i seem to have something against teachers nowadays. juz yesterday another one pissed me off. this is wat i wld like to say to him
why bother being for teacher-in-charge when u look down on us? u keep saying tt our morale is low n all tt, but who's the one who's causing it? u say we're lousy. do u actualli know tt we're all frm dhsco? no one frm dhsco is lousy. period. u say we lack talents. den wat do u call ppl like shuhui? like tengwen? they're lousy too? abt the performance for college day. it's not tt we lack talents so we're unable to perform. it's because we lack ppl. n why do we lack ppl? because it's teachers like you tt cause the morale of the cca to be so god-damn-bloody low tt no one wants to come. the dhsco ppl hate to see the cca in this state too. we want to do sth. but when u're arnd u're juz making things worse.
n i hate the fact tt i seem to be filling the posts of other incompetent ppl. bloody hell. if u wan to run for tt post den do ur bloody job! ok so i dun mind doing it. but hey. u're getting the pearls pts for nth.
this is a bad day. i'm in such a foul mood.
ok so wat's nxt on the list?
yes i was sick yet i came back for pe rehearsal.
i realised tt to play better, i have to get irritated n pissed off. so i sat there listening to gershwin, fuming abt the fact tt it's not me who's playing the 3 stupid preludes even though i have been playing them since forever. n they got me a distinction in higher music. watever. yea. i'm still brooding over tt. i'm such an idiot.
anyway was there really a need to do curtain calls for like 5 times? these things are supposed to b done naturally. dhs musical ccas nv do such stuff. cmon we dun even have full dress rehearsals.
everytime a paper's gonna come back, i wld b all moody the day before. i'd be praying for a pass in bio. heck. i dun deserve this. bio's supposed to b my best science until it flopped during Os. yes. so i forgot all the stuff i'm supposed to have memo-ed. yes. i shld have started earlier. there are 77 more days to promos. shld i start now? n forget everything later? bahh. why am i not smart like mj or lydia.
n i still want to slap her. like today when she walked past. grrr. i have nv ever wanted to slap somebody so much before!! damn. tt face of hers. disgusting.
on a much lighter note. sent jenyuh off yest. welll. wat can i say. the feeling's kinda weird. we werent too close to her n didnt have much time to interact with her. so i guess it's understandable tt she spent more time with her AJ classmates n sec sch frens. haha. the S22 bunch were neglected. but i understand. n it got me thinking. if i were(was?)going overseas to study, who wld come to send me off? presuming tt S22, MEP peeps n dhsco ppl wld come, i wld naturally wan to spend more time with the dhsco n MEP ppl. but den again. i'm not going, so i'm not thinking abt it.