i've been provoked. it was a combination of the gloomy weather outside, several blogs and various sappy songs that caused this entry to be written.
i'm sure you've heard of so many girls, who, after like thousand of years, are still talking about how they cannot forget this guy, everything still reminds them of him, blah blah BLAH.
i can offer you an explanation for that. no, you do not still like that guy, you just cannot accept the fact that it's not meant to be, and you're still clinging on to that last bit of hope that, maybe, one day things would work out.
sorry, it will not happen (because most of the time the guy you like is actually a bastard :)) and you're just making a pathetic mess and fool of yourself.
i have a friend who is like this. he/she is still hanging on to this girl/guy despite the fact that they've already broken up like 3 years ago and the girl/guy is already attached.
i know i'm over this whole rubbish thing already. but that does not mean i'm not prone to bouts of irrational anger sometimes.
it does not mean that i'll not have the childish mentality that i want to SHOW you how it's your own loss,
don't think i do not know what you've said before of me. i vowed that i'd make you regret and take back what you've said, and i guess i can safely say that you've at least backed on your words.
i don't think i'll ever have the chance to throw everything back into your face, but til then, i'll not taint my blog with mentionings of you ever again.