today marks the day i officially give up on that project. i can't be bothered with it anymore. i've slogged and slaved over the thing for the past 6 weeks, for a measly 15%, and all my tutor can tell me now is, he "can't see what we're doing wrong" and "it's a case of too little too late"
HELL YEAH?
now then you want to wake up and panic. you really think there's any use?
maybe you should have thought of that at the beginning when i had to carry the weight of the entire project on my shoulders. i can only support the thing for that long, i can only make that few good decisions, i only have that many ideas. and then i'll crack, and i'll make mistakes. i'll try to salvage, and then when you still don't give a shit, finally, i'll throw in the towel and give up.
in other groups, each person gives in 100%, resulting in 400%.
i don't have 400% to give.
and even if they each only give 50%, they still have an edge over us.
i was actually over this thing already. but today just dredged up every single exasperated, frustrated, furious, eff-ed up feeling that i've been through the past 6 weeks.
and so i officially declare myself freed from all these crap.
since you don't care, alright, let's all die together then.


enough is enough. i'm sick and tired of all these sickening shit.