me n jam had the most fantastic (ie cost saving) idea for Vday presents! kidding!
and of course i wouldn't be typing it here :)
but it's bound to be good.. i think.
thank goodness for this brainwave. if not, can you imagine me spending an average of 4 bucks for every single one of my friends??
okaay. i'm so not saying that i've many friends. but i'm a generous person n i like to care n share :)
plus there are angel+mortal presents too.
now i am looking forward to doing those pressies!


desperate housewives raawks my socks man.

econs beckons. ciao

to be done before next week:
1. maths- 3D trigo. tangents and normals.
2. chem- kinetics. halogens. group 7.
3. bio- no one does bio tutorials dahling.
4. econs- ditto. oh, but i owe him an essay. darn. READ INTERNATIONAL TRADE.
5. buy chinese new year clothes!!
6. and shoes!!
7. and earrings!!
(i can just put everything on my cny tab. ooh i'm smart.)
8. run x-country route at least twice.
9. settle my debts.


i never realised how much i missed my people!! especially the 6 of us. tw hw bp wy n mx!! the attitude-problem six. it has been a loong time since i laughed til i cried.
that idiot hw!! he may look like the ultimate HC poseur right now, but he's still pretty much the same clown-in-tango-pants (oh those memorable NMC days!). some things just don't change do they? still as fickle minded as ever. -shakes head-.
i insisted that i took a picture with mx so that i could see the height difference. (1.88m!! what the hell does he eat!) and god, the picture looked like it had been taken straight out of the Guinness Book of Records, so much so that we're all practically howling with laughter.
haha.
i do miss the performance days..



alright. i'm going to have an early night.
am still v grouchy.

my Get Out of Jail for Free Card for:
1. being very irritable and cranky
2. being tired and sleepy
3. not being able to do my tutorials for next week

i have to perform tomorrow. okay? okAy???

and i. am. not. looking. forward. to. it.
whose fantastic idea is it to not put the tickets at sistic?? huh??
as usual ticket sales are terrible because people don't even know that a concert is happening
and oh of course people are just plain not interested.
even supposedly musically-trained people.
sad case. but not that i don't empathise.
who would want to sit through two entire hours of zheng??! it doesn't matter if there would be famous players, they don't care!! it doesn't matter either that their friends are performing too!! and seriously, who on earth would care that I AM SUPPOSED TO SELL THE BLARDY TICKETS!!
-looks on innocently-


it really irks me you know. it really does.
and what else irks/is irking me right now?
the thought of having to perform during cny for the school
WHICH
is full of people who look down on us/stereotype us/think CO is there solely to play stupid disgusting cliche cny YEUCKSS songs to entertain them.
i HATE all these moronic songs!!! -spits-
i would gladly perform for you, if you only knew how to appreciate it.
but since this school is such an stupid school (i am sounding so juvenile. and i'm running out of colourful vocabulary to describe vj.)
i really don't feel obliged to do so.
why should i be there on stage doing my best to play some music when all of you down there are just talking away not giving a damn about what's going on??
so yeah. i really don't give a damn either.


in the future, if anybody asks me to go support him/her during his/her concert, i WOULD NOT GO.
unless he/she has supported me of course -sweet smile-
it's a simple matter of li shang wang lai.
you support me, i support you.
you don't, then don't ask me to. :)
because you seee.. WASTE my money and my travelling time.
when it could be spent doing more productive and meaningful and interesting things like..
oh! tutorials of course. so incredibly important these tutorials! i CANNOT forsake 3 hours going to a concert!!
psffffft. CO. who gives a shit!

my angel's probably reading this!
-waves frantically-


since the last assembly of last year i have not sung the school song.
and it is so not my fault i tell you.
if you have 4 free periods first thing in the morning, would you bother coming to school early in the morning? (our timetable is so screwed!)
well obviously not.
but today me and jam decided that it was about time we came and sing the school song/show face to mrs lim.
in the end, we're not fated to come early. -shakes head-
but i did try! -nods earnestly-
i'd spare you the details, but it was kind of hilarious, the way jam's mom snuck us into school in her car and the way we dashed out of the car towards the concourse for fear of getting caught.
hoho! and don't i seem to be always caught into silly dangerous situations like these?


oh yeah. and why i came to school early? because i wanted to maintain my (fast-deproving ahem) healthy lifestyle.
and the idea of running slower than all those yr ones is really rather appalling. not that the extra training would do much good. but still..
and i tell you, thank god i ran today. because i'm so blardy out of shape it's disgusting. urgh. and i nearly pulled a muscle.
next week next week! cross country route at least twice!


oh damn! tuition hw!!

am in a relatively good mood today!
must be all that exercise. whoots. i feel so liberated!! heh.
shan't waste it. shall go do some work.

ciao peeps.

i really really want an IPod. mini or not i don't care.
and i want it not because everybody else's has it or it just reeeeks of $$ and style
but because i hate it when i have so many songs in my computer and i have about 20+ burnt cds which are all unlabelled.
totally -_______________________-
haven't used that funny sign in a long time man.
yes so back to the point that i really really want an IPod. mini, shuffle(?) or what have you.
since it's impossible that i use my angbao money to buy it (because firstly, mother would scream and i wouldn't really want to be nagged at for buying an electronic device which costs 400 plus bucks day in day out and secondly, i do not just want an IPod. human needs are never satisfied are they? and that's what leads to scarcity. and in this case, my money is scarce. yes so cannot waste)
and since my money is scarce (read more below for reason) i'd need to save up for it.
and at this rate i'm going, the time when i finally save 400 plus dollars, maybe even my sister would have the stupid IPod, which is highly possible anyway, since she gets 40 bucks per week and spends about 10 the whole week.
soo.. give up the IPod idea? buy cheaper brand?
i have a very strong feeling that.. i would just stick to good ol' traditional cds.
-_______________________-



also, i really really want to get a magazine internship. but first of all, i'd need to get an A1 for GP and before i can achieve that, i'd need to really brush up on my vocab, by reading the thesaurus perhaps, or watching Channel Newsasia.
i'm kidding about the former, really.
so, besides watching the news, there's nothing much i can do actually. maybe i'd read more newspapers, buy more magazines. yay!
oh yes, and i must first beat all the people in front of me, all 56 of them. and keep in mind that the prcs are mugging for GP. (cannot underestimate the power of mugging for GP. it has been proven that it works and that's just plain unfair if you ask me. for people like me how??) then maybe i can think of challenging those from rjc or acjc.
aiya kidding only lar can?
like any other poor student stuck in this realistic world, i probably won't end up doing journalism anyway. also, the prospect of having to go to NTU is becoming highly unappealing.
boon lay lar. yucks. 2 hours by bus everyday because i DO NOT WANT TO STAY AT THAT HOSTEL.
which is just darn sad. because in the end, i may just go to some usual course in NUS just because it's deemed safe.
-waves hand-. never mind never mind. not now.



anyway. chinese new year is coming.
which is good because i can get $$$
which isn't good because before then i have to repay all my debts. which amounts to erm.. quite alot actually.
not good.
and why do i have to repay my debts? (besides the pt. that i'm supposed to)
because i'm superstitious (thanks to everybody!! haha) and i really do not like the idea of having bad luck for the rest of the year. (n because some idiot told me that it was because of this i didn't get 4As for my promos. quite funny actually.)
so yeah, that's why i won't being buying any IPods soon.


i heard two jokes today. one not funny and rather brainless actually. (because it's told by sianghan naturally)
the other one was hilarious, but extremely vulgar, so i probably won't tell you even if you asked. but it was really quite funny la. ask any of the guys.



poor mandy. i got scared just by looking at her wound.
urgh.
have i mentioned that my hair stands when i look at open wounds?
-rubs arms- yeucks.






-TOTALLY CONDEMNED. DON'T ASK-

very very very foul mood.





helloo miss doormat.






sometimes it's the acccumulation of the smallest things that lead to a major blowup.
and the timer's ticking..

tick tock tick tock.





sometimes i wonder what went wrong. what went so wrong. what went so wrong that it destroyed everything we once had.



but sometimes, i realise i seriously don't give a damn anymore anyway.
yeah. so don't make me change my opinion of you.

-CONDEMNED-

-still shaking from shock-
i opened somebody's blog, and suddenly i was deafened by fanatic screaming, followed by the opening for "I dream"
and as if that wasn't bad enough, i suffered about another 10 seconds of offkey off-pitch singing (thou shalt not mention names)
i quickly closed the blog. entertainment can wait. my ears matter more.

anyway anyone buying taufik's album? :D gonna get it!


(scroll this part down. serious nonsensical rambling and self-entertainment)
i'm listening to chopin's ballade in g minor. finally got that cd back from jia. grr. (had to endure months of ranting and raving from sister who wanted that cd for her practical.)
oh gawd. i'm so reminded why i totally fell in love with that song.
those chords!! those flowing chords!! that melody!! how on earth do you play like that without mistakes??
gosh. i've practiced this song since forever (alright. just about evry 2 weeks) and i'm only up to page5. n i just keep banging on all those extra notes when playing the chords.
well that's why people are performing during concerts and you're not dear..
i swear i'm going to master this song one of these days. then PE would have no NoNE NADA ZIP reason NOT to give me a solo part MuAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
jesting jesting!
i want that solo though. can i use Gershwin again? can lar hor. :) jolly good ol' Gershwin.
my piano skills are slowly but surely diminishing, thanks to my negligence. fortunately, everytime i hear this song, i'd be full of zest to go and practice it.
well not now. it's 1 in the morning.
so i guess.. i'd just have to sit here and reminisce about my (as wil would say) 22/25 chopin waltz and 44/50 huan xiang qu. -smirks-
-drifts off into space-




okay lar okay lar. ego trip can? i totally have nothing i can boast about nowadays (unlike what some people may perceive to be. -smirks again-)








anyway for those who don't know. chopin cannot be pronounced the way it looks like.
chopin is pronounced as sho-pun. don't embarrass yourself like some people did heh heh heh.
beethoven too. please pronounce it as bait-tho-ven. not beeet.
rachmanioff = ruck-manioff.

ooh like you care.


anyway (again) celebrities from DHS include michelle cheong (gasp!) and otelli edwards (p10 DJ. double gasp!)
can they get any more un-Dunmanian like??

blardy (somehow this just looks less vulgar than 'bloody') stupid movie. waste my 8.50 la.
but of course i had a great time with jia n hf as usual :)
TM is really quite an annoying place to be on a public holiday.
noisy kids and their pushy mothers. arggh.
oh yes, and the LJS breakfast is not too shabby, for 3.20.
thumbs up.

walked with hf back to his home after we left.
realised that -oops- that probably wasn't the brightest idea in the world because he's living in a -ahem- shall i say dangerous area.
well okaay. dangerous for my reputation anyway. or what's left of it.
ha ha. i'm just makin' it sound so serious.
but i sure hope hoooope that i didn't get seen there. if not..
-shakes head-
goodness knows what people would start to think again.

okok never mind unimportant and stupid thing to talk about here.


goodness. my life is getting real boring.
i was just going to type about how i went to bedok mac to study wit the guys again.
then i realise, you probably won't want to hear about that because it's like the umpteen time i've mentioned that.
so i think, i'll just end here because seriously, i'm just becoming so boring. think i can go be a hermit.
i'm so boring i actually went to find the meaning of a 'hermit'.
someone who's withdrawn from society and is a recluse.


i ain't making much sense today because i'm fidgety and irritated and troubled.

deluded freaks on American Idol.
-shudders-
now that the show is already in its 4th season, seeing such weirdos is no longer a novelty.
it's getting downright annoying in fact.
just cut everybody else out and give me the good singers
the terrible ones are all the same anyway.
-yawn-

two movies which i really really want to watch:
Wag the Dog (i wanna know how those corrupted politicians work!)
and One Fine Day. (george cloooooney. yum)
GP lesson today was thought-provoking as usual. "can the media ever be relied upon to tell the truth?"
i would love to tell you what we discussed but i'm too tired.
so i would just like to leave you with this:
complete this sentence. one people, one nation, one______________?
if you can subconciously give the correct answer without even finished reading the question..
don't you think the media had successfully planted this pragmatic sentence into your mind?
like mr chew said, we may deem ourselves as being able to filter off unwanted information fed to us by the media, but do not underestimate the power of the media.
you being able to fill in the blank above is the testimony of that.


i can just imagine your confused looks anyway.
haha. pardon me if i sound incoherent. i'm tired.

happy birthday to poh in advance!
that guy must have too much money.
treated the class to pizza!!
not that i'm complaining of course. :)
went to kbox after school to sing our hearts out.
miss those days last year. where we would go to kbox almost every week.
and yeah, end up really broke by the end of the week.
good ol' days..


i'm pissed off.
some people are just soooooo predictable.
and while it seems hilarious at first, it's gets blardy annoying afterwhile.
really really irritating.
i mean, you can't get more unoriginal than that.
you're not worth my time
and well, i guess i was wrong about you.


be back.
american idol beckons.

it's really rather outrageous the way people i have absolute no idea about knowing this blog.
whatever.
go ahead and read it la.
i'm not mentioning anymore names anyway.

i'm a really nice person actually.
you can insult me one day
be nice to me another
and i would be most willing to forgive you
that is!
unless you're just doing it for the sake of your own benefit
then i'd just look at you sympathetically at your stupidity
cos you probably think i have no idea ehh?
-patronising smile-

i've mentioned this many times before.
you know how sometimes you meet people whom you can just click off right away?
it's like "wham bam!" then suddenly you're crappin' like old pals
i'm glad to have found a friend like this
but now she's going away.
reality's harsh. this school sucks. (i rhymed hur hur)
you most likely wouldnt be reading this (yeah. not like those bo liao ppl who have nothing better to do and go search for this blog on yahoo or by linking through thousands of people)
even though i'd barely known you for a month, you're already one of those which belong to that group of people whom i can banter on with for ages.
you've always been cheerful n happy. always optimistic and having a smile for us.
but now you're going off.. remember us ok?
i'll miss you..

anyway somebody did something really nice for me n i'm so touched!!
thanks man..
it's friends like you that make these 2 years in this hell of Victoria survivable :)

admit it.
one time or another you'd probably meet somebody at the bus stop. somebody you know, unfortunately somebody you know you would most likely be having an uncomfortable conversation with too.
how do you wriggle yourself out of this situation?
just follow my Minyan's Guide to Dealing with Uncomfortable Situations 101.
option 1: take out all your electronic devices. handphone. discman. plug in your headphones n pretend to sms furiously. works every single time. unless your friend is overly enthusiastic then i suggest you be nice to this friend too cos people like this don't come around often.
option 2: greet him/her with a quick raise of the eyebrow, enough to show acknowledgement, not enough to look interested. don't smile.
option 3: walk to the next bus stop. hey, you get to avoid said person, and exercise!

by the way if you ever see me in option1, most probably i just happened to be listening to my discman.
i'm just saying hypothetically for the above :)

you know, i just love 祭关羽。 i just love it love it!! (can't see chinese words? never mind)
must be one the greatest pieces ever composed, next to my all time favourite 岳飞 红楼梦 and 雁门关。
i'm losing my touch in chinese too dammnnn.
i nearly typed the name wrongly.

a sure sign of tiredness. i'm talking rubbish again.

-shamefaced-
recalcitrant is an adjective not noun. ooooops.

pe was fun. mr wee is the best. i'm losing my touch for ball games darn it.
love those days back at 4E when we played captain's ball.
ooh. that adrenaline rush during the competitions.
the thrashings. lurrrve it!
60-31 whoop-dee-do!

cut my hair. doesn't look like it has been cut at all.
-grumble-
n that hairdresser cut away my fringe.
now i have very short fringe n it just looks friggin' weird.

it just so happened that i took that bus at that particular time and you had to happen to be there too when i left.
i bet you think i'm following you now don't ya?

i saw mr ueung at bedok mac just now with his IT friends!
-guffaws-
the nicest econs teacher.
waved hi to him and he looked kinda shocked.
cos i was with mj.
"see lar mj!! you dress like ah beng now mr ueung is going to think i mix with bad company!!"
cos that slacker skipped school today. n he slpt til 11.
never mind not important haha.

i have grown 1cm!!
finally.. 1 cm away from my goal of 165.
of course mj had to continue with
"oh, so weight also gain 1kg la?"
-slaps slaps-

i'm off.
ooh. i love hoobastank's disappear.
i keep replaying it over n over again on my way to school.
download it quick.
i'll provide the lyrics for you :D



There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

i've just found out many things which i don't really want to know.

yes so if you guys don't mind. don't mention him.

at least do refrain from shouting his name whenever you see him because now some stupid people have gotten the wrong idea seee??

downgraded friend. you know what i mean jam n mandy.
:)

ooh this seriously sucks.

nah. never mind don't ask about it. i'd say when i feel like it.

from today onwards i am not going to:
1. mention school names.
2. mention organisation names
3. mention names. cept nicknames
then maybe my blog won't be found on yahoo.
then maybe people who are not supposed to be reading this won't be.
let's try shall we?
just now i typed the school's name at yahoo search.
and my blog came up at search page 15.
gonna try again after i change all this stupid stuff.

i am deluded.

recalcitrants. that's what we are according to the bio lecturer.
that's a pretty funny word to use on us, considering that half the lecture hall probably didn't know what that meant.
you could almost feel the faint 'huh'? rising from alot of people.
me included. ashamed i am.
well so i took the initiative to find out what it means.
recalcitrant: a person who is marked by stubborn resistance to and defiance of authority or guidance.


anyway i am in a very gloomy mood.
told ya told ya!!
and so i deleted said stupid entries. :)
bahh. i knew this would happen anyway. s'alright.
sometimes i think i just deserve it anyway.
310804. i did exactly the same thing and exactly the same thing happened but i did i learn my lesson? nooooooo.
you had to go let your heart take over your brain for that moment.
you seriously deserve it girl.

let me blog about what happened yesterday before i sink further into depression (haha)

i didn't go for the buffet lunch after all because no one from my year was going.
so i ended up doing work at where else with who else. (i'm keeping my promise to not mention names so far!)
alright this just sounds weird.
i went to do tuts at mac with mj.
but as usual it didn't work well because. well because i was highly distracted. not by mj of course but never mind.
dinner at swensens with my dear study group!
birthday dinner for zhi huimin n vincent.
which means that i'm so incredibly broke. that i'm incredulous.
oh forget it i do not need to deal with depression and bankruptness now.





-drums fingers on keyboard-

oh yes!
i think i can be rather evil.
i was late on purpose when i was supposed to meet mj at 12 yesterday!
at 1250 i was still sauntering my way to mac.
when he msged me i replied gaily, "yay!! i'm late!! i pang sei-ed you!!"
but hey i can never live down the 2hrs of being pang sei-ed can i?
n i was evil today without knowledge today. but i'm happy about it mwahahahaha.
finally. karma not for me!!


i'm procrastinating as usual. so while i'm at it, i went to search on my star sign. cos' zhi mentioned something about geminis being fickle yesterday!
haha. she didn't realise what she said until she remembered that i was a gemini too.
she hurridly assured me that it was only those really gemini-fied geminis that are fickle.
-waves hand- piisshhh. it's ok. i think i'm fickle too haha.

The sign Gemini is symbolized by the Twins.
Your sign's element is Air.
Gemini is ruled by Mercury.
You want to know everything but never dig quite deep enough, usually just skimming the surface. not true!!!
Gemini is a jack of all trades. how true.
Gemini is highly adaptable and likes change and variety. can say that.
You are restless and very clever with the use of your hands. on instruments perhaps?
Gemini is versatile
fickle there's the one!!
intelligent until i came to this school
creative -doesn't deny it- :)
quick ?
neat wanna take a look at my fantastic filing system?
and curious. often too much for my own good
Gemini learns quickly and has the ability to get a good education.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Gemini: You can be selfish
nervous
inconsistent
deceptive
changeable
confused.
You have a weak will-power, and you tend to scatter your forces.


i got bored halfway.

i have weak will power.
to do tutorials.
to stop doing meaningless and stupid stuff.


okok digressing again.
just now i heard an advert for some cny cds on sale on the tv.
which reminds me that CO is supposed to perform for cny celebrations.
seriously right. i wish people would stop stereotyping CO and associating us with nothing but cliched and annoying cny songs.
i have had enough of all those songs!!
lowclass.
it's all these stereotypes that make us look bad.


you know what. this is a long and boring and meaningless entry.

once again once again, let me explain to those who have seen it, why i deleted that previous entry.
and why this entry is so edited.

well for one, i didn't want to sound like a vindictive bitch.
unlike some whom i can name.
this is a free world indeed. some people are entitled to their (loser) opinions
besides why stoop to their level?
i basically cannot be bothered with what you think of us.
you're just another sad arse with nothing better to do that goes around disliking people with no apparent reason. *sympathetic smile*

and some people should really go practice on your instrument more before going around reading other people's blogs and complaining that we're arrogant.
now now don't waste your time. you need it to improve. *patronising smile*


and to a certain arsehole who insulted tengwen. (this part shall remain unedited as it is)
you know what you said shall i repeat for you?
"why that guy play until so lousy?"
you're very good perhaps?
perhaps you won the National Music Competition before?
no and no?
then keep your mouth shut
before i do it for you.
oh and one good piece of news for you
since you feel that there would be a lack of MO QI ( i quote) since such things need YEARS OF PRACTICE TOGETHER, you would NOT be included in the ensemble WHICH coincidentally i MAKE NO CONFIRMATIONS ABOUT GOING TO SYF (just in your own little mind).
have a nice life.

the bad news: i failed my maths R
the very bad news: i failed by one bloody mark.
the extremely bad news: only those with 45 marks and above need not go for remedial
but!
the good news: 142 people failed too.
the very good news: the average is 40.
the extremely good news!: those with 38-44 need not go for the sessions. only need to do the remedial worksheets!!
yay. that's what i call, the best of both worlds.

lurrrve fridays because i can sleep late!
yes i do know that we're supposed to go and mark attendance. but hey. until mrs lim mentions something, i don't care.

pathetic pathetic cca pratice tmr!! sighh. no year ones. then what's the point of having practice!

study group starts next week! yiipppeeee. *cue patrick's incredulous look.*
about time i say.
oh dear. many many birthdays coming up. *looks at empty wallet darn*

anyway my friend is CUTE. HA so stop saying otherwise you PIG!
HA.
HA.
HA.

quick one quick one!!
i've finished my (overdue) GP essay!

yay jam's going back to school tomorrow!!
finally!! now i won't be stuck with sianghan anymore!!
haha. you know i'm kidding man.
and now even poor jh's looking sick. (must be sianghan la. haha.)
take care dude.

CO was fun for once.
cos there were so many adorable jrs!!
oh yes and now there' s every possibility that the lousy guy from dizi is going to get kicked out! HA! OUT you go!

CCO charity concert now. no wonder there's no one online from my CO contacts.
poor things.

i'm perservering the healthy lifestyle alright?! but i must start running to east coast park again.
the threadmills won't do the trick.

PE tea party tmr. am supposed to perform that duet wit cindy but both of us lost the scores.
bahh. we're good. we need no practice man. :)

chem tuition was indeed effective. but it could have been much better damn.
oh well forget it.

i can't wait for the wkend.
free luunnnccchhhhhh!!
anyway can someone please tell me where's plaza parkroyal hotel??

hello.
this is just gonna be another entry that won't make any sense to any of you.
but it doesn't matter.
i just want to get this out of my system without actually revealing what i'm talking about.

somebody claims that things are not what they actually seem.
but somehow it doesnt seem that way.
familiar words. sentences. lines. repeated. to a different one.
why.
why the avoidance now. and only to a one.
are things actually what you claim to be?
or are you lying again.
and to you. why did you do that.
i guess you have no idea. but it was highly unneccessary.
i don't know what's going on.
but to think that sometimes the impossible may actually happen.
and that's pretty terrifying.



well anyway i shall just end off by saying..
welcome to the hotel california

haha. such a lovely song after so long.

it just suddenly hit me that i'm terrible with words.
oh dear. there goes one of my job options down the gutter.
terrible with describing emotions. *shakes head.
have been that way since sec school. english and chinese.
but you see. i just can't type something emotional without sounding cliched, melodramatic or plain cheesy!
(speaking of cheesy. the baked rice at pasta mania was way out of my threshold of cheese toleration. urgh.)
yes so i cannot type an emotional entry without feeling like an idiot. so i will not.
and to cut a very long story short, i'm not exactly feeling much better now. but i'd live. haha.
sorry girls. but i'm really ok :)

anyway. some guy likes some girl whom he hasnt even met yet and now they're together. n he still hasnt met her yet and has no idea what she looks like and there's every possibility that this girl doesn't even exist. but that poor guy is already besotted.
*weirdos*

i'm not going for fenzu today because
1. i woke up at 11.30 today which is totally record breaking. yeah but i slept at 2 last night..
2. i have a minor headache which will most probably morph into a full blown one if i don't rest at home
3. i'm feeling extremely cranky because sister woke me up most inconsiderately this morning by banging doors shouting at my poor brother. well well looks like the whole world is PMS-ing too.
4. i do not fancy going to play a song which i have already played zillions of times
and..
5. i'm still very very very very very...... cranky. i need a thesaurus.
cranky:
bad-humored
bearish
bitchy
cantankerous
choleric
crabby
cross
crotchety
cussed
disagreeable
grouchy
grumpy
hot-tempered
ill-humored
irascible
mean
ornery
perverse
quick-tempered
ratty
snappish
tetchy
ugly
vinegary
yes yes welcome to minyan's thesaurus where i help you to find alternatives to words that would probably not come out for your GP. and while i'm probably the top 6% for GP i'm also the bottom 6% for chem.
-no link-
vinegary!! i'm feeling all vinegary!!
doesn't vinegary apply to being jealous too?

yeah well i digressed.
and.......
6. i'm feeling really vinegarish and bearish and rattish. zoo of emotions eh? har har har. not funny.
7. oh yes oh yes. maths tutorials too. mrs koh is too nice for me to not do her tutorials.

so.. sorry i'm really not feeeling well man.

anyway CCO has a charity concert sometime next week in aid of the tsunami disaster.
and.
i'm not invited back.
aw whatever. i told you cui's mad at me already.
alright the real reason is probably that i'm not exactly needed in those songs anyway.
never mind i don't want to get screamed at by ttk again.
n besides i am already getting that free buffet dinner at parkroyal hotel. :)

urgh. that sambal sotong is burning my tongue.
gotta get water.

yeaaaaah. i like this man.
only going for lessons at 9 plus cuz it only starts then.
well jam. i just got your sms this morn. haha. yes n that's why i'm typing this now.

gotta go drool over chris pine in princess diaries!

quick update.


life just cant get more boring and SIAN than it already is now.
can't stand going to school.
seeing annoying people arnd the sch. undone tutorials. (oh you're complaining already??)
bloody irritating teachers. why on earth are we still having chanks for chem. thank you VJC i'd probably continue to fail chem for the rest of the year.
and yes. why oh why. WHY is the CT still the CT. stupid woman.
*whiny voice. "how is your repaper minyan? can pass or not??" with a patronising-i-know-u-can't-make-it-one-lah smile.
i so should have said, " no mrs lim. i'm sure to fail. again. oh and by the way how come you're still here? die lah. my bio sure fail one."
thank you sianghan you for once said the correct thing. but it should have been louder.

i'm totally lovin' the healthy lifestyle.
sure, i detest running. but hey, if it benefits me. why not?
hilarious. the treadmill-like machine we were on today informed me that i have burnt 6000+ calories. ha ha ha ha ha. right. in 10 minutes?
we must keep up with this. then we'll be fit and trim in no time! yayyyyy.

record-breaking of 70+ ppl signed up for CO!
and then i wonder how many of them would actually stay.
jr class looks like a bunch of fun people. i'm awaiting JTS.

oh man. i'm bored and i sound boring.

oh my god. this is perfection.

picture-perfect.
flawless.
utterly, totally fabulous.

and yes i know i'm crazy.
and i'm biased.
but my my. HE is perfection.
and jam + mandy wld probably think the same for TC haha.
but...
*swoons*
aw cmon gimme a break. i don't get to see him often yes?
hehehehhee.

self-declared leave tomorrow.
i'm sorry i really need to study before i fail again.

oh yes. happy birthday mandy dear!!
may you find another eye candy for the year 2005 before life gets too boring. heh.

and my resolutions for the year 2006 are:

1. to get my diploma cert for piano
2. to get the highest grade cert for zheng.

SO that, i have another career option opened up for me.

have i mentioned that i seldom keep my resolutions anyway.

faaaaantastic lunch at Goodwood Park hotel today.
see? see? no.1 unrealistic resolution goes down the drain. 2nd day of the new year and i'm tempted with good food.
i don't feel very obliged to type what i've eaten because i would feel all bloated after that.
oh yes. you know what they say about this being a small world.
when i pushed open the door of the toilet at the lobby, i nearly knocked into daphne. yeah. the spore idol one.
well what can i say except that she's short.

i got lots more stuff from body shop!
ahh. the bliss of shopping with your aunts. they pay for your stuff hehehe.
mango body scrub wheeee! i love mango!

school tomorrow. terrific. that would be 800 times 2 plus 100 equals to 1700 students equals to a very crowded and cramped vj campus which is already darn small enough.