i'm feeling uninspired.
i'm feeling really uninspired because -pouts- i screwed up my GP essay.
-folds arms- i don't wanna talk about it. :(
i must read the newspapers more often.

anyway, no time to mope! i shall feel smug and smirk gloatingly over my successful shopping trip today. oh yes before i do that, i shall have to thank mandy n seah for their patience when accompanying me. :) very nice of 'em. i think i would have to kill myself if i had to accompany me on shopping trips.
yes, so i bought:
earrings
sandals
black top from some surf shop
adidas top
jeans
skirt.
BODY SHOP HAHAHA.

and now for the best part: everything within 120 bucks.

why am i so pro??!!!


onto other stuff! (before i drive all of you crazy with jealousy while i chuckle evily to myself heeeheeeheee)
some people are really quite funny today. or maybe it's just because i'm hyper after a good workout.

conversation:
sianghan: "next time when i have money i will go and stay in switzerland. switzerland is a good place because it is a neutral country. then i'll go stay in the mountains, eat chocolates everyday and buy a lot of swatch watches. "
me: "............."
me: (afterthought) "switzerland's no longer neutral la. that's why they're scrapping the Swiss chapter in SS. anyway you eat chocolates everyday you're just going to grow fat" (here we go again)
sh jam n me then bicker on for awhile about sh n his expanding waistline while he insists that he's not fat.
sh: "okay la. australia is also a good place to stay. i will stay on a farm buy a kangaroo then get a panda."
me (howls with laughter): "panda!!! panda!!!!"
sh: (oblivious to stupi... mistake):"what what??"
me: "do you not mean KOALA??"
sh: (translate to chinese for funnier impact) "whose father tell you panda cannot live in australia?? next time i'm going to buy a panda from china then put it in my farm with my kangaroo!"

alright. you have to be there to find if funny.


i am feeling.. confused because i shouldn't be feeling this way.
because it's wrong and it's against everything i've said before.
i can't feel this way because..
oh wat the hell. it's just wrong and stupid. and i'm going to end up getting hurt again.
(i think i may have typed something like this a long time ago.. hmmmmmmm. -ponders- i am repeating myself. n i AM repeating myself repeating myself. heehee.)
i think 'heehee' is such an annoying phrase to you. somehow it seems to represents expressing glee at the expense of others. "heeeheeeheee!"
i digress.
i am a very confused girl.
who is also very tired physically.
and just plain tired of trival matters.

for good times and bad times. i'll be on your side forever more. that's what friends are for..

is that ever true.
more than often not, it doesn't stay that way. you can pledge your loyalty to each other, pledge to be there for each other. but sometimes the most minor things can come between each other. just because of a simple misunderstanding.
and is it worth it to let the friendship crumble away because of that?
because one wrong move, things may just change for good. and by then, maybe it's a little too late for regrets.
don't be rash.
some things can really change forever. i know that.