today was the 1st day i actualli cld sit down at my table n concentrate on my work. n boy did i regret not being able to do tt the past few wks. i guess the tremendous stress has finally caught up with me. yea a little late perhaps, but i'm determined to not let this distract me.
co prac today. couldnt believe the no. of ppl which turned up. 15. yes. 15. how wonderful is tt? tt's like, oh even smaller than my zheng practice?? but den again i guess i cant keep comparing it with dhsco. haha n i think the teacher-in-charge made it pretty clear. the standard is nv going to be the same. but u noe, i have zero tolerance n patience with ppl who have absolutely (1)no sense of rhythm (2)no sense of timing (3)cant play properly even though the whole orchestra is alreadi playing the SAME melody (4)cant even play THE INSTRUMENT. not the 1st time i was so freaking irritated, but today was the worst of all. i salute the person. n i want to ask the person. WHAT thE HELL have u learnt in ur 4 yrs?? i noe, i noe, not everybody is as lucky to have good teachers like dhsco, but cmon, u're even worse than my sec2 jrs. n best of all u have to b the onli one. i pray with all my heart n soul tt nxt yr we wld have another person with the same instrument. no worries even if he/she isnt frm dhsco. cuz he/she would DEFINITELY be better than u. come to think of it. even if a person frm band comes to play ur instru? she would b better than u. i'm sorry tt i made my displeasure so obvious (to the extent tt a person obviously noticed. n made mingjie laugh -_-) but pLEASe buck up. i have nth more to say abt ur standards, but if u had been in dhsco, u wld probably NoT be in SYF, Not be in dazu and oh, maybe playing the same songs as the sec1s.
ok enough of meaness.
going out now.