IT MAKES ME SICK


when people whom you originally thought much better of, go and do things that are just plain, SICKENING.

fine i'm in no position to judge.





i'm having particularly strong feelings towards this because

I HAD A BLOODY NIGHTMARE YESTERDAY.

i kid you not. these are the stuff nightmares are made up of. not ghouls or whats-not.
the really terrifying nightmares are those which reflect your true fears.
those where every single thing you've ever dread of happening in your life, happens.
it's not fun.
i woke up feeling uneasy the whole day.
and i can tell you
it was so real that i could feel all the hatred coming back into place all at once.
well what was it?
let's just say it had something to do with one of your closest friends backstabbing you over the very person that you used to hate.

i never ever felt so relieved when i woke up.
because the horror, the shock and the hurt was too real.
plus that jerk smirked at me. *$&*@!!

note: 'jerk' is gender inspecific.


crap. now i'm in a bad mood again.
-grumble-


and anyway i think alot of people are starting to realise that the GP paper qn 7 was a trick qn.
you don't answer the question
you DIE.

fine. i think i'm halfway there already.


i think i deviated from my main pt about why i'm having nasty thoughts about the people who are sickening.
ahem.
my point being.
there's nothing quite like having someone you thought you could trust, not only killing that trust, but also throwing it back into your face.
heaven help me that there would never be such a day.
because one nightmare was real enough for me to want to throw up.



hello i can try to put myself in your shoes to see things from your perspective.
all i can see is lack of self-control, and a lack of conscience
and a lack of very basic values that made you stoop to such a level.
i don't care if there was a 'connection' or whatever
many things are off-limits
this being one of them.


ladies/gentlemen, the last thing you should ever do, if you still want a shred of respect from anyone, is to cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend





note: post has been exaggerated (as usual) to protect -cough- the identities of mentioned people.
it has (as usual) been twisted waaay out of proportion such that it no longer resembles the original story that it is supposed to be.
quit guessing because in reality, the post was almost a made up story.
better still, just take it as a figment of my wild imagination (as usual)