely pon again la..so paiseh..
wohoo..looks like i have typed a whole lot..got so much to complain abt..huh ok tt's all i shall write today..or at least until the nxt time i feel like crapping..

Wohoo! Looks like everything is well n ready to go! Ok..love this template man..thanks a lot to brandon who told me where to go find nice templates! Hmm..too bad my old blog at diaryland.com cannot take the template properly..i shall try to transfer all my old entries over here..so it will b sorta like a recap for the next few entries lor..