two assignments - marketing and emotions elective.
both revolving around personal stuff, one slightly more so than the other.

for emotions report, we were supposed to analyse two emotional events of our choice (ie. anger, happy, embarrassement etc) big surprise which emotion i chose.
it should hardly be difficult at all: i dont need to come up with a fake story and i've ranted enough about it. yet i was apprehensive when starting on the report. i actually feared how i would react. because bitchin' about it on your blog is one thing, but crystallising it in a report to be handed in for grading is quite another. yes, i was definitely worried that i won't be able to get a good grade for it. but there's something else.

perhaps, a fear of being forced to analyse it from a rational point of view, from a psychological point of view.
perhaps, a fear of being confronted by all the past emotions, being forced to analyse all those emotions, which means that i have to relive all of them.
hardly the most fun thing to do yes?
i'm halfway through it, and i realised that i'm going to need to cut down quite abit if i want to have room for the second hissy-fit event. hahaha.
Good Friend expressed disgust about mentioning this whole thing in a report (ie. "put this in the report? so flattering la!") but hey, if it gets me a good grade, i don't give a crap man. maybe i'd even get sympathy marks! -chortles-

and as for the other report. not exactly a walk in the park either. forced to analyse my self-image. exhausting man. but i'm done with it and that makes me so damn happy :D working at the airport does wonders indeed!