sometimes, don't you think some people just make you lose faith in all of mankind?

i think you have to really be over something/somebody before you can truly look back, and think to yourself in horror that you've just wasted almost a fifth of your life away on something you should have forgotten, too long a time ago.

i mean, why do some people act this way? i think i will never be able to understand.

well, i'm so glad to say that i've finally seen the light, for awhile now. so blindingly clear. annoying that it took so long, but i'm just relieved that it's truly over. so odd, don't you think. it's as though one day you wake up, and you realise that, you've managed to haul yourself out of the pithole. oh, the sweet sense of relief!
but then, i know that some of my dearest friends aren't there yet. and it sucks because i see that they're going through exactly the same thing i went through. torturing themselves with the endless questions, the what-ifs, the occasional high with the inevitable low that would follow. i truly want to help, but there's nothing i can do because the cliche of time heals actually means something. but then again, i won't want them to waste so much time before it finally ends, like i have!!

ARGH.
i so do not understand these people. do all these people hailing from the same place act the same way!?

and it irritates me further because i now have the disposition to think that all these people are just jerks. you may not be able to tell at first, but when you know them long enough, you'd find out that they aren't actually as nice as they had seemed initially.
even when some people may actually be truly sweet and nice.



aiya. i shall irritate myself no more.