ooh. i'm so tired again.
reached sch at 9 today for the VIP open hse. was supposed to perform but i think tengwen's a much better choice haha. n i'm the type who wld feel so malu n juz hide in one corner. co ended so damn late tt we actualli missed dhsco's announcing of the new com!! aarghhh.. when me lydia n jingying chionged into the LT, the new com was alr sitting there! damn..i cant believe i missed it! but this yr there's totally no atmosphere. wat happened to our yearly jiantao+weilao!! n apparently the news of the com had alreadi been leaked out, such tt many of them alreadi knew tt they wld b in the com. yucks. how cld such things happen!
well anyway. went for busking after tt. wasnt exactly wat i expected. was kinda expecting many ppl surrounding the performers watching.. but it was more like ppl taking a glance than walking away. i have no idea how they're going to raise 5000bucks. many ppl juz dun even bother to donate. ooh yes. li dan is so damn hOt!! oh man. he's the best dancer EVER. he's just so bloody natural! he's born to do this!! even a simple mass dance he can make it look so cOOl!!!! well it helps tt he's cUte heh heh. me lydia n jingying were practically drooling over him haha. n we were saying wat a great contrast there was between him n a certain SC. some vj girls behind us were saying how tt guy was juz embarrassing himself by dancing nxt to li dan. cant believe he's a chinese scholar. how many chinese scholars r gd looking n gd dancers!! on the whole.. it wasnt too exciting. u know. not tt kind where u can realli feel the victorian spirit.. where everyone wld chiong to dance when the mass dance songs came on. *shrugs* perhaps it was juz the place. too noisy n crowded. dinner kinda sucked too. cant believe the tasteless horfun actually costed 4.50. damn. n tt's the end of all my money this wk. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this!!
kinda hurt today. but all the more it made me realise how much i cannot stand her. seriously. it takes a lot for me to hate someone so quickly. she's the best man. tt's it. today's the last time EVER i'm going to be nice. my hands are itching to slap her. ok i'm sorry i said tt. but seriously. the sight of her juz irks me!! i juz loathe her. strong words huh. haha. watever.
so basically kind of moody the whole time. mj was too. he woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. (no i dun care if ur bed is against the wall!!) den we were juz kinda sian diao after we reached bedok, so we juz walked aimlessly arnd the town centre, trying to get rid of our bad moods. walked in thru one door of the mac den out of the other, up den down in ntuc, bought some stuffs frm bengawan solo (sighh i shld stop eating so much)den finally to the bus stop. it was kinda nice walking arnd bedok at night, juz talking abt anything.. yea so it didnt make my bad mood go away, but at least it helped. :D thanx mj! n i still want my ice cream u stupid 4As guy!
1st day of attempt. pretty well done. i cld get used to this. keep it up..
oh yes. muz congratulate my dear successor no. 2. weeting! i'm proud of you girl. u've matured so much over this one yr n now u're the new zheng zuzhang! well yea, maybe u werent my 1st choice a yr ago, but now, i'm positive u wld do all of us proud :) i'm sure this one yr in dhsco com wld be one of the best times in ur life, like mine. :D