me my ipod and a long bus ride.
just the way i like it.

maths sapped all of whatever energy i have left.
all i can say is, if i don't pass it, then i will be finally resigned to the fact that i truly suck at maths and i deserve to drop it.
and i'm not being sarcastic.
i am resigned. (imagine the resigned tone would ya?)
i never imagined i would actually be threatened to drop maths (of all bloody subjects!) frankly speaking i'd rather drop bio. and now that i'm faced with all these rubbish, i'm seriously considering saving my life from hell from all the bio shat. i've no flair for it. i'm sick of all the memorising. i've minimal interest in it. the only thing that's holding me back from dropping it is that i know i can score well as long as i swallow the whole stack of notes (which would no doubt reach 3 feet by the end of this year).
since my memory space is extremely limited and essential for more rubbish like econs and chem, i'd most probably have NO space for maths and hence i would fail maths during mid years AGAIN. so essentially speaking, quote unquote thomas teo: "you get to skip maths remedial for a term"
hur hur hur.


so face it. i'm stupid. i so should have taken arts.
let me whine. i wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa take meeeepppppppppppp -sob-
i oso wanaaaaaaa take higher chineeeeeeeeese.
then i would be considering s papers instead of r papers nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

whatever. i didn't so i'm not.



you know i actually have tuition tomorrow?
which is a public holiday??
isn't there a rule against this or something!
IT IS REST DAY FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
I NEED REST. I AM GOING CRAZY!!