do pardon me, but i'm feeling cranky once again.

word of advice: it's erm, not really a good idea to tell your friend that you'd call him/her later to meet up then proceed to conveniently forget all about it/don't even bother to call, making your friend wait for ages for your dumb phone call.
no no, not a good idea at all, because usually people just get fed up and storm home.
then proceed to get all cranky and mad and subsequently spend the next 3 hours ranting and raving on his/her blog, SUBSEQUENTLY missing singapore idol AND the champions. he/she will then get all the more pissed off.
So? remember, don't do that to anybody. it's not really nice, not to mention the lack of basic courtesy.
who me? don't look at me! nothing happened.

i was feeling bloody lousy this whole afternoon thanks to the lack of 1/2 a mark to push my econs up a grade.
mr ueng was nice enough to take my paper back to check if he could help, but i guess you don't usually give 1/2 marks for essays.
thanks a lot to some people. "huh? u need a half a mark ah? to pass?"
shut your mouth.
i don't need that bloody 1/2 mark to pass. oh i'm so sorry, it's not even to a D.
don't look down on me, i'll prove all of you wrong one of these days.

guess my holidays would be spent reading more newspapers and other intellectual stuff. *chuckles
that's what mr chew adviced me and jam to do today, so that we would be able to push for an A by next yr for gp, and not just remain stagnant at the b3 grade.
definitely going to listen to that. his advice is never ever wrong.
and it was really inspirational and a great motivation.
how many tutors actually bother to give u advice like this??
just when i thought i totally suck at all the subjects, gp brought me great hope.
(do keep in mind that i have almost lost hope with all my other subjects but we can leave that aside)
yes so what if it's not an A level subject.
you can't exactly take S papers with a lousy grade in GP even if you have 4As can you?
WORK hard on my gp!!
i heard today someone with 4As getting a C6 for GP and was all pissed.
i don't exactly feel very sorry for that person because apparently she was being bloody snobbish, going around telling everybody she got 4As. come to think of it, she was ALREADY telling people she got yada yada how many As even before the results were out.
*zips mouth. i aint saying anything.

i'm getting crankier by the minute.
i'm also that teeny bit of depressed again.
listening to christina aguilera's the voice within.
that song. always never fails to make me tear.
especially on a day like this.
not so emotionally ready as i thought i would be i guess!

oh man. i have the same necklace douglas oliverio has. *look of horror
ahh. that's what "i don't wanna miss a thing" should sound like. finally, somebody who can carry off that song decently. slyvester is CoOl.