i feel inexplicably exasperated.
i think some people really need to die, literally, before i can start feeling forgiving.
yes, very vindictive and poisonous. but sometimes i don't see how there's fairness. where's the karma? HELLO KARMA?! NEED SOME HELP HERE.
why is that some people are allowed to get away with bloody murder and not be punished for it?! (not in the literal sense, of course) why does karma allow these people to screw others around over and over again and let them go on with their happy lives with the fucked up attitude that they can do pretty much whatever they damn well please and have fate on their sides? (and they usually do, which makes this even more frustrating. because they know, and they can get away with anything)
is there a balance in any of this? or are all these (unfortunately-for-society)-blessed people just going to continue to have their way while the rest of us just sit here and wonder where's the fairness?

HOW? how come some people can screw up so many people and still go on with their lives with absolute conviction that their consciences are clear?! is it that the lack of karma feeds their sense of empowerment, that there's absolutely no way that things could ever go wrong with them? who's going to stop all these people before they go around harming more?!


and 214 is pissing the hell outta me.
i want to quit school lar. screw all this school work shit.