it just suddenly hit me that i'm terrible with words.
oh dear. there goes one of my job options down the gutter.
terrible with describing emotions. *shakes head.
have been that way since sec school. english and chinese.
but you see. i just can't type something emotional without sounding cliched, melodramatic or plain cheesy!
(speaking of cheesy. the baked rice at pasta mania was way out of my threshold of cheese toleration. urgh.)
yes so i cannot type an emotional entry without feeling like an idiot. so i will not.
and to cut a very long story short, i'm not exactly feeling much better now. but i'd live. haha.
sorry girls. but i'm really ok :)

anyway. some guy likes some girl whom he hasnt even met yet and now they're together. n he still hasnt met her yet and has no idea what she looks like and there's every possibility that this girl doesn't even exist. but that poor guy is already besotted.
*weirdos*

i'm not going for fenzu today because
1. i woke up at 11.30 today which is totally record breaking. yeah but i slept at 2 last night..
2. i have a minor headache which will most probably morph into a full blown one if i don't rest at home
3. i'm feeling extremely cranky because sister woke me up most inconsiderately this morning by banging doors shouting at my poor brother. well well looks like the whole world is PMS-ing too.
4. i do not fancy going to play a song which i have already played zillions of times
and..
5. i'm still very very very very very...... cranky. i need a thesaurus.
cranky:
bad-humored
bearish
bitchy
cantankerous
choleric
crabby
cross
crotchety
cussed
disagreeable
grouchy
grumpy
hot-tempered
ill-humored
irascible
mean
ornery
perverse
quick-tempered
ratty
snappish
tetchy
ugly
vinegary
yes yes welcome to minyan's thesaurus where i help you to find alternatives to words that would probably not come out for your GP. and while i'm probably the top 6% for GP i'm also the bottom 6% for chem.
-no link-
vinegary!! i'm feeling all vinegary!!
doesn't vinegary apply to being jealous too?

yeah well i digressed.
and.......
6. i'm feeling really vinegarish and bearish and rattish. zoo of emotions eh? har har har. not funny.
7. oh yes oh yes. maths tutorials too. mrs koh is too nice for me to not do her tutorials.

so.. sorry i'm really not feeeling well man.

anyway CCO has a charity concert sometime next week in aid of the tsunami disaster.
and.
i'm not invited back.
aw whatever. i told you cui's mad at me already.
alright the real reason is probably that i'm not exactly needed in those songs anyway.
never mind i don't want to get screamed at by ttk again.
n besides i am already getting that free buffet dinner at parkroyal hotel. :)

urgh. that sambal sotong is burning my tongue.
gotta get water.