i shld b a psychologist.
i know what people are thinking. i know why they think this way n understand their bizzare behavior. go ahead. ask me! i can tell u wat their actions mean!
not that it's gd to understand anyway. n sometimes i wonder if i realli understand or am i juz thinking too much again. well whatever.
it has been such a pleasant night. it's drizzling. juz the way i like it.
well for the first time in so many months, i actually reached home before 5 today! not that i wanted to. PW is taking up so much of my time, n it doesnt even seem like i'm doing anything productive. after PW i went abt on my daily routine of going to bedok library to study n do work with mj n vincent. i'm starting to get really used to this lifestyle. after sch. go home. get stuff. go out in the evening. reach home at 10 plus. no doubt it's more productive doing maths arnd those Fmaths ppl. n the lib has a really good studying atmosphere, even though it gets a little chilly at times.
how come everyone has such unrealistic expectations of this batch of yr1s? we are totally the guinea pigs. not only do we have the usual tremendous workload, we have bloody PW n not to mention SPA. oh and now CCA takes up 5% of the university admissions. all the teachers r complaining tt we're doing badly. hey cmon! try to live this kind of life n tell me if u can do well without suffering from a mental breakdown of some sort! bullshit. we were bitchin abt this at LJS juz now before we realised that we had juz spent almost one half hrs talking non-stop. something which we have not done for a very very very long time. n why is that??
anyway i have realised that it's actually great walking in the rain at night. at first i opted for my umbrella, but later abandoned the idea n juz walked in the rain. but i didnt want to slp with wet hair in the end i sorta wrapped my jacket arnd my head. n NO. i still dun see how funny i looked k! sometimes u just dun feel like going home after such a day. because when u're all alone, u tend to think too much n tt's when the amt of work becomes overwhelming.
sighh.
looks like i'm mugging after sch tmr again.