what an incredibly trying week.

it started off most horribly on tuesday where i was
1.) bored to tears by my marketing tutor. can somebody please explain to me why Consumer Behaviour can be so INCREDIBLY DRY AND DULL?
2.) not impressed with my marketing class. alright, not impressed is the wrong phrase, more like, i feel no affinity. but it's early days after all, and the dull tutor only served to make things worse.
3.) annoyed to death by my own thoughts. i was apparently still hurting, her presence did not help (so not her fault though. oh do i hate the association sometimes!) but as the days went by i do realise with a little more clarity that this is the way things should be anyway. one day i will pass by that place without feeling the urge to burn it down. HAHA. that place is so cursed; i've had nothing but lousy memories for the past 3 years. if i have to spend CNY there again next year i WILL SCREAM.
(which reminds me of the conversation i had with Good Friend about what he'd do if he had $100million right now. he said he'd get himself a helicopter to fetch him to school, and said that he'd thus need a helicopter pad. i then told him that he's more than welcome to tear down that entire place to build his gigantic landing pad. sorry. just had to type that down haha)
4.) so frustrated with the rapidly piling up of workload that i skipped research methods lecture (for the 2nd time in a row! i HAVE NOT been to a research methods lecture thus far. haha) and went for lunch and dessert with yuexin and huizhi instead.


that one day in school was more than enough to cause me to fall into a stress-induced deep sleep immediately after i reached home. i woke up the next day itching with frustration and annoyance (心浮气躁 would be most apt to describe the feeling), and promptly skipped TCM lecture (2nd time too. i have no motivation lah) in a lame attempt to catch up on my work. instead, i spent half the time doing my work in a most half-hearted fashion and spent the other half watching Sex and the City and Scrubs. :)


thursday and friday passed by more peacefully as the screaming urge to return to bed at 545 in the morning became a little more manageable, and i was even in a relatively pleasant mood this morning, but i attribute it to the fact that it was friday and there was a long weekend ahead to look forward to :) i even got myself a lil' motivation for the early friday morning class. HAHAHA. CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE! my same friend by the very same association (yes, another one. sigh) cannot confirm whether he's attached, but ah well, no harm in eyeing! -grins-


and apparently, the combination of gym in the past weeks coupled with the stress and sickness had drastic effects on my weight. unfortunately, as i've complained most grouchily to william, i cannot see where i am losing the weight LEH. i think my weighing scale is lying to me.



week 2. merely week 2. it's going to be a very tough semester.