ok now tt i got the hang of this thing..i shall try to write consistently here..
well where do i start..tomorrow is the last day of the term..can't believe how fast time flies. still remember the days before sch started..i was dreading coming to VJ!den suddenly..orientation seem to juz fly past n all the tutorials n lectures began..and now..well guess wat..time for hols alreadi!
sigh..the hols may also veri well mean tt some of my class ppl have to leave..the idea of separation sucks..esp when they are ur gd frens..hai..all the best to jenyuh n mollie (always keep in touch!!)..and hopefully NOT sianghan! cant afford to lose more frens!
reflection of Vj for the past three months: been veri happy for the 1st couple of months or so..had a great class..variety of eyecandies (heh heh) n of cuz..u-noe-hu..budden reality soon set in.not tt i am exactly unhappy not or wat..juz tt it is expected tt things will not remain nice n happy throughout..expected this since the beginning of the year..even before i came to Vj.i have always been veri veri pessimistic and i muz say i am quite thankful of it. i'm no longer disappointed by the changes i see in ppl and the things arnd me..i'm always prepared for things to turn out in the negative way and against me. tt's y i am still calm n relatively unaffected now by the things tt are happening..juz hope tt things will not turn for the worse..which i am expecting will..haha..
shucks..i juz heard tt i have to go for Piano Ensemble camp during the hols..argh..as if i have too much timE??? i alreadi have a DHSCO camp..VJCO camp..and now VJPE camp???? thanx a lot man..remind me how long the hols are??? remind me how behind time in tutorials i am????? and i still have class outing and DHSCO com outing!! haha..i am wondering how to survive the wk..oh ya i still need to get a haircut -_______-" ok resolution for the hols and thereafter : MUST get ALL tutorials done..NO MATTER WAT and MUST TRY to get some STUDYING DONE..TRY NOT TO LAG IN TUTORIALS IF NOT I WOULD END UP IN THIS STITUATION AGAIN!! *sigh* wat to do abt the campS??
ok..DHSCO camp obviously priority..no choice need CIP hrs..haha kiddin..but seriously i need to go back..need to fen1 the kids n for j1 yue tuan..gong yan coming up!hmm...VJCO camp..sian.....must go if i ever want to get into EXCO..alreadi have a terrible record..(why do i always seem to have headaches whenever there's co??hmmmmmmm)VJPE camp..clashes with DHSCO camp..obviously will not go PE camp then..but feel bad oso bcuz i have not gone since Vday!!! argh..so guilty..it's not tt i dun like it..i do love piano..but i dun seem to have the motivation to go there..no interest watsoever. sigh i dunno..i shall TRY my best to go lor...speaking of which there's a PE session tomolo..i cant make it (as usual) cuz got farewell dinner for mollie n jenyuh (sigh)..hope the PE wont think i purposely pon again la..so paiseh..
wohoo..looks like i have typed a whole lot..got so much to complain abt..huh ok tt's all i shall write today..or at least until the nxt time i feel like crapping..