heyyaa.

wat a long lazy break.
managed to squeeze in a bit of studying, but wasnt much.
teachers' day performance was fab. in fact, i think all victorians were so proud of their teachers tt when they got back to their sec schs they were all talking abt it.
really funny. now i see where the sch gets their culture from.
i mean can u imagine any other sch teachers willing to lose face in front of all their students on teachers day?
cooooll.

went back dhs after the performance.
haha. all 30+ of us( n tt's like only 1/4 of the whole lot of us who came here) filled up the entire 608.
wat can i say. i love my alma mater. but seriously.. can they put up more interesting performances tt dont repeat yr after yr??
oh but i did hear a very powerful rendition of christina aguilera's reflections. quite amazing in fact.
jia n i were chatting to the Lus! haha. i was more of complaining rather. abt.. stuff. well. he said it cant be helped. *shrugs*
mdm ong is still so cute!
didnt want to go talk to helmi at first, but 4E went so i had to go along. well it didnt turn out so bad after all. n for some reason he sTILL reminds me of ronald susilo, just not as cool.
oh. n i finally realised where i acquired my stoning skills from. you know that kind? where u look like u're paying attention but actually ur mind is elsewhere? ahh. whenever ttk launches into one of his CO history stories, my mind just switches off. seriously. i have managed to look like i'm listening to him, n i can do so up to 2hrs. :D
ah. i love dhs. n forever my dhsco.

afterwards, me jiayin mj yuexin huimin n zhi went bugis for lunch.
tell u man. hadnt had such fun for a long time.
basically yin n i were laughing at mj's silly antics all the way. typical! sorry dude. but tt means u're cute enough for us to laugh at eh? haha.
n yin!! the neoprints we painstakingly took, in the end we canceled out the ones we didnt one!!!!
haha so we ended up with two horrendously funny neoprints.
one with zhi walking past the camera lens like sadako.
n the other with, ahem, jiayin's beautiful pose. (cue mj's hysterical laughter) oh n mj looking all angelic in the photo.
but really. we look good. haha. natural!
then there was shangyin.
mj busy fending off advances from teacher tian n wang mama. (one wants to marry her daughter to him n the other wants to marry him) yin n me hid in the room downstairs rotting away cuz we cldnt find the zheng ppl!!
in the end they moved to another room outside.
n somebody, naturally, thought the full-length window was a sliding door n attempted to open it.
tsktsk. my jrs n teacher cldnt stop laughing.
ok la. nice guy for helping us open the door!

so in the end, the person who wanted to go mugging ended up spending the most time outside.
and who said they wld reach mac at 8 today to study!!!
thank goodness i was smart enough to know that they wld surely stand me up.
so i reached at 9.45. thank goodness yin n co arrived half n hr later!!
if not i wld have to be there all alone until 12 when the two lazy pigs finally showed up.
it was so NOT a fruitful day.
because we were all too distracted. n zhi's hse is too comfy. :P
oh this is a note to jam. huizhi's brother LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE TC IN ONE OF HIS PHOTOS!
shld have sat with ahyin n co at the dining table instead of lying on the sofas in the living room.
all three of us ended up napping on hydrocarbons.
THEN we were distracted by dhsco vcds!
we started by watching the 2002 vcd. tian shan sheng hui. one of my fav songs.
then we were all laughing at kes. who's silly behaviour had unfortunately been CAUGHT ON TAPE! because he was sitting RIGHT BEHIND THE SOLOIST!! n the camera happened to ZOOM IN ON HIM!
haha. go check it out man. u look funny.
then we were all suddenly in the dhsco-mood so we watched most of the 2003 vcd too.
taking turns to make fun alternatively at mj's ahpek hairstyle n my yucky specs.
so cldnt really get down to study after all the excitement.
then zhi took out her camera n started taking vids of us!!
oh n she got mj to pose for her. happy-angry-sad-happy?-chiobu-yandao-pose. *roOllls eyes*
so when we were watching the sch belle show on chan8, we were saying when mj becomes a star on chan8 we can sell that video for tons of cash. :)
apparently his sister tried to send his particulars for tt show but somehow failed!
but think Jcs dont allow such shows to come anyway?
haha. funny.

sigh. time for sch tmr yet again.
it's week 10 for goodness sake.

i was wondering.
have i always been second best?
refusing to accept that fact n living in denial?
i still do not think so.
but in the eyes of others. i'm never the best. NEVER.
they see whats on the surface n not whats within.
i may lose upfront. but hidden ones?i dont think so.
in one area i can accept it graciously.
but in the other. no.
has it always been this way? fighting for the best?
or am i just a victim of my own paranoia.
i am good n i know it.
yet others believe otherwise. n the way some put it. hell. it sucks.
oh who cares what they say.
after all. i am the one who can put off practice n yet still be good.
how's that for true talent?

wat am i talking abt anyway!
whole load of rubbish.
ignore what i said please.