In Just A Space of Three Weeks..


i have,
managed to break down in tears from sheer exhaustion and frustration from studying bio and econs. two days consecutively.

i have,
managed to forget just about most of the things i've studied in less than a week.

i have,
managed to screw up just about every single paper.

i have,
considered dropping bio. or econs. or maths. or bio. hmm. no maybe it's econs. no it's bio! nono. econs now. but i hate maths more. how.
(and the only reason why i didn't consider chem is because i have tuition for it, and it wouldn't do to throw all that money down the drain yah?)

i have,
guessed my way through the chem mcq paper. i should think i would get about 5 marks.



i'm dead.

but just for this one week, i'm not going to care.

i have been averaging on about 4.5 hours of sleep everyday. for the past three bloody weeks.
i do not need this kind of life.





anyway i should think rj students are extremely cool. judging by the things they write in their chem paper.

question: describe and explain how this compound was synthesised from that compound blah blah blah.
answer (1): by magic.
answer (2): it's impossible.


HAHA.



well if you would excuse me.
i'm going to
1. read archies until my eyeballs fall out of their sockets.
2. read harry potter and the half blood prince
3. watch all my tapes of ANTM and lost.
4. not think about my results.



good grief. i found the MEP O level set piece cd.
for all ye ignoramuses, that's this piece which you basically have to listen over and over and over and over and (i can go on) over again until every single waking moment, you're hearing the piece, to the extent that when just a small segment of the piece is played, you MUST be identify WHICH section it is, WHAT key, RELATIONSHIP to the original theme and a thousand other things which i cannot remember.
:)
the good ole days eh.
i listened to this one piece from clementi to bedok once. 90 minute journey divided by 11 minutes. you do the maths.


and anyway after this whole round of exams, i've come to realise that i absolutely abhor people who look down on others.
do not give me that condescending look, idiot.



(i just keep adding on stuff)
some things, i WILL NEVER SAY NEVER AGAIN.
bloody karma.
i should jolly well just admit it, YES, and keep my mouth shut.