dunno wat to think anymore. i'm beat. chem spa tmr. co concert. hw. pw. midyrs. $$ probs. read someone's blog n was rather disturbed. read another person's blog n wondered if she has been lying. heard some stuff frm other ppl tt made me upset momentarily. one whole chunk of problems. realised tt i've become immune to all this s*** for the time being. throw it to the back of my mind. it does not concern me now n i cannot b bothered. yes. take things in my stride.
everybody is so complicated. i used to have the habit of putting myself into the shoes of other ppl. try to find out wat they r thinking. have since given up trying to do it. they r way too complicated for me. n there r many things i rather not know or find out. sometimes it's gd to be kept in denial.
well i dun want to get back the old habit of pyscho-analysing everything again. maintain a neutral mind.