suddenly i am extremely pek cek.
i have been pretty stoic for the past many weeks now. there hasnt been any massive moodswings nor have i felt any extremes of emotion. i feel very sedated. even when people come and kaobei me, instead of the usual pangs of annoyance and irritance i used to feel, i now feel absolutely nothing. these things, that would have set me off in an angst-filled tantrum in the past, now does nothing for me. all water off the duck's back.

however, since 人的忍耐是有限度的, it may just take another kaobei person/undone assignment to push me off the edge.