i really really want an IPod. mini or not i don't care.
and i want it not because everybody else's has it or it just reeeeks of $$ and style
but because i hate it when i have so many songs in my computer and i have about 20+ burnt cds which are all unlabelled.
totally -_______________________-
haven't used that funny sign in a long time man.
yes so back to the point that i really really want an IPod. mini, shuffle(?) or what have you.
since it's impossible that i use my angbao money to buy it (because firstly, mother would scream and i wouldn't really want to be nagged at for buying an electronic device which costs 400 plus bucks day in day out and secondly, i do not just want an IPod. human needs are never satisfied are they? and that's what leads to scarcity. and in this case, my money is scarce. yes so cannot waste)
and since my money is scarce (read more below for reason) i'd need to save up for it.
and at this rate i'm going, the time when i finally save 400 plus dollars, maybe even my sister would have the stupid IPod, which is highly possible anyway, since she gets 40 bucks per week and spends about 10 the whole week.
soo.. give up the IPod idea? buy cheaper brand?
i have a very strong feeling that.. i would just stick to good ol' traditional cds.
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also, i really really want to get a magazine internship. but first of all, i'd need to get an A1 for GP and before i can achieve that, i'd need to really brush up on my vocab, by reading the thesaurus perhaps, or watching Channel Newsasia.
i'm kidding about the former, really.
so, besides watching the news, there's nothing much i can do actually. maybe i'd read more newspapers, buy more magazines. yay!
oh yes, and i must first beat all the people in front of me, all 56 of them. and keep in mind that the prcs are mugging for GP. (cannot underestimate the power of mugging for GP. it has been proven that it works and that's just plain unfair if you ask me. for people like me how??) then maybe i can think of challenging those from rjc or acjc.
aiya kidding only lar can?
like any other poor student stuck in this realistic world, i probably won't end up doing journalism anyway. also, the prospect of having to go to NTU is becoming highly unappealing.
boon lay lar. yucks. 2 hours by bus everyday because i DO NOT WANT TO STAY AT THAT HOSTEL.
which is just darn sad. because in the end, i may just go to some usual course in NUS just because it's deemed safe.
-waves hand-. never mind never mind. not now.



anyway. chinese new year is coming.
which is good because i can get $$$
which isn't good because before then i have to repay all my debts. which amounts to erm.. quite alot actually.
not good.
and why do i have to repay my debts? (besides the pt. that i'm supposed to)
because i'm superstitious (thanks to everybody!! haha) and i really do not like the idea of having bad luck for the rest of the year. (n because some idiot told me that it was because of this i didn't get 4As for my promos. quite funny actually.)
so yeah, that's why i won't being buying any IPods soon.


i heard two jokes today. one not funny and rather brainless actually. (because it's told by sianghan naturally)
the other one was hilarious, but extremely vulgar, so i probably won't tell you even if you asked. but it was really quite funny la. ask any of the guys.



poor mandy. i got scared just by looking at her wound.
urgh.
have i mentioned that my hair stands when i look at open wounds?
-rubs arms- yeucks.






-TOTALLY CONDEMNED. DON'T ASK-