I wonder at what point of time did I stop being able to write linearly when it comes to long articles. I usually have a million thoughts jumbled up and I'll have to type all of them down separately before piecing them together and rearranging to form something coherent. It's fun sometimes, but also extremely stressful when I cannot fucking concentrate LIKE NOW, so everything is just floating around randomly and I can't put them together properly. BLAH.