blogger was screwed yesterday. so i have to retype every single thing i typed yesterday

nahh. i'm not that dumb. i had it saved.

hm. this was what i typed some time back.

anyways mj ah. i think you will win the FOTY thingie because you happen to be the most photogenic of the lot.

haha. how was i to know it would actually come true??
well hey, there are many more year ones than year twos..
okok just kidding!
congrats my dear boy. am proud of you heh :)
me n terri would have to eat our words yeah?
this must be the first time in vj history where a dunmanian actually wins a competition like this.
-pouts-
what happened to my fav??
but at least.. thank GOD. that jackass didn't win.
hm. not bad eh jit? i'd bet u'd be the first FOTY winner to get 4As and 2Ds as well??
hoho.


-muses-
it's better to keep up a happy front than to feel sad disappointed hurt angry yadayada all the time.
blardy tiring.
sometimes when u pretend to be happy, you actually feel so.

i lie pretty well.
no scratch that.
i lie fantastically well.
not that i lie the whole time
but only when it's absolutely necessary.
white lies are essential sometimes.


iamsotired.









oh yes happy birthday mj!
whoo boy. what can i say. you owe me. BIG TIME.
tomorrow you can treat me to dinner hoho.


dear lyd.
me and seah have concluded
there's nothing we can buy for you
BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT!!!
so we're giving you a nice angbao :D
haha.
okay we're just kidding.
we saw something reallyy nice just now at TAKA..
you would just have to wait and see yeah?
;)



i saw more year twos than year threes at the NUS open house today.
well, at least those from vj.
felt damn out of place.
like i'm too young.
well maybe after i highlight my hair, get more clothes (HAHA. no excuses for mom not to let me buy more), i'd look more like someone in the U.
some of the students there asked us if we were coming in this june.
when we replied that we were going in next june, i could feel this profound sense of relief.
like 'whew. i still have more time in vj"
for the first time in the 15 months that i'm here, i actually felt really really glad for where i am.
the open house didnt help much. i'm still lost as before.
and of course it probably doesnt help that my interests and the schools where i should be studying at based on these interests lie at polar ends.
NUS business: cos it's safe. the ad said so itself. it never goes out of style. ie it doesnt matter if you don't like business. just take it cos bloody hell everyone else is already taking it!
NTU mass comm: i want to write. but i don't like NTU. full-stop. but hey. i always have to eat my words.
NUS arts n social sciences: cos there's psychology. i can overanalyse everything until i go mad.
NUS music: kidding! i gave up on that idea eons ago.

bahh. lost as ever.



hm. what's with this.
160 cm tall and 43 kg??!
let's see now.
that's about..70% of the normal weight??
shucks. what's with girls and their diets nowadays.
i hear about girls who deprive themselves of even their normal meals just to loose those extra pounds.
i have no objections about that.
but when you are already severely underweight, it's just plain disgusting.
so many skinny anorexics running around these days.
of course, if you're naturally skinny, then i've got nothing to say
jeez.