finally!! meteora is back on my playlist!!
but my original copy is still lost
*broods.
thanks lyd dear. for your burned copy hah.
going to lyd's house today was in fact a great idea.
candice seah lyd n me. brownie baking again!
haha what a great laugh we had.
swoon. i just love brownieeees.

back to what i was saying yesterday
some fanatic (note that i said fanatic. not fan) of sly actually said he was a better Singapore Idol because he could sing in chinese.
if that wasnt a racist statement i wouldnt know what it was.
utterly disgusting. n u live in singapore??
these fanatics. spending hours at a go camping outside mediacorp just to catch a glimpse of sly.
what's the point??
and when they start screaming, uraarghhh.
repeat. nothing against sly. nothing against his fans.
i quote from somebody: "sylvester may have legions of screaming teenage gurl fans behind him, but TAUFIK has da support of ALL---kids, teenage gurls AND guys n adults! fr various races too! :] TAUFIK, u r da man! im rooting fer u in da grand finals! :]
but. no doubt. sly is easier to market.
bahh. it all comes down to the point that jessea shouldnt even have been voted off in the first place.
crown her the spore idol and we're done.
what will happen tomorrow?
repeat. i'm neutral. (sheeshh. i'm so afraid of saying something wrong now. wldnt want to incur the wrath of the thousands of fans)
BUT
i'm giving 2 bucks to lydia to help me vote for taufik la-la.

take everything from the inside and throw it all away
cos i swear for the last time i won't trust myself with you

linkin park oh linkin park.

i wanna be pushed aside so let me go
let me take back my life i rather be all alone
anywhere on my own cos i can see
the very worst part of you is me

*rueful smile.

this isnt what i wanted to be i never thought that what i said would have you running from me. like this.

alright. i just miss my cd can?

i know i'll never trust a single thing u say
you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
and all the lies have got you floating up above us all
but what goes up has got to fall

la-la-la. just scroll it.

it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone

i'm just entertaining myself.

sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there'll never be a past

drums fingers. dick lee is cute. heh. *i can hear lydia screaming

and now you become a part of me
you'll always be right here
you've become a part of me
you'll always be my fear
i cant seperate myself from what i've done
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you
i let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
giving up a part of me
i let myself become you

from memory dahling. purely from memory.

i'll never fight again
and this is how it ends.
i'm breaking the habit.
tonight.

you heard me. loud and clear.