do you know that, i still tear a little whenever i hear guan yu on my ipod, whenever i watch the video of us on syf day?

can u imagine actually performing then?

sighhh. i miss that song.

teckchuan says that my eyes were red and watery during the song on concert day!!
damn i shouldnt have looked at him.

but you know it's a chain reaction.

i saw shuhui practically playing her heart out.
then i saw vic tearing.
then i saw seah looking very sad.
then i saw shufang's very bright (=very watery) eyes
then i saw guolaoshi's full-of-concentration face
then i'm affected as well!

so far. this is the one and only song that had such a tremendous impact on me.

i once said that years ago back in dhsco went they played this song for the grand finals, they actually cried themselves.
now i understand why.
the power of music.

i look at the video and i strain to see whether i could see the fighting-back-tears expression on my face.
it was that bad on syf day.
every single time xyz plays that melody, tears would just well up.
and then the dizi solo. even worse.
once it comes to the suona part. okay that's it.




anyway. i have CO outing tomorrow. so i am a VERY HAPPY PERSON NOW! YAY!!