i swear beetles have something against me. not do they often like to fly haphazardly into my room, they also like to come buzzing towards me even when i'm in the living room and my whole family is there. out of everyone, ME. like they all inherently know that i'm the one who's likely to scream the loudest should they fly towards me.


so anyway i'm up at this unholy time (i'm usually not up until about 4 hours later) because one of those disgusting little bastards flew into my room at around 2am last night. i was damn peeved because the resident Beetle Catcher (my sister) was already fast asleep. anyhow, to cut a long story short that nasty cretin was minding his own business, you know, usual business of banging itself on the light, until it banged itself against one of the metal legs of my table with a really LOUD 'PING' and the buzzing stopped (i could only presume that it has managed to knock itself OUT.) so i thought, fantastic, now i can sleep in peace.

WRONG. or at least, right, up til now.

stupid thing buzzed so loudly at the window above my head that i was jolted out of my sleep. (see? once again, so many windows, must choose the one above my head leh) after several futile attempts to go back to sleep (bastard buzzed intermittently and woke me up whenever i was about to fall back to slumberland) i picked up my pillow and blanket and headed over to my parent's bedroom to try to sleep there. and then the buzzing started again! ok i swear i was not hearing things. either the beetle followed me over there (hahaha. that sentence looked funny) or there's another one of those evil things lurking in my parent's bedroom too.

i wanted to gave the whole "i-am-hearing-things" idea a shot but after 5 minutes of the same damn buzzing i gave up and went back to my room and switched on my laptop. and i can tell you as i am typing this entry, since 15 minutes ago, i have not heard a single buzzing sound, which just shows you that those things are out to get me to wake up at this crazy time. later you see ah, when i go back to my bed, the buzzing will start again.


bastards.



and this is why i have no fear of dogs or cats or even lizards but these brainless kamikazes just freak the hell outta me. oh yeah, those and cockroaches. yeurk.


oh well. it's just as well anyway. i was having dream that could very well turn out into a nightmare (one of those with evil people trying to kill you should you find out their evil secret. HAHA) it's weird how all my dreams lately are all really vivid and i can remember what was most of them about even after i wake up for awhile.
oh remember the orlando bloom dream? heh couple of days ago it was raymond lam! HAHAHA :) and heng ah, this time round no phone rang, just that i couldn't really remember what really happened. oh but what the heck, raymond lam leh!



think i'll go make myself some breakfast. it's been quite awhile since i've had some, having always woken up at noon.



actually, i think it's a good thing that i'm cooped up at home for the rest of the hols. this way, i don't get to go out and fritter away my pocket money, and instead, i can save all of 'em up and splurge at one of those Back to School shopping trips! seah! let's go shopping at the end of the hols okay! and god save me i've just discovered another two more online stores selling absolutely GORGEOUS clothes!! :( oh the irony.