For the most part, I know I am looking forward to it, very much so. But on some part I can't help feeling way out of depth and a complete fraud and that it'd only be a matter of time before I blow my own cover - I actually don't belong.
OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE SELF, WHAT ARE YOU, 18? Leave that self-esteem shit behind. No time for self-doubting.
Oh dual personality, how you confuse me so.