i'm such a failure. my best start in 2.4 in all my years n guess wat. cramps. severe cramps kicked in. i'm so lucky. i juz love myself. i refuse to let such things happen again. in sec 3 the same thing happened. in sec 4 can you believe it. thanx to my heavy shoes which i dun usually wear.. i couldnt run properly! i had had enough. after napfa i'm going on a gruelling training until nxt yr. forced sh to make me pay money to him if i dun go running at least twice a wk. i gotta cut off at least 3 mins frm my timing! ya tt's how lousy i am.
nxt wk 5 items coming up. a chance to redeem myself? i hope. my situps sucks. SBJ shld b fine if no false-start. shutter run. gotta train bending n turning. inclined shld pass. sit n reach.. lemme continue my straight As. ya my onli good item. how good is tt.
feel so lousy. like a failure after today. so i didnt fail (how can i fail with tt passing time???) but it totally sucked. so juz continue to feel lousy the whole day. until now. 46 more days to mid-yrs. there are like 10 freaking chapters for bio. none of which i understand except enzymes n water. one of which i totally nv listened to the lecture (ya mrs k's the best). my econs juz suck. market structure? *HuH??**cue blur look* chem. right. i'm so gonna pass the chem test which like.. 90% of the population passed. maths. a 5 chapter test n i got a D. sometimes i wonder. have i actualli been smart all these yrs to get into good schs or has it been sheer luck all along? or am i juz in the wrong stream? maybe i shld have taken arts. my o level results confirms tt right. all my arts subject got a1. none of my scis or maths got a1. wat am i doing in S2?!
procrasination gets u nowhere. tt's a veri impt lesson some ppl shld learn. even if u dread it or hate it. u r juz making things a whole lot worse by procrasinating. get it over n done with n sometimes the results may even surprise you. at least there are other ppl doing it with you! ya ppl shld noe who i'm referring to..
impt lesson learnt. no more procrasination. off to study econs.