i've typed a whole lot of shit just now. but i've decided to delete all of it.

for what.
for what.


there's nothing i can do now.

right now i just want to curl up and die.


welcome to my life people.


don't accuse me of being a martyr. i never believed in being one.

but you wouldn't understand how it feels right now.

so girl. how do you feel right now?
like dying.



leave me alone.



if i've maligned you. i'm sorry.


i've forseen this thing coming anyway.

it's always my fault.
(please. don't tell me that i'm just saying it. i'm not being sarcastic. i have nothing to be sarcastic about)