then you say "but i wouldnt want to get together with a guy i'm barely friends with?"
i should think that the most logical way that things would work out is if there's already initial attraction, THEN you get to know the guy for a reasonable period of time, THEN you get together should things work out. please don't even make the mistake of liking your friend after you two are really close: chances are the guy doesn't and won't like you. alright, there's room for allowances but this is just purely from my extremely biased point of view.
because, one more story i found out today. it started off with random conversations, suspicion with a photo collage, bits and pieces of eavsdropping and followed by a dramatic realisation with a disappearance. HAHA. yes ultra drama can, capped off with the gloomy rainy weather in school that seemed to echo everyone's heartache.
(i have no idea why but it especially pains me when i see a guy distraught over such matters, even though i may not even know the person personally, because it's so rare to see a guy being upset over things like that)
well anyway, the story ended up making me feeling really weird. weird, but glad that i'm not involved in the potential mess that could happen, because it'd be extremely odd should things, er, get messy. (sorry. lack of vocab because i'm woozy) but obviously i could empathise with her and i actually feel rather damn sorry for her because damnit have i been stuck in that very same situation myself for years.
ah well. it was an odd, odd day.
that's why i ended up rambling on and on to Good Friend on the way home, because i just COULD NOT pinpoint what i was feeling. i'm definitely not angry nor upset nor happy. it's just a niggling little feeling at the pit of my stomach.
surreal.
-shrugs-
OH WHO CARES. it's the weekend! :) time for me to finally start studying abit and of course more catching up on HK dramas and Scrubs!
oh and a HAPPY BELATED 22nd BIRTHDAY post to my Good Friend. (i don't like your name so i wont post it here. HAHAHA)i always find it extremely amusing how i didn't really like my marketing group last year when i was first thrown (literally) into that group. and obviously i didn't start off with a good impression of Good Friend and thought he was a dao person whom i would have nothing to say to. (haha and apparently the thought was mutual -.-)well after hours of being all stuck together on one marketing project after another, same-direction-train-rides, i realised that the dao kia was actually a person that i could blabber rubbish to without feeling paiseh, be as vulgar as i want to, and he is also one of the rare few people that i could ramble on for literally hours on msn. not only that, he was also a good source of bitchy gossip with his endless stories about stupid girls and stupider guys (HAHA), and also a useful outlet for my spur-of-the-moment angry rants, not to mention for good brotherly advice :) oh yeah and a terrific source of motivation last semester for me to do my tutorials with his amazing rate in completing assignments. hahaha.
happy birthday lah stupid friend. stop being childish and start acting your age please. hahaha. hope you and da sao would be happy everyday :)
and today was formal wear day yet again. i seriously have to start shopping for more formal tops soon, if not every single time you'd see me in the same togs :(
and having a camera phone with a lovely large screen would naturally translate into much camwhoring during lessons. not entirely my fault also lah, i'm stuck with two other camwhores :D
