i always say that it's a great idea keeping diaries, online or otherwise.


yesterday i managed to find the diaries that i started when i was in primary 4. PRIMARY 4!!
granted, a typical entry looked something like this: woke up, eat breakfast, do homework, watch tv, played computer games, blah blah blah. but the whole point is that it's a whole archive of memories!
isnt that just nice? :)

this nonsensical blabbling continued for about a year until i started writing sense in primary 5 and 6.
by then i was recording down all the nice songs that were hits on radio then. and continually bitching about my classmates -_____-. i was a nasty little girl!!


the entries got lesser and lesser by the time i was in secondary school. just the occasional 发花痴 post. it eventually stopped by the time i was in sec 2 where the entries were about a year apart.
sec 4 brought on a slew of entries. -shrugs-
that was when the whole cynicsm and disillusionment set in. heh. it's funny to think how childish i was.
this blog started in JC after my GP tutor advised us to keep diaries to improve our language. and boy, did it help!


it may be just a space of two years, yet the way i type has changed tremendously.
year one's entries started off badly, with cringe-worthy grammar. :P
it improved as the year went by (together with my GP grade, heh heh)
but the amount of ranting, choked full of cynicism, increased almost exponentially. :( i was really unhappy on many occasions, but sometimes it's all just a result of my thinking-too-much.
and it only stopped after i left vj.


this year started off on a way better note. work sucked sometimes but i was still relatively enjoying the days.
i didn't think uni start well for me, remember just a couple of months ago i was put off by some people in my tutorial and project groups.
but thank god it has improved drastically over the past 2 months.
i don't recall a moment when i had this feeling of contentment the two years in vj, except during the CO days.
and you may also have realised that the number of posts where i bitched about people in a roundabout manner is almost down to zero in the past two months.
i guess my luck has been pretty good when it comes to my project group mates. :)
and hopefully, this luck is going to continue throughout the 3 years in ntu.



i am happy and contented now. when is it going to stop again? -grimaces-