STUPIDITY AND ME


oh why does it not surprise me?
that i'm going to regret
what i've done


i think i may finally grasped the absurdity of it all.
why something like that had happened.

i finally understand.

not because it was important, not because it mattered.
but because it was a niggling matter
that flawed the seamless plan.
fix it.
and it'd be perfect.
who cares what happened after that?
i understand.
and i'm doing that.
soothe the worry. that's all.


by the way i don't really care if no one understands what i'm talking about.


i'm trying to watch Closer without my mom knowing.
:)