like jiayin said, sometimes we're really just too nice for our own good. and that's why we get bullied by evil scheming people, we get bullied by disgusting groupmates who don't pull their weight. (i MUST COMPLAIN. i'm still NOT DONE complaining)

and mandy's mom once said i'm too nice that's why i'm going to get bullied in the workplace. and sure enough, i got bullied by that disgusting boss of mine. (but never mind her 'cos she's going to pay when i go back and become her boss)

i always think that people deserve the benefit of the doubt/deserve a 2nd chance.

but this semester has really opened up my eyes to the extent that people don't give two hoots about school work. i guess these people exist more in marketing than anywhere else. or they just all happen to be in my classes damnit.

i told many friends i can separate friendship and work. that's why i didn't blow up when these people screw me up over and over again, throw all the work to me again and again.

but very soon i'm not going to be able to keep it in any longer. these people are just pushing it. when i start to get irritated with you even when we're no longer talking about work, you know you have crossed the line where i can turn a blind eye towards the rubbish you've been giving me week after week

sometimes i wonder, do i want these people to contribute, or not? even if they do, they're giving me rubbish which makes me feel like throwing my laptop at them, or i have to explain something so basic which should have been understood eons ago. and then i may very well have to reedit the work they have done.

so ultimately, am i not just doing the thing myself?

talk about being stuck between a rock and a hard place. SHEESH.

just thinking about it makes my blood boil.

it's not a goddamn elective. i CANNOT fathom why these people are treating these modules like they can S/U it.

however, i do seem to be thriving under all these pressure. at least i don't feel like i'm wasting my university fees (unlike last semester) and i do think i'm producing better work. but most of all, i seem to have developed a perfectionist streak when it comes to essays and the like. (ie what they give me is crap - i must redo everything. HAHA. just for that one module/few persons though. i still like my other groups/groupmates :))

on to happier things!

ah wen's 21st! haha haven't seen him for so long but still the same ol' funny ah wen! (and i STILL haven't gotten to eat any birthday cake!! 4 birthdays, no cake)

supper with the usual peeps! (nice people who do their parts during project and get bullied by other people hahahah)

yuexin is eating a plant.

MS!! hahahah :)

hahah yuexin's cousin is so funny.

me: "do i really seem that好欺负to people??"
yuexin's cousin: "eh i dunno leh. i never thought of bullying you so i dunno"
ahhahaha.