reminder to self: just because you're nice and forgiving, doesn't mean other people are the same.
not pinpointing anyone, but it's just that i'm pretty upset because for the first time in my NBS life people are unhappy at me over project stuff. i take pride in doing my work and giving quality contribution towards projects, so it's especially upsetting when your friends seem to think otherwise. it IS my fault this time round, but there's bound to be communication breakdown when different people have different focus on all the different projects. and because of that ONE module which is taking up all my time and energy (it just gives me a heart attack week after week when i'm faced with the same blank silence again and again) i have to neglect my other projects
and i think i'm upset because i've been putting in so damn much effort into my work, but just because it's not the one that they can see, they don't seem to want to believe you. and that's just not.. helpful.
maybe sometimes it's better to just let things blow over by themselves instead of bringing it up.
i'm just completely sian-ed by the dynamics of the group.
and i'm still upset.
because if there's one thing i completely loathe, it's people being upset with me.
i don't give a crap when it's people i don't like/don't care/cant be bothered with
but when it's your friends, it just sucks.
im going to sleep
ah 算了吧. i can't worry about such things now. i've got tons of work to do. :)
and why does nobody want to call me for interview for PA! :(
maybe i should have just agreed to go for the lunch with the dean. they were supposed to be discussing internship opportunities. :(
my gpa is alright what! i thought i did my cover letter pretty well!
WHY DOES NOBODY WANT TO CALL ME.
mapletree call me soooooon.