Thursday, August 12, 2004
jaded
i'm in one of those moods again.
u know. paranoid. over suspicious. pissed off-kinda moods again.
i don't want to be this way too! cmon. who enjoys being like this.
but sometimes u can't help the way u feel because of what others do.
i cld take that path, but i chose not to because of people.
pw is so not helping. it's giving me a huge headache. i hate it.
this wkend is so gonna suck.
i hate bio spa. i hate parents teachers meeting. wats up with all that shit man? trying to kill us??
this is gonna be a tough wk.
why on earth did i do integration instead of 6.2?? now i'm lagging. damnnnn.

oh the powers of love/like/crush or whatever.
i have seen two grown man reduced to nothing because of a little thing called a crush.
ok maybe i'm exaggerating a lil. sorry guys. dont kill me.
but i have nv seen them this way before.
ok at least for one of them. it's quite scary actually.
all tt heartache, worry, pain n stuff. it shows up in ur expressions on ur face. it seemed so unfamiliar!
er maybe i'm just imagining things again?
but hope u guys wld feel better soon.
dont fret. at least this thing is coming to an end? less interaction? maybe tt's a gd thing for all of you.

please let me survive this week.
let's see now. there's compre tmr. n maths tut which i didnt do. n bio which i dont understand. bio lect which sucks. oH! n chem. yeeppp i dun understand wt the hell is electrophilic addition.
what am i doing in science??
i gotta get a grip.

anyway i better change my facial expressions. whenever i thought tt i'm looking 'blank'. i'm actually looking pissed off. one too many ppl have told me i looked pissed off n dao 90% of the time.
shucks. i'm such a nice n friendly person actually!!
yea when i'm in a good mood tt is.
haha.
 
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