from today onwards i am not going to:
1. mention school names.
2. mention organisation names
3. mention names. cept nicknames
then maybe my blog won't be found on yahoo.
then maybe people who are not supposed to be reading this won't be.
let's try shall we?
just now i typed the school's name at yahoo search.
and my blog came up at search page 15.
gonna try again after i change all this stupid stuff.

i am deluded.

recalcitrants. that's what we are according to the bio lecturer.
that's a pretty funny word to use on us, considering that half the lecture hall probably didn't know what that meant.
you could almost feel the faint 'huh'? rising from alot of people.
me included. ashamed i am.
well so i took the initiative to find out what it means.
recalcitrant: a person who is marked by stubborn resistance to and defiance of authority or guidance.


anyway i am in a very gloomy mood.
told ya told ya!!
and so i deleted said stupid entries. :)
bahh. i knew this would happen anyway. s'alright.
sometimes i think i just deserve it anyway.
310804. i did exactly the same thing and exactly the same thing happened but i did i learn my lesson? nooooooo.
you had to go let your heart take over your brain for that moment.
you seriously deserve it girl.

let me blog about what happened yesterday before i sink further into depression (haha)

i didn't go for the buffet lunch after all because no one from my year was going.
so i ended up doing work at where else with who else. (i'm keeping my promise to not mention names so far!)
alright this just sounds weird.
i went to do tuts at mac with mj.
but as usual it didn't work well because. well because i was highly distracted. not by mj of course but never mind.
dinner at swensens with my dear study group!
birthday dinner for zhi huimin n vincent.
which means that i'm so incredibly broke. that i'm incredulous.
oh forget it i do not need to deal with depression and bankruptness now.





-drums fingers on keyboard-

oh yes!
i think i can be rather evil.
i was late on purpose when i was supposed to meet mj at 12 yesterday!
at 1250 i was still sauntering my way to mac.
when he msged me i replied gaily, "yay!! i'm late!! i pang sei-ed you!!"
but hey i can never live down the 2hrs of being pang sei-ed can i?
n i was evil today without knowledge today. but i'm happy about it mwahahahaha.
finally. karma not for me!!


i'm procrastinating as usual. so while i'm at it, i went to search on my star sign. cos' zhi mentioned something about geminis being fickle yesterday!
haha. she didn't realise what she said until she remembered that i was a gemini too.
she hurridly assured me that it was only those really gemini-fied geminis that are fickle.
-waves hand- piisshhh. it's ok. i think i'm fickle too haha.

The sign Gemini is symbolized by the Twins.
Your sign's element is Air.
Gemini is ruled by Mercury.
You want to know everything but never dig quite deep enough, usually just skimming the surface. not true!!!
Gemini is a jack of all trades. how true.
Gemini is highly adaptable and likes change and variety. can say that.
You are restless and very clever with the use of your hands. on instruments perhaps?
Gemini is versatile
fickle there's the one!!
intelligent until i came to this school
creative -doesn't deny it- :)
quick ?
neat wanna take a look at my fantastic filing system?
and curious. often too much for my own good
Gemini learns quickly and has the ability to get a good education.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Gemini: You can be selfish
nervous
inconsistent
deceptive
changeable
confused.
You have a weak will-power, and you tend to scatter your forces.


i got bored halfway.

i have weak will power.
to do tutorials.
to stop doing meaningless and stupid stuff.


okok digressing again.
just now i heard an advert for some cny cds on sale on the tv.
which reminds me that CO is supposed to perform for cny celebrations.
seriously right. i wish people would stop stereotyping CO and associating us with nothing but cliched and annoying cny songs.
i have had enough of all those songs!!
lowclass.
it's all these stereotypes that make us look bad.


you know what. this is a long and boring and meaningless entry.