my Get Out of Jail for Free Card for:
1. being very irritable and cranky
2. being tired and sleepy
3. not being able to do my tutorials for next week

i have to perform tomorrow. okay? okAy???

and i. am. not. looking. forward. to. it.
whose fantastic idea is it to not put the tickets at sistic?? huh??
as usual ticket sales are terrible because people don't even know that a concert is happening
and oh of course people are just plain not interested.
even supposedly musically-trained people.
sad case. but not that i don't empathise.
who would want to sit through two entire hours of zheng??! it doesn't matter if there would be famous players, they don't care!! it doesn't matter either that their friends are performing too!! and seriously, who on earth would care that I AM SUPPOSED TO SELL THE BLARDY TICKETS!!
-looks on innocently-


it really irks me you know. it really does.
and what else irks/is irking me right now?
the thought of having to perform during cny for the school
WHICH
is full of people who look down on us/stereotype us/think CO is there solely to play stupid disgusting cliche cny YEUCKSS songs to entertain them.
i HATE all these moronic songs!!! -spits-
i would gladly perform for you, if you only knew how to appreciate it.
but since this school is such an stupid school (i am sounding so juvenile. and i'm running out of colourful vocabulary to describe vj.)
i really don't feel obliged to do so.
why should i be there on stage doing my best to play some music when all of you down there are just talking away not giving a damn about what's going on??
so yeah. i really don't give a damn either.


in the future, if anybody asks me to go support him/her during his/her concert, i WOULD NOT GO.
unless he/she has supported me of course -sweet smile-
it's a simple matter of li shang wang lai.
you support me, i support you.
you don't, then don't ask me to. :)
because you seee.. WASTE my money and my travelling time.
when it could be spent doing more productive and meaningful and interesting things like..
oh! tutorials of course. so incredibly important these tutorials! i CANNOT forsake 3 hours going to a concert!!
psffffft. CO. who gives a shit!