deleted the previous post because i can safely conclude i was just PMS-ing after all. :)

was honestly dreading college day these past few days, but after today i thought 'heck! who gives a shit about the performance man. you people are not paying for our performance, and since most of you would probably be sleeping through it, why should i care?'
but seriously. what a bloody waste of my time. BLARH. i hate playing for unappreciative audiences.
which reminds me of the time when dhsco was invited to perform for a particular minister at some lunch function. (what an honour indeed -sneers-). throughout the entire performance, people were basically just talking and eating their way through. i wanted to throw my instrument at them.
there's nothing i loathe more than that. but whatever.



it's funny. two years back we were all anticipating our JC prom, which would obviously be so much more glam than our secondary school one (singapore swimming club. pui!) and being typical girls we were all of course looking forward to dolling up part.
and now. i'm not going for it. haha.
none of the people important to me are going, neither are my other friends. and since they say prom is merely a glamerous photo-taking session, why should i bother when the people i actually care about aren't going?
moreover i don't particularly want to see all the -rolls eyes- prom-queen-wannabes strutting around. they are an eyesore enough in the school.
heh heh. like what some of us girls were gossiping about the other day. seems like we all have a common gossip target eh? :)

oh a slight digression.
it's hilarious how most of the girls in the class like to gab about this particular person.
it's almost like we just know we're talking abt her, even when we don't mention names.
it's like:
me: "yeah. you know. i don't want to go because of those act chio girls blah blah"
them: "yeah lor"
me: "yar. people like her"
them: "are you talking about who i'm thinking of?"
me: "_____??"
them: "yes!!"
so why is there a common dislike among us?
hey well if we ever dare to bring this up in front of guys, we know what we would get
"you all are just jealous of her because she's chio"
-chuckles-
i think not.
it's hardly ever likely that we would dislike a person just because she's pretty. riduculous!
and should we be jealous of her? of her behaviour perhaps? i'd rather not look like her if there are so many people around who can't stand the way i act, thanks very much.


yup. so no prom for us. (no. i don't care if there's electrico. i don't care if there's utt or denise keller. hell am i not going to spend 300 bucks on one oh-so-memorable-night)
perhaps pubbing would be our plan for the day. no clubbing please. it's terribly passe. (not to mention all the disgusting poseurs you'd meet after the prom)

besides, not as if i had a great time here these two years and had lots of fantastic memories.
BAH.



exhausted. ciao.